“Sleep, my love.” I whispered softly in her ear.
“Stay.” She pleaded like a child. My lifeless heart doesn’t seem so lifeless anymore. It swelled with hope. She still wants me to stay – with her.
A soft sob escaped her lips. She was trying hard to be tough.
“Shhh…I’ll be here with you, Bella, I promise.” I said soothingly – ALWAYS, FOREVER, As long as she wants me to. I won’t leave her anymore.
I brushed her hair away from her face and gently kissed her cheek. I hummed the lullaby I made for her. After a couple of bars, her breathing became even. Her lips slightly parted. I could feel her warm breath on my face. I smiled and gazed lovingly at the beautiful face of the girl I love with all my heart… with all I have.
I was hungry for every little line, every little crease of her beautiful face. I want to trace the lines of her lips with my fingers but I’m afraid she would waken. I’m also afraid of the powerful emotions, touching her lips would bring. I sighed. I’ve been without her long enough, I may not control myself and give in to…I shook my head. That could never happen to us. She’s too fragile. But how I wish I could love her too in that way. I shook my head once again.
“Get a grip, Edward. You just came back.” I chastised myself a little louder than I intended. I laughed quietly. I wonder how easy it is for me to laugh when I’m with her.
I stared once again at her lovely face. Her brows furrowed. What is she dreaming? I smoothed out her hair. How I missed its soft silky texture. I lifted a handful of strands to my nose and inhaled deeply. Intoxicating…as always. She stirred. I started humming again. My humming stopped – I was caught off guard. Then the lyrics and melody flowed clearly on my mind.
It took one look
And forever laid out in front of me
One smile and I died
Only to be revived by you.
I smiled and thought of the first time I saw her, the first time I heard her voice, saw her smile, blush, laugh…the very first kiss, the very first touch…
She snuggled closer to me, then shivered. I laughed quietly. I miss this. I miss her. I miss us. I wrapped the blanket around her even more tightly. I continued humming.
There I was
Thought I had everything figured out
Goes to show just how much I know
‘bout the way life plays out.
Fate doesn’t seem so ruthless for me anymore. Fate brought her to me. Fate allowed me to become what I am so that I could meet her, love her, be with her. I won’t fight Fate anymore.
I took one step away
But I find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you.
I know now that I was a fool to have left her. It didn’t bring me any good..didn’t do her any good, too, I realized as I traced the faint blue color under her eyes. I sighed. I always knew I have no strength to be away from her, no strength at all to be without her. I knew deep down I would come back to her. I knew then I would and could no longer endure. I would have crawled back to Forks, to her, even if the fateful telephone call didn’t happen, even if Alice didn’t see her jump off the cliff. I knew I would eventually come back to where my happiness is – with her.
Now I know that I know not a thing at all
Except the fact that I am yours
And that you are mine.
She has no idea of the power she has over me, no idea at all. I do not care whatever Fate decides to throw my way. I WILL BE WITH HER. I AM HERS. I pressed my cold cheek to hers. “I hope you are still mine.” I whispered. What if…?
I sighed. I’ll face all the consequences. All I know is I will gladly walk in the fiery pit of hell just to have her forgiveness, to have her love, her trust once again. I bit my lower lip – but if she decides she no longer loves me…I sighed.
They told me that this wouldn’t be easy
And no, I’m not one to complain.
Jacob Black. The name brought fresh venom inside my mouth. I could hardly stop myself from growling. I peeked at her face. Still sleeping…
I tried to calm myself. If she decides to be with him, I will let her go. Let her find happiness. I winced as wave after wave of pain stabbed my chest. I COULDN’T. The thought of losing her again….I wouldn’t give her up without a fight.
“Edward, please don’t leave me. Stay with me.” She mumbled in her sleep.
“I won’t…ever again.”
She sighed.
“Dream of me, love.” I whispered and gently kissed her lips. Again, I wish I could sleep – to dream, to dream of her, to dream of us.
“I took one step away but I find myself coming back to you, my one and only, one and only you.” I softly sang in her ear.
“Stay.” She pleaded like a child. My lifeless heart doesn’t seem so lifeless anymore. It swelled with hope. She still wants me to stay – with her.
A soft sob escaped her lips. She was trying hard to be tough.
“Shhh…I’ll be here with you, Bella, I promise.” I said soothingly – ALWAYS, FOREVER, As long as she wants me to. I won’t leave her anymore.
I brushed her hair away from her face and gently kissed her cheek. I hummed the lullaby I made for her. After a couple of bars, her breathing became even. Her lips slightly parted. I could feel her warm breath on my face. I smiled and gazed lovingly at the beautiful face of the girl I love with all my heart… with all I have.
I was hungry for every little line, every little crease of her beautiful face. I want to trace the lines of her lips with my fingers but I’m afraid she would waken. I’m also afraid of the powerful emotions, touching her lips would bring. I sighed. I’ve been without her long enough, I may not control myself and give in to…I shook my head. That could never happen to us. She’s too fragile. But how I wish I could love her too in that way. I shook my head once again.
“Get a grip, Edward. You just came back.” I chastised myself a little louder than I intended. I laughed quietly. I wonder how easy it is for me to laugh when I’m with her.
I stared once again at her lovely face. Her brows furrowed. What is she dreaming? I smoothed out her hair. How I missed its soft silky texture. I lifted a handful of strands to my nose and inhaled deeply. Intoxicating…as always. She stirred. I started humming again. My humming stopped – I was caught off guard. Then the lyrics and melody flowed clearly on my mind.
