your gone for good
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.

gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.

instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.

leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.

holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.

but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.

xoxo, merzycullen