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posted by merzycullen
your gone for good
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.

gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.

instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.

leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.

holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.

but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.

xoxo, merzycullen
“I’m lying if I say I never wanted to hurt him, because I did. That was all I could think of” Bonnie started. “I wanted to punish him for all the things he’d done. I wanted to make him suffer like he made others suffer”
“What did he do? And why couldn’t you hand him over to the police?” Keith asked curious.
Bonnie pulled the sheets. These were the questions she wasn’t sure how to answer. If she answered the first one, she’d put Damon in a bad daylight and that wasn’t the way to forgiveness. If she answered the second, she’d expose him.
“He did some bad things” she...
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These doors need to be oiled, Keith thought as he opened the door of Bonnies room. He walked to the bed and sank down.
Bonnie turned on her back in her bed and opened her eyes a bit. When she saw Keith her eyes widened and she sat straight.
“What the hell are you doing here? Go away! I’m going to call security! Get out!” she hissed.
“Ssshh” Keith said. “I’m just here to watch you sleep. Isn’t that romantic?”
“No!” Bonnie whispered loud. “Not if you’re the one watching”
“So, you’re not going to sleep, because I am here?” Keith asked. “Well, in that case, we might...
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Elena was lying on a hospital, surrounded by her friends. She was awake and a little annoyed.
“I’m fine, I want to go home” she said.
“You fainted, Elena. You need to slow down a bit” Caroline said bossy.
“I just have a low blood pressure, which is no surprise” Elena said pointing at her neck.
“Well, the doctor wants you to stay here for the night” Stefan said. “And I agree with him”
“This is a conspiracy” Elena said grumpy.
“We can stay if you want” Jeremy suggested.
“And stop me from leaving, right” Elena said, figuring her brother out. “No, you can all leave,...
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Elena, Jeremy and Ric were sitting at the kitchen table having dinner. Well, Jeremy was eating. Elena was stirring in her food and Alaric was looking at her.
“If you wanted mashed potatoes you could’ve asked” he said. Elena looked up distracted. “What? No, it’s good. It’s really nice” she said.
“How would you know?” Alaric asked. “You didn’t eat yet”
“It looks really nice” Elena said shrugging.
“If you’re not hungry, that’s fine” Alaric said. “You don’t have to eat. But if there’s something else, I want you to tell me”
Elena looked down at her plate,...
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Katherine looked at Klaus trying not to look too guilty. If Klaus knew she was trying to boycott him, she’d be dead.
“You’re here, finally” Klaus said.
“You summoned me” Katherine said. “Why?”
“I wanted you to see it with your own eyes” Klaus said. He conjured a flask filled with blood. “This is Jason” Klaus said, throwing his arm over an unfamiliar man. “Jason is a werewolf”
“And you’re about to change that?” Katherine guessed.
“Yeah, but there’s a little problem” Klaus said sinister. He bit his arm and forced the blood on Jason. Then he snapped his neck....
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Damon was still lying on the couch when a shadow came over him and he opened his eyes difficult. “Elena?” he said weak. Katherine shook her head. “It’s me” she said. She took his shoulder and helped him sit up. She took the glass of bourbon from the table. “You should drink something”
“Shouldn’t you tell me to drink blood?” Damon asked sarcastic.
“If you don’t want to it’s your business” Katherine said and she held the glass in front of Damon. He wanted to take it out her hands, but she refused to gave it to him. “I’ll do it” she said. “Katherine? I’m not...
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“What are you doing?” Derek asked curious at Damon who was sitting between the wooden planks in his bedroom.
“I’m trying to fix the bed” Damon said obvious.
“Can I help?” Derek asked excited. Without awaiting an answer he kneeled and picked up a nail and hammer. While he hammered he tried to make a subtle conversation. “So, you and your girlfriend, how long have you been together?”
“Two months and a half” Damon said. “Why?”
Derek shrugged. “Nothing. Just curious” he said. “And have you…you know?”
Damon looked at Derek, frowning. “No, and I wouldn’t tell...
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“Who’s Ronnie, if I may ask?” Klaus asked. Tyler frowned, wondering how Klaus knew about her. But the moment Klaus conjured Tyler’s phone everything was clear.
“She’s sent you quite some messages” he said acting admired. “What happened to the blonde one?”
Tyler didn’t answer that, but he did answer Klaus first question. “She’s just some girl who got here a few weeks ago. Here is Mystic Falls…We’re still in Mystic Falls, right?”
“Sure we are” Klaus smirked. “Something else I should know? Something important, maybe?”
“She knows a little too much” Tyler...
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Tyler woke up and found himself chained onto a chair. “What the hell?”
“Oh, no, not hell. Heaven. That’s where you’ll soon be” a voice said. A voice that sounded horribly familiar. A shadow came over Tyler and Klaus came in vision.
“Seriously? You again? If I wanted to see your ugly face again I would’ve given you a call” Tyler said annoyed. Being imprisoned by Klaus was getting really old. “Look, whatever you want with me, can you just get it over with already?”
“Oh, but of course” Klaus said. He bit his wrist and forced Tyler to drink his blood. Then he grabbed Tyler’s neck and snapped it.
“And now we wait” Klaus said.
Derek scribbled up. “You really have some serious issues, man” he said after his nose had healed.
“Yeah, I’m sorry” Damon said, not very sincere. “But you wanted me to teach you”
Derek sought support against the wall. “I think I’m going to need some blood” he said looking meaningful at Damon. Damon rolled his eyes. “Fine, then. Come with me” He saw how Derek’s face cleared up. “You’re not staying over” he said sharp.
