I'm with you, got really stressed out many times in school due to heavy anxiety, nowadays it's cool since I am at college but I have had stressful days recentlyover a year ago
Same here bro. I’m failing a credit because I had a fucking attack during class and was trying so hard to control myself I couldn’t explainover a year ago
Cept I did cos I wanted to see if it was Burger King Foot Lettuce, Rick Roll, a Meme, or somethign actually related despite expecting one of the earlier threeover a year ago
Sometimes the prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets, the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears, and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain
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Very true. In the end, each kind has stll something to teach us so appreciate the contact with them and the experience you gained at least !!!!over a year ago
Honestly tho XD I do wish we could jsut be told we can go home so we dont have to sit here worrying that if we leave taht we will miss fucking midterms XDover a year ago
"Authorities said late Thursday the death toll from the Camp Fire has risen to 63, bringing the statewide count to 66. In addition, more than 600 people have been reported missing, according to the Butte County sheriff's office."over a year ago
You can come to Texas. It hardly ever snows here. Even though it does sometimes. It when it does, they immediately cancele all the schools. Texas is like afraid of snowover a year ago
@Jacks OMG ik! We see two snowflakes and schools close up! That’s a blizzard! they say- A REAL bilzzard! Not just a Dairy Queen Blizzard! (<XD I think you will get it lol Texans]over a year ago
And then in our 100+ summers.... we act like every thing is alright while the northerns decree drought warnings, water plans, and burn bans! XD.over a year ago
It's about that time of year where all the predators come looking for our cattle due to food shortages in the wilderness. I'm going to be pulling a lot of night shifts from here on out because I'm the best shot on the ranch. I'll kill anything from racoons to wolves that are dumb enough to wander onto the Ernest ranch
Posted over a year ago
I would like to make a friendly request that everyone call me by my name.
(Jay) idk 2nty is just too formal an$ I consider you guys friends!
Posted over a year ago
OH JUST GREAT. When I'm playing by myself I can do Bloodborne literally out of the corner of my eye as I focus mostly on a stream I'm watching. But when I'M streaming, I am a whet Bloodborne virgin
Posted over a year ago
I get the day off. I don't work today and mom still insists on taking Melody for the day. I get the feeling I'm going to have to fight her to get my daughter back
Posted over a year ago
Just because we hurt inside and out, doesn't mean pain shouldn't be natural or normal. We all get hurt. Mentally, literally, and emotionally. But that doesn't mean we're weak. And it won't last forever. Just like how the song goes, pain makes you a believer. Some good things even come from pain
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Comcast replacing my wires didn't help. I wanted to save making Youtube videos for when I was more confident, but I'm kind of learning I'm never going to BE confident. I'm not really improving on my speaking from all the streaming. It's just who I am. The only way to learn is by doing so I'm going to start uploading videos to my Youtube.
Posted over a year ago
The primary problem is it terrifies me to do so. Youtube is more permanent than Twitch. I don't even know what game I should do as my first oneover a year ago
I guess I'm just going to be in solitary despair about this all day at work tomorrow. On Thursday will probably be when I have to actually decide....oh and I gotta learn Audacity....fuck this is overwhelming me alreadyover a year ago
high school sucks. My sister said 9th grade is the best school year... ha not even fun. There is a lot of fights going on in the school rn. and this one girl wants to fight me. -_-
Posted over a year ago
Wednesday has just started for me and what I have to say is that it makes no difference from the previous whatsoever. So yeah, thank you bugs and hope the same for you !!!!over a year ago
The great thing about dogs is that I've never found another animal that has a better or more genuine sense for when something is wrong or you need cheering up or really anything.
Posted over a year ago
Worked all night last night on coyote patrol. Damn it got real cold real quick. It's 17 degrees right now and my truck heater broke so I've been wearing another one of the worker's coats all night. But anyway, mom has the baby for the day so I can sleep today. Being an important worker on the ranch is hard
Posted over a year ago
Look on the bright side. At least you can make a snow man or a snow angel. You can even makes yourself a free snow cone. But watch out for the yellow spotsover a year ago
There is no bright side to Winter where I live. It is not to be taken lightly. Every night I will be crawled up in bed, shivering as the temperature outside slowly crawls to 0°F and below. Everytime I go outside there will be a blizzard, waiting to pelt me with snow that feels like razors and winds that will knock me down into submission. No one is safe here...over a year ago
And as I lay on the ground, immobile due to the many layers of clothing I would have to wear to ward off the cold, I would look to the sky and scream in terror and frustration "WHY, GOD?! WHY DO YOU PERMIT ME TO LIVE HERE?!" The only response I will receive is the howling of the very wind that put me on that ground and nothing more...over a year ago
Honestly people, kidding aside for a moment, what I have to say is that there are a lot of hidden gems here and there in here. There's no telling what you'll find. Quite a lot of content goes unnoticed / underappreciated regardless of the time it has been posted. I doubt anyone would disagree with that. Have always found Forum Threads to be particularly interesting and I'm pretty disapponted by how underrated they are. Then again, most Sections are like that. That's Fanpop for you...
