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Riku114 said about Riku114
Being alone and being lonely are two entirely different things. You may be surrounded by others, but do you truly consider any of those people your friend?  Posted 9 hours ago
Riku114 said about Riku114
I am honestly glad to be a mental health guru and wizard for a lot of people and it makes me happy to be able to help as many people as I do. It makes me really happy and honestly its one of the things that helps keep me grounded to the world and thus I almost actively seek it out at this point.

But honestly, sometimes I wish I had someone who could be a mental health guru / wizard for me at times. Often times I know if I were to talk about my problems, they'd either go ignored Posted 2 days ago
Riku114 commented…
or few would be able to say anything to help or assist or comfort me. I've kinda grown painfully aware that for a lot of this, I am kind of out here on my own figuring out how to make things work, and even within therapists and psychiatrists, few do much help as much as discussion and mutual planning at this point. 2 days ago
Riku114 commented…
I am not upset by any means that the amount I put out to people to help them and what I receive back are not equal, to be honest thats just the way it is with rare and kinda severe mental health issues and I've grown used to and accept it. To be honest, if anything, it is one of the reasons I want to reach out and help people as much as I can 2 days ago
Riku114 commented…
I figure if I have to go through all the work of figuring out how to maneuver therapy, recovery, mental health, and all that with little people to guide me or help me, I can at least use my struggle and the knowledge I got from it to leave a bread crumb for others to follow 2 days ago
Riku114 commented…
Admittedly, I really don't know half of what I am doing or if I am doing it right when it comes to my mental health, and I just go off of what seems best with the infomration I have at hand and its done me well, but if I could one day figure a way to a good life and if I could leave that bread crumb trail I took to get there for people to follow, then I suppose at least in a way that my struggle was actually worth it 2 days ago
Riku114 said about Random
Hot Take: No religion should ever use fear as a method of... well anything. Anyone and any organization that tries to use fear as a method of directing their audiences and shit is generally considered abusive and cult-ish in my books.

If your religion is about your beliefs, if you religion believes in hell but doesnt regularly threaten it, if your religion is about spirituality and sharing positivity and love, then go ahead. It isn't harmful and all power to you. Posted 3 days ago
Riku114 commented…
Of course some religions that don't threaten shit and are about spirituality and shit can still be harmful, thats not the debate I am starting 3 days ago
Blaze1213IsBack commented…
Old testament or new testament I would appricate if you guys know. If it's the old testament we don't follow that testament we follow the new testament I hope that clears things out. 1 day ago
Blaze1213IsBack commented…
if you tells me which part it is i'll appricate it 1 day ago