“Sleep, my love.” I whispered softly in her ear.
“Stay.” She pleaded like a child. My lifeless heart doesn’t seem so lifeless anymore. It swelled with hope. She still wants me to stay – with her.
A soft sob escaped her lips. She was trying hard to be tough.
“Shhh…I’ll be here with you, Bella, I promise.” I said soothingly – ALWAYS, FOREVER, As long as she wants me to. I won’t leave her anymore.
I brushed her hair away from her face and gently kissed her cheek. I hummed the lullaby I made for her. After a couple of bars, her breathing became even. Her lips slightly parted. I could feel her warm breath on my face. I smiled and gazed lovingly at the beautiful face of the girl I love with all my heart… with all I have.
I was hungry for every little line, every little crease of her beautiful face. I want to trace the lines of her lips with my fingers but I’m afraid she would waken. I’m also afraid of the powerful emotions, touching her lips would bring. I sighed. I’ve been without her long enough, I may not control myself and give in to…I shook my head. That could never happen to us. She’s too fragile. But how I wish I could love her too in that way. I shook my head once again.
“Get a grip, Edward. You just came back.” I chastised myself a little louder than I intended. I laughed quietly. I wonder how easy it is for me to laugh when I’m with her.
I stared once again at her lovely face. Her brows furrowed. What is she dreaming? I smoothed out her hair. How I missed its soft silky texture. I lifted a handful of strands to my nose and inhaled deeply. Intoxicating…as always. She stirred. I started humming again. My humming stopped – I was caught off guard. Then the lyrics and melody flowed clearly on my mind.
It took one look
And forever laid out in front of me
One smile and I died
Only to be revived by you.
I smiled and thought of the first time I saw her, the first time I heard her voice, saw her smile, blush, laugh…the very first kiss, the very first touch…
She snuggled closer to me, then shivered. I laughed quietly. I miss this. I miss her. I miss us. I wrapped the blanket around her even more tightly. I continued humming.
There I was
Thought I had everything figured out
Goes to show just how much I know
‘bout the way life plays out.
Fate doesn’t seem so ruthless for me anymore. Fate brought her to me. Fate allowed me to become what I am so that I could meet her, love her, be with her. I won’t fight Fate anymore.
I took one step away
But I find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you.
I know now that I was a fool to have left her. It didn’t bring me any good..didn’t do her any good, too, I realized as I traced the faint blue color under her eyes. I sighed. I always knew I have no strength to be away from her, no strength at all to be without her. I knew deep down I would come back to her. I knew then I would and could no longer endure. I would have crawled back to Forks, to her, even if the fateful telephone call didn’t happen, even if Alice didn’t see her jump off the cliff. I knew I would eventually come back to where my happiness is – with her.
Now I know that I know not a thing at all
Except the fact that I am yours
And that you are mine.
She has no idea of the power she has over me, no idea at all. I do not care whatever Fate decides to throw my way. I WILL BE WITH HER. I AM HERS. I pressed my cold cheek to hers. “I hope you are still mine.” I whispered. What if…?
I sighed. I’ll face all the consequences. All I know is I will gladly walk in the fiery pit of hell just to have her forgiveness, to have her love, her trust once again. I bit my lower lip – but if she decides she no longer loves me…I sighed.
They told me that this wouldn’t be easy
And no, I’m not one to complain.
Jacob Black. The name brought fresh venom inside my mouth. I could hardly stop myself from growling. I peeked at her face. Still sleeping…
I tried to calm myself. If she decides to be with him, I will let her go. Let her find happiness. I winced as wave after wave of pain stabbed my chest. I COULDN’T. The thought of losing her again….I wouldn’t give her up without a fight.
“Edward, please don’t leave me. Stay with me.” She mumbled in her sleep.
“I won’t…ever again.”
She sighed.
“Dream of me, love.” I whispered and gently kissed her lips. Again, I wish I could sleep – to dream, to dream of her, to dream of us.
“I took one step away but I find myself coming back to you, my one and only, one and only you.” I softly sang in her ear.
“Stay.” She pleaded like a child. My lifeless heart doesn’t seem so lifeless anymore. It swelled with hope. She still wants me to stay – with her.
A soft sob escaped her lips. She was trying hard to be tough.
“Shhh…I’ll be here with you, Bella, I promise.” I said soothingly – ALWAYS, FOREVER, As long as she wants me to. I won’t leave her anymore.
I brushed her hair away from her face and gently kissed her cheek. I hummed the lullaby I made for her. After a couple of bars, her breathing became even. Her lips slightly parted. I could feel her warm breath on my face. I smiled and gazed lovingly at the beautiful face of the girl I love with all my heart… with all I have.
I was hungry for every little line, every little crease of her beautiful face. I want to trace the lines of her lips with my fingers but I’m afraid she would waken. I’m also afraid of the powerful emotions, touching her lips would bring. I sighed. I’ve been without her long enough, I may not control myself and give in to…I shook my head. That could never happen to us. She’s too fragile. But how I wish I could love her too in that way. I shook my head once again.
“Get a grip, Edward. You just came back.” I chastised myself a little louder than I intended. I laughed quietly. I wonder how easy it is for me to laugh when I’m with her.
I stared once again at her lovely face. Her brows furrowed. What is she dreaming? I smoothed out her hair. How I missed its soft silky texture. I lifted a handful of strands to my nose and inhaled deeply. Intoxicating…as always. She stirred. I started humming again. My humming stopped – I was caught off guard. Then the lyrics and melody flowed clearly on my mind.
It took one look
And forever laid out in front of me
One smile and I died
Only to be revived by you.