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That doesn't change what you'll find by dipping through the posts in here lmao. Not sure if anyone ACTUALLY got bothered / annoyed by this particular raise in activity but it sure is nice seeing others partaking as well and having fun lol !!!!over a year ago
Exhibit A of why people need to know history. (World and yours) In my fucking area on the news. People were doing the hail hitler sign and they even got an African American to do it as well. Why are some people just fucking wastes of dna
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I dont know if thats really them not knowing history as much as its them being assholes. Cause there are some people who actually are shitty enough to be pro-Hitlerover a year ago
^I can think alot of other things worse actually and/or the same lvl. @riku and lefty regardless of reasons they are fucking idiots and now I think about it they probably were just assholesover a year ago
@Mauserfan To be honest, I expected it from the others but never anticipated that JetBlack would initiate this. That very fact is what hurt me a bit... Guess, I'll be making a new ''Top 10 Anime Betrayals'' Meme !!!!over a year ago
RIP Stan Lee. I may not be a Marvel fan, but someone who made such a big impact on millions of people of different generations deserves to be honored and respected.
Posted over a year ago
🎶I got a certain little girl she's on my mind
No doubt about it she looks so fine
She's the best girl that I ever had
Sometimes she's gonna make me feel so bad🎶
Posted over a year ago
Being lonely is just like being stranded in the middle of nowhere. You have nobody to turn to or nobody to talk to. Just like you would have nowhere to go. No building in sight but land
Posted over a year ago
Assoluto cosmico, regolare realtà
Respiro di un immagine, sintonia di civiltà
Confusa progenia di cellule ribelli
Volo verso l'universo, l'attraverserò
Se sei stella, fatti vedere, io mi fermerò
Oooh, oooh
Shadilay, shadilay, la mia libertà
Shadilay, shadilay, oh no...
Shadilay, shadilay, oh sogno o realtà
Shadilay, shadilay, oh no...
Vola nella mia vita, no non è finita
Io mi fermerò
Sciogli le mie vele, nel cielo e in fondo al mare
Io ti crederò!
Posted over a year ago
I am a ghost city. My head is full of shadows... and things that ceased to exist.
Have you ever sat under a sea of galaxies on a clear, lonely night? ...whispering to the sky... I swear the stars get farther away. Did you ever dream you could touch them?
Insomnia. I know it’s more than that. Fear? Or... apathy?
Flickering fires lighting up mist the distance. Fireflies of embers. Fleeting hope.
Ever wondered if you’re alive?
Posted over a year ago
I remember putting my hand over my chest.... hoping for a beat... hoping for an unbroken promise... nothing? Just a whisper. Another ghost. Because damn, I need more of those.over a year ago
And I don’t want the world to see me
Cuz I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.
Posted over a year ago
Me: what ever happened to adding people with common interests to your friends list? It’s more like adding anyone and everyone active these days!
Posted over a year ago
I just pulled an all nighter by accident (and without even using the internet). I feel like my soul has just left my body and I've ascended to a higher plane that is simultaneously the lowest point one can be. I have a wicked headache and...it's been a good run everyone. I have work tomorrow so there's no making up for lost sleep either. 🙃
Posted over a year ago
Got confused for a sec and asked myself if I had misjudged your asexuality.... then I realize you werent using the phrase with that connotation.....over a year ago
I know that feel. Hope that you can get at least some sleep, because oh god, I`ve been a walking zombie too many times at first half of this year and it is very unpleasant feeling.over a year ago
Relatable. Have been feeling just like Rihanna described and yeah, it really sucks being among the living dead lol. Hope you get to take a good rest soon !!!!over a year ago
Update: 0/10 do not recommend. I felt death gripping me. I can't imagine how people can pull three all nighters. Everything was funny, but like really stupid shit like I watched Dr Phil and this lady thought she was pregnant for three years and idk, no one watches Dr Phil unironically unless they've been up for a solid 24 hours. Hunger doesn't exist when you're tired. Well @ least not 4 me. And I tried to type a fic and what is spelling?>?? I made a typo when texting my sister and made another and another while trying to say what I actually meant.over a year ago
I'm still working on this cross for this lady's late son. It's kinda hard but I'm trying my best. Painting is hard. Some of them took a whole day for me to paint. But at least I'm better at painting than drawing. And I do both. Still may her son Rest In Peace
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@Mauserfan I can see it now. "Mauserfan wanted for being a criminally delicious snack." @SlimJim That is such a good idea. I don't know why I didn't think of it.over a year ago
omg I saw a thumbnail on my youtube for "Largest Titan in Attack on Titan" and for a second I thought it said "Bob Ross" instead of "Ross Reid" omg.
Posted over a year ago
EVER. AND THERE WAS A CRAZY AND LEGIT FOOLPROOF SETUP TO FIND THE SONG MOST VALUED BY THE (REAL) CLIQUE- PRETTY MUCH THE BIGGEST MEMBERS OF THE BASE... LIKE OVER 1000 RESPONSES INTERNATIONAL ECT. IT FOUND THE BEST SONGover a year ago
I VOTED ALL THE WAY THROUGH AND GUESS WHAT?! HOLDING ON TO YOU CAME OUT AT THE VERY VERY TOP! OFFICIALLY THE BEST. YESS THAT SONG SAVED MY LIFEover a year ago
I told my therapist that I feel like I hit a really low point in my life and he gave me two suggestions that I'm going to start doing.
