your gone for good
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.
instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.
leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.
holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.
but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
xoxo, merzycullen
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.
instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.
leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.
holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.
but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
xoxo, merzycullen
Cas stroked his hair and tried to keep his breathing under control. Meg didn’t understand. He needed more. He had lied about the pain being back, but he hadn’t lied about needing another dose. He opened the upper buttons of his shirt, suddenly feeling feverish.
He hurried to the dresser and opened all drawers and cupboard doors. He searched through them, checking all boxes, finding nothing. He slammed everything shut and began to rub his fingers again.
“If I were a medicine cabinet, where would I be?” Cas mumbled trembling and out of breath. He ran to the stairs and sprinted upstairs. He went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cupboard.
“Got it” he said, sighing relieved and he grabbed all boxes that had medicines in it. He took out all the strips and swallowed the pills one by one.
He leaned against the cold, marble wall and sank down on the floor. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.
He hurried to the dresser and opened all drawers and cupboard doors. He searched through them, checking all boxes, finding nothing. He slammed everything shut and began to rub his fingers again.
“If I were a medicine cabinet, where would I be?” Cas mumbled trembling and out of breath. He ran to the stairs and sprinted upstairs. He went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cupboard.
“Got it” he said, sighing relieved and he grabbed all boxes that had medicines in it. He took out all the strips and swallowed the pills one by one.
He leaned against the cold, marble wall and sank down on the floor. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.