your gone for good
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.
instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.
leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.
holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.
but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
xoxo, merzycullen
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.
instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of love and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.
leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more i tried to stop him.
no matter what my eyes asked,
no matter what my lips said,
no matter what my heart felt,
he was leaving, and worse
leaving me behind.
holding each other's eyes
he embraced me,
our lips meeting one last time.
lost of words
lost of hope
he walked away from me for good
and i fought the urge to
call him back
embrace him
our lips meeting
our souls touching
and me, knowing that i would spend
the rest of my life with the man i truly love
and love forever.
but now too late it is
your gone for good
out of sight
out of life
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.
xoxo, merzycullen
Meg opened the door of a motel room and helped Cas inside. She guided him to the single bed and put him down. She gently pushed him down and he opened his eyes a little. She walked to the bathroom and dampened a towel.
She walked back into the room and sank down on the bed. Unlike Meg’s Cas’ clothes hadn’t been restored. Meg opened the ruined and bloodstained hospital shirt and dabbed his wounds with the towel.
Cas groaned from pain.
“You don’t have to do this” he said weak. “I will heal eventually”
“I know” Meg said absent-minded. She stared at Cas’ body. Even with all the cuts he still looked…jumpable.
“But thanks for the gesture” Cas said with a weak smile.
Meg continued nursing his injuries. “You know” she said. “If I was still human, I’d fall for you”
Cas gave her another weak smile, before he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
She walked back into the room and sank down on the bed. Unlike Meg’s Cas’ clothes hadn’t been restored. Meg opened the ruined and bloodstained hospital shirt and dabbed his wounds with the towel.
Cas groaned from pain.
“You don’t have to do this” he said weak. “I will heal eventually”
“I know” Meg said absent-minded. She stared at Cas’ body. Even with all the cuts he still looked…jumpable.
“But thanks for the gesture” Cas said with a weak smile.
Meg continued nursing his injuries. “You know” she said. “If I was still human, I’d fall for you”
Cas gave her another weak smile, before he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Dean stared at his car, his mouth wide open, unable to speak.
“What?” he said shocked. “Baby, what have they done to you?”
“Dean” Sam said, elbowing him and pointing at the entrance of the hospital. Meg came outside and walked towards.
“I saw you two from the window” she explained.
“Why are you wearing Cas’ clothes?” Sam asked.
“Long story” Meg replied.
“And what the hell did you and Cas do with my car?” Dean demanded to know, though part of him wished she wouldn’t answer. Unfortunately she did.
“We fucked” Meg said smug. The look on Dean’s face was priceless. “And Cas bled on the front seat. Speaking of Cas, he’s fine. Thanks for asking”
Dean had the courtesy to look ashamed.
“Eh, yeah, I just wanted to ask” he mumbled.
“Follow me” Meg said. “I’ll explain everything inside”
“What?” he said shocked. “Baby, what have they done to you?”
“Dean” Sam said, elbowing him and pointing at the entrance of the hospital. Meg came outside and walked towards.
“I saw you two from the window” she explained.
“Why are you wearing Cas’ clothes?” Sam asked.
“Long story” Meg replied.
“And what the hell did you and Cas do with my car?” Dean demanded to know, though part of him wished she wouldn’t answer. Unfortunately she did.
“We fucked” Meg said smug. The look on Dean’s face was priceless. “And Cas bled on the front seat. Speaking of Cas, he’s fine. Thanks for asking”
Dean had the courtesy to look ashamed.
“Eh, yeah, I just wanted to ask” he mumbled.
“Follow me” Meg said. “I’ll explain everything inside”