your gone for good
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.
instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.
leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.
holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.
but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
xoxo, merzycullen
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.
instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.
leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.
holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.
but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
xoxo, merzycullen
Rachel stroke her fingers through her hair. “Oh my God. What have I done?” she mumbled agitated. “Think, Rachel, think” She looked around. Then she grabbed Gabe’s feet and dragged him to the farthest corner.
She ran to the stairs and went to the kitchen where she searched the drawers for matches. In her panic she forgot she had been living here for about twenty years and the matches lay in the second drawer next to the cupboard underneath the sink ever since. She pulled it open and grabbed the matches. Then she opened the fridge and took out a bottle of Malt Whisky. She ran back downstairs to the body. She opened the bottle of Malt and poured its content over the body. Then she stroke a match and let it fall down and watch how Gabe went up into flames.
As she watched him burn a sudden agony fulfilled her body and she dropped the bottle. She fell down on her knees and felt her body contracting and convulsing while she screamed.
She ran to the stairs and went to the kitchen where she searched the drawers for matches. In her panic she forgot she had been living here for about twenty years and the matches lay in the second drawer next to the cupboard underneath the sink ever since. She pulled it open and grabbed the matches. Then she opened the fridge and took out a bottle of Malt Whisky. She ran back downstairs to the body. She opened the bottle of Malt and poured its content over the body. Then she stroke a match and let it fall down and watch how Gabe went up into flames.
As she watched him burn a sudden agony fulfilled her body and she dropped the bottle. She fell down on her knees and felt her body contracting and convulsing while she screamed.
Here is a fiction based on Tokio Hotel and actor Thomas Dekker (and his band).
Find out why, the friend of Tom Kaulitz (Thomas Dekker), met in an American show "Stars Dance Ice" (Ice Dance with the Stars),
could not collaborate musically with Tokio Hotel. And why, Tom Kaulitz regrets having made friends with him during the show, then dragging his group into a descent into Hell that they would never have
imagined living one day, discovering the darkness and taboos of the American world.
It's a science fiction fiction, horror, yaoi / het and +18
Inspired by:
- American Satan
- Village of the Damned
- Invasion Los Angeles / They Live
- The Strain
- V (2009)
- The Magicians
- Books by David Icke
Good reading.
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