“No, of course not” Derek said, shaking his head. “I’ll just have some blood and then I’ll be off”
“Good” Damon said, pleased that...
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Alaric was teaching the senior class, when the door went open and Ronnie walked in. Ignoring Alaric’s angry face she headed to Caroline. She placed her hands on the table and pierced her glance in Caroline’s eyes.
“Where is he?”
“Where is who?” Caroline asked.
“You know who I’m talking about” Ronnie said pissed. “Where is Tyler?”
“I’m sorry, miss, but this is a class room, so maybe you can discuss this later, preferably in another time and place” Alaric said. But Ronnie ignored him.
“We were having dinner, we talked. I go to the bathroom and next thing I know he’s...
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The basement door opened and Rachel looked up. Gabe was coming downstairs with a plate of food in his hands. “I made you some dinner” he said as if he expected Rachel to be grateful. He put the plate on a box and gave her a plastic fork and knife. “I’m only playing it safe” he said when Rachel gave him a dirty look.
“You can’t do this” Rachel said.
“You’re really such a hypocrite” Gabe said. “You let me send away my daughters, when you are just like them. Does this mean Amber had the werewolf gene? Well, in that case she’s better off dead”
Rachel gasped. “I can’t...
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Tyler stared at Ronnie over his glass. She had been telling all about herself. It was quite a lot. Her parents both lived in Charlottesville. She had a brother named Jack, but he was out of the picture. She was interested in supernatural stuff and had heard Mystic Falls was full of it. And now she stared at Tyler with an expecting look.
“I want to know more about this town ”
Tyler frowned. “There’s really nothing to tell” he said avoiding.
“Yeah, right” Ronnie said in disbelief. She searched her handbag and took out a newspaper and held it in front of Tyler.
“Police finds bodies...
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Caroline was walking down the stairs with her phone held against her ear. “Look, Bonnie, I really don’t care what reasons you have for ignoring my calls, but call me back ASAP”
“Everything okay?” Liz asked, who was standing at the bottom of the stairs and couldn’t help but overhear.
Caroline nodded. “Yeah, sure”
“Was that Bonnie?” Liz pointed at the phone.
“Her voicemail” Caroline corrected.
“Hmm” Liz frowned. “You two have a fight?”
“No!” Caroline exclaimed.
“Then why is she ignoring your phone calls?” Liz continued, blocking Caroline to go to the kitchen....
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Night came in and both Elena and Damon were getting ready to go to sleep. Elena, wearing pajamas with a teddy print on it, was standing in the doorway of her room. “You want to come in?” she asked teasing. Damon had this ludicrous…rule they had to sleep in separate rooms. It was so not Damon. “We can sleep together” Elena tried with puppy eyes. Damon walked to her and kissed her. Elena wanted to pull him inside, but he braced. “Oh, come on” she groaned, her lips still touching his.
“I’m not doing it, Elena, not tonight” Damon said and he kissed her again. Elena took of her...
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Rachel was sitting at the table, her plate in front of her, but she didn’t touch it. “You need to eat something” Gabe said soft. Rachel pushed her plate away. “You don’t get to tell me what to do anymore” she said trembling.
“Come on, Rachel, that’s not fair” Gabe said sad. “I’m just as devastated as you are” he said fighting his own tears, but Rachel only scoffed. “Oh, give me a break. You were the first to deny Kelsey was your daughter and you wanted to hand Amber over to the police”
“I thought I was doing the right thing” Gabe defended himself. “I couldn’t...
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Caroline was standing with Elena, her cell phone in her hands, while cheerleading practice was on.
“I can’t believe I quit this a year ago” Elena said.
“Why? You miss it?” Caroline asked as she was dialing a number.
“Not really, no” Elena sighed. “Maybe I should just get rid of my costume. It’s not like anyone’s going to see me in it anymore, right?”
Her eyes still on the phone Caroline replied mumbling: “Oh, I could think of someone who would love to see you in it”
Elena elbowed her friend, but smiled at the same time. “So, what’s up with you and Tyler?” she tried...
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Katherine was in the kitchen of her new house, which she shared with Klaus and Rebekah, but they were gone for now. She smeared some loafs of bread and poured a can with tap water. She bit her arm and let some drops of blood drop on the bread. She placed the bread and the water on a plate and walked out of the kitchen.
She walked to the front door and left the house. The plate in her hands she slowly walked over the street.
She arrived at Fell’s Church and climbed down. She walked to a wall, put the plate down and shoved the wall aside. A pale hand came in view and a girl lifted up her head...
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Gabe and Rachel Lindy were watching a reality show when the doorbell rang. Gabe let out a deep sigh. “What kind of idiot comes clinging on doorbells at this time of evening?” he said annoyed.
“I’ll get it” Rachel said and she got up. She opened the door and when she saw sheriff Forbes in the doorway her heart beat in her throat.
“Good evening, Mrs. Lindy” Liz said. “Can I have a word with you and Mr. Lindy?”
Rachel nodded. “Gabe! Can you come here for a second?” she shouted trembling. “Who is it?” Gabe shouted back. “The cops” Rachel replied. She heard Gabe getting...
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“How do I look?” Elena asked, spinning around.
“Delicious” Damon said with a gleam in his eyes which glided over Elena’s face, over her breasts, her belly and her legs. He wanted her so badly, but he pressed his lips, swallowed and got off the bed. “You look amazing” he said, kissing her. He let go of her but Elena pulled him back, sticking her tongue in his mouth. “We should go” Damon said hoarse. Elena shook her head. “No” she said. “We still have some time”
She held one of her hands around Damon’s neck and with her other hand she went down in his pants. “Oh God”...
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