I smiled and thought of the first time I saw her, the first time I heard her voice, saw her smile, blush, laugh…the very first kiss, the very first touch…
She snuggled closer to me, then shivered. I laughed quietly. I miss this. I miss her. I miss us. I wrapped the blanket around her even more tightly. I continued humming.
There I was
Thought I had everything figured out
Goes to show just how much I know
‘bout the way life plays out.
Fate doesn’t seem so ruthless for me anymore. Fate brought her to me. Fate allowed me to become what I am so that I could meet her, love her, be with her. I won’t fight Fate anymore.
I took one step away
But I find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you.
I know now that I was a fool to have left her. It didn’t bring me any good..didn’t do her any good, too, I realized as I traced the faint blue color under her eyes. I sighed. I always knew I have no strength to be away from her, no strength at all to be without her. I knew deep down I would come back to her. I knew then I would and could no longer endure. I would have crawled back to Forks, to her, even if the fateful telephone call didn’t happen, even if Alice didn’t see her jump off the cliff. I knew I would eventually come back to where my happiness is – with her.
Now I know that I know not a thing at all
Except the fact that I am yours
And that you are mine.
She has no idea of the power she has over me, no idea at all. I do not care whatever Fate decides to throw my way. I WILL BE WITH HER. I AM HERS. I pressed my cold cheek to hers. “I hope you are still mine.” I whispered. What if…?
I sighed. I’ll face all the consequences. All I know is I will gladly walk in the fiery pit of hell just to have her forgiveness, to have her love, her trust once again. I bit my lower lip – but if she decides she no longer loves me…I sighed.
They told me that this wouldn’t be easy
And no, I’m not one to complain.
Jacob Black. The name brought fresh venom inside my mouth. I could hardly stop myself from growling. I peeked at her face. Still sleeping…
I tried to calm myself. If she decides to be with him, I will let her go. Let her find happiness. I winced as wave after wave of pain stabbed my chest. I COULDN’T. The thought of losing her again….I wouldn’t give her up without a fight.
“Edward, please don’t leave me. Stay with me.” She mumbled in her sleep.
“I won’t…ever again.”
She sighed.
“Dream of me, love.” I whispered and gently kissed her lips. Again, I wish I could sleep – to dream, to dream of her, to dream of us.
“I took one step away but I find myself coming back to you, my one and only, one and only you.” I softly sang in her ear.
1: YO MY HIZZLE
2.Bella james really loves u
3.James can have your too disracting
4.Jacob can have bella i'll take my chances with a werewolf!
5.Rosalie is acually my girlfriend
6.I hate humans
7.Lets find a bear
7. go away bella!
8.lets go see jake and die today!
9. die die die
10. i perfer humans
11.Ihate you bella
12.you giong to kill me
13.I'm best friends with laurent
14.James is my friend
15 Jazz calm me down or i'll killl bella!
Ohh scary
or ekse
I love jacob
hiiii james
I love u jacob black
I hate you bella
I love britney spears
Stupid bella
oh my golly gosh
Like whatever!
2.Bella james really loves u
3.James can have your too disracting
4.Jacob can have bella i'll take my chances with a werewolf!
5.Rosalie is acually my girlfriend
6.I hate humans
7.Lets find a bear
7. go away bella!
8.lets go see jake and die today!
9. die die die
10. i perfer humans
11.Ihate you bella
12.you giong to kill me
13.I'm best friends with laurent
14.James is my friend
15 Jazz calm me down or i'll killl bella!
Ohh scary
or ekse
I love jacob
hiiii james
I love u jacob black
I hate you bella
I love britney spears
Stupid bella
oh my golly gosh
Like whatever!
The on-screen couple recently lit up the red carpet at the Twilight premiere on Monday night with the rest of the cast.
An insider reveals the secrets behind the set about the couple to the magazine: “Kristen and Rob bonded from the moment they met. They got along so well that people were convinced they were secretly in love. She [Kristen] and Rob had a lot in common, and it didn’t take long for them to develop a very close relationship.”
The insider also had to share: “They were very touchy-feely around each other and they seemed to share a lot of inside jokes.”
Maybe there’s more than just movie magic going on, but we highly doubt it. Kristen, 18, has been dating actor Michael Angarano for, as she puts it, “forever.”
Lilly sage.
I have recently visited Stephenie's Official site. I have become indefinitaly horrified.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have posted up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had given them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has posted up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have posted up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had given them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has posted up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
Okay so the titles a little random- and this is probably old news, and honestly I just feel like having a rant, but am I the only one who misses Rob's hair. I mean look at it now:
So it's not all gone, but I still think it looks pretty random. And I was the one who doodled on it either. Does anyone actually love it- okay I'll admit, it's alrite. But it certainly doesn't match up to his old cut, even if it was quite greasy,I mean he won't be able to do this any more:
Am I over exaggerating? Yes. But I'm still little bit in shock- so can I really be blamed.
I'm just really glad his new haircut didn't turn out like this:
Does anyone know what this picture is of by the way??
Anyway I just hope it grows back for March- anyone else??
So it's not all gone, but I still think it looks pretty random. And I was the one who doodled on it either. Does anyone actually love it- okay I'll admit, it's alrite. But it certainly doesn't match up to his old cut, even if it was quite greasy,I mean he won't be able to do this any more:
Am I over exaggerating? Yes. But I'm still little bit in shock- so can I really be blamed.
I'm just really glad his new haircut didn't turn out like this:
Does anyone know what this picture is of by the way??
Anyway I just hope it grows back for March- anyone else??