1: I'm taking anti depressants again. The only problem with that is that I can't breastfeed my baby. That's a little unfortunate because I always liked the intimacy with my daughter, but I do kinda need the medication.
2: I need to start taking more time for myself. My life has pretty much been work and motherhood. I need to go back into my hobbies
Posted over a year ago
My dad is actually trying to hook me up with cowboy action matches (which are a thing btw), and he's selling me his old rossi lever action gun, as well as a reproduction SAA revolver.over a year ago
Honestly am glad no therapist has yet to tell me to stop discussing / talking on Fanpop on my shit cause I dont think I could follow through with that.over a year ago
The interface of this goddamn website is so heavy and shitty that it hurts my brain just looking at it. I like this site, but honestly someone just hack this site or hire a programmer to build an app already!
Posted over a year ago
Why do anime movies always have to fucking have emotional music during the credits? I spent all my time watching it to avoid that crap.
Posted over a year ago
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Well I have an order. There's a lady at my mom's job who wants me to paint a picture of a cross for her oldest son who passed away. He committed suicide and she wants me to paint a cross in memory of him. I'm about to get started on it and I hope it turns out perfect. This is for him! R.I.P.
Posted over a year ago
My husband had to arrange an emergency appointment with my therapist. On a related note, I have to go twice a week now. I'm going to be using a lot of fucking gas going to Albuquerque that often
Posted over a year ago
Tfw you realize that Borse has actually been interested in those 80's Boys because of their hotness over their music. THE FANGIRL HAS BEEN EXPOSED! Good work to Rihanna for assisting !!!!
Posted over a year ago
I was trying a "completely randomized team" where the team and move set was randomized and I went on non-randomized ubers just cos I saw some guy on youtube doing it and I think I pissed this guy off XDover a year ago
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I have some....a few...well...lots of special memes (40 2 b exact) to share but I need to know where to upload them... without individually add8ng to photos or us8ng our precious forum. So...?
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True! Haha ok ok funny story... so the other day I was walking down the a hallway and there were two guys behind me (one of which I’m acquainted with) arguing. They were jacking around I think, but either way it became really obnoxious. One would yell at the other that something was gay, an$ that they were gay, and Well... I got Fed up of it. I just whirled round and said something along the lines of I’m gay b*tches so shut up. Then one of them asked if I Harv socks on, and I was like, I’m not playing games a*shole. And I wish I had a picture of their facial expressions! XDover a year ago
The pain you may feel today is just weakness leaving your body, your mind, and/or your heart. And it'll be the strength that you feel tomorrow
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Everyone is doing all these no hit runs of Dark Souls and Bloodborne and I'm just sitting here, desperately trying to beat the chalice dungeons without blood vials and unable to beat Gael...
Posted over a year ago
So Hurricane Irma has water all inside my internet wires. Need Comcast to come out and fix it. Also kinda bummed bout stuff so I don't wanna stream while in a bad headspace.
Posted over a year ago
Big shoutout to Huniedev. "Call me old fashioned, but the beauty of capitalism to me is that I have to give you something that's more valuable to you than the money you're giving me. At least a KS has rewards. But something-for-nothing donations does not quite sit right with me."
Honestly I might buy a bunch of copies of Huniepop and Huniecam next paycheck just to give out to people.
Posted over a year ago
For those that know D&D, I rolled a critical failure while doing a simple U-turn and either broke or fractured my ankle XD More updates coming
Posted over a year ago
Just go ahead and have the time of your life. Trust me I know what it's like to go to a concert you've been eager to go to. Especially first time concertsover a year ago
F*CKING HELL I HAVE ONLY ABOUT 18 HOURS LEFT!!!!!!,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,,!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED AND CRIPPLING NERVOUS IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!
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My really good wholesome friend gave me a pep talk. Lol. She said I will not have a panic attack, I won’t die of anxiety, and above all chances I will have fu;! (The ironic difference between us, her optimism and my expect- EVERYTHING-to-go-wrong attitude. I live i contestant preparation for disappointment.over a year ago
My successful return to streaming after the horrible "wonky internet" of 2018. Honestly I am liking how active I am on these streams. There's some cool recurring viewers showing up lately. Either way. This is just shameless advertising for tomorrows stream which'll be Valkyria Chronicles lol XD
Posted over a year ago
You can always research the candidates in your area before you go on. There's a quick test you can take on isidewith.org and if you put in your zip code it can tell you which candidates agree with you most on the issues that matter to you.over a year ago
@CokeTheUmbreon I got a letter that was telling me that I'm summoned for jury duty. But me and my mom decided that should go for that because of my disorder. Sitting in court seems much more boring than votingover a year ago
If you clearly are just regurgitating something you read off *insert famous persons social media*, you should prolly sit this one out.
Posted over a year ago