It took one look
And forever laid out in front of me
One smile and I died
Only to be revived by you.
I smiled and thought of the first time I saw her, the first time I heard her voice, saw her smile, blush, laugh…the very first kiss, the very first touch…
She snuggled closer to me, then shivered. I laughed quietly. I miss this. I miss her. I miss us. I wrapped the blanket around her even more tightly. I continued humming.
There I was
Thought I had everything figured out
Goes to show just how much I know
‘bout the way life plays out.
Fate doesn’t seem so ruthless for me anymore. Fate brought her to me. Fate allowed me to become what I am so that I could meet her, love her, be with her. I won’t fight Fate anymore.
I took one step away
But I find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you.
I know now that I was a fool to have left her. It didn’t bring me any good..didn’t do her any good, too, I realized as I traced the faint blue color under her eyes. I sighed. I always knew I have no strength to be away from her, no strength at all to be without her. I knew deep down I would come back to her. I knew then I would and could no longer endure. I would have crawled back to Forks, to her, even if the fateful telephone call didn’t happen, even if Alice didn’t see her jump off the cliff. I knew I would eventually come back to where my happiness is – with her.
Now I know that I know not a thing at all
Except the fact that I am yours
And that you are mine.
She has no idea of the power she has over me, no idea at all. I do not care whatever Fate decides to throw my way. I WILL BE WITH HER. I AM HERS. I pressed my cold cheek to hers. “I hope you are still mine.” I whispered. What if…?
I sighed. I’ll face all the consequences. All I know is I will gladly walk in the fiery pit of hell just to have her forgiveness, to have her love, her trust once again. I bit my lower lip – but if she decides she no longer loves me…I sighed.
They told me that this wouldn’t be easy
And no, I’m not one to complain.
Jacob Black. The name brought fresh venom inside my mouth. I could hardly stop myself from growling. I peeked at her face. Still sleeping…
I tried to calm myself. If she decides to be with him, I will let her go. Let her find happiness. I winced as wave after wave of pain stabbed my chest. I COULDN’T. The thought of losing her again….I wouldn’t give her up without a fight.
“Edward, please don’t leave me. Stay with me.” She mumbled in her sleep.
“I won’t…ever again.”
She sighed.
“Dream of me, love.” I whispered and gently kissed her lips. Again, I wish I could sleep – to dream, to dream of her, to dream of us.
“I took one step away but I find myself coming back to you, my one and only, one and only you.” I softly sang in her ear.
i was in the car fast alseep. when Phil and Renee were in the front. i was going to meet my sister Bella and her husband Edward also Renessmen. i woke up "hey Karina were almost there" said Phil. I rolled my eyes. i saw a white house. i saw Bella and Edward there i got out of the car and ran to them "BELLA EDWARD!!!" i scream. i ran to them and gave them a hug. i saw a girl with brown hair "renessmen." i said "yes" she said i gave her a hug. "wow you're so grown up are you like 13 or what?" "i'm 17" she said "come one the rest are dying to see you" she said."hi hi" i said "AHHH KARINA" yelled Alice "hi" i gave them a hug
in the mood to be random again. *sighs*
I wrote a Article Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a disney fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." you know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the dogs do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he said a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
I wrote a Article Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a disney fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." you know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the dogs do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he said a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
Okay so I'm not one of those fans who wants the film to be exactly like the book-no offence to anyone- because I know thats just not going to happen.
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:
Don't you think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all movies aren't like the books they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her jacket at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:
Don't you think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all movies aren't like the books they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her jacket at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?
So Like now EVERYONE in my school is reading twilight when I read it like before they even started to film the movie. So what what's my point? Well, my point is that before before Breaking Dawn came out, when some was reading the books it was like you would talk to them and you would talk like you've been friends forever when you've just meet the person. Now I see someone reading twilight and I eathier get tried of seeing them or get sick. Ok maybe not get sick but still you can't talk to the person like you used to talk to them, all enthusiastic and excited! And for me most of the time the real exciting stuff is in the movie and the people who read the books nowa days don't know alot stuff about the movie. I believe that the people on the fansites are the REAL CRAZY fans, because if you ask anybody else what Spunk Randsom means, they wouldn't know. Anyway i just feel like it's so not exciting anymore....
I personal would like to just speak my mind. To all of you don't want her to be Jane, I guess I understand. But, I like Dakota Fanning. She's a great actress and I think she'd be great. Here are some reasons why I want he to be Jane.
1. She's been in TONS of movies, so she has experience.
2. She looks the role (In my opinion.)
3. She in "Push" so I would think she has some experience with things like New Moon (and the rest).
4. She's always the good-girl. For once she should be bad.
Those are only some that I can think of at the moment.
If you don't want her to be, I respect that. Also, if you think that, leave a comment saying why or why not please!
Also, if you actually read this:
Thanks!
1. She's been in TONS of movies, so she has experience.
2. She looks the role (In my opinion.)
3. She in "Push" so I would think she has some experience with things like New Moon (and the rest).
4. She's always the good-girl. For once she should be bad.
Those are only some that I can think of at the moment.
If you don't want her to be, I respect that. Also, if you think that, leave a comment saying why or why not please!
Also, if you actually read this:
Thanks!