Sadness...
It sometimes leaves you a mess..
Somedays wont rest..
Once, this person
Told me to be careful with love...
But,
Look were it got me.
It left me in the middle of nowhere.
All there was is hitting, controlling,
Slapping, and burn marks.
Everyday, I had to fear what was
Going to happen to me.
Was he going to hurt me even worse?
Or was I going to be soon a corpse?
I couldnt tell what was going to happen.
All I knew something was going to be painful,
Day by day,
Week by week,
Month by month,
Or even year by year.
All I had was fear.
I was controlled.
I was possessed.
I couldnt cry for help.
I couldnt even say a word to my family or friends.
If I said something,
It would have been over for me.
As he burned me,
Kicked me,
Slapped me,
Cut me,
I wanted to so bad die.
Once,
I tried to make a run for it.
But,
He caught me.
He said he would stop..
But I believed him somehow.
But once I turned around,
He beat me to the ground.
I Blacked out once he hit me too hard.
The next day,
I woke up to the sound of a familiar voice.
I abruptly opened my eyes to see what was going on.
Turned out,
My ears fooled me.
I saw no one but the dark.
I saw a shadow,
And I knew it was him.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for what other horrible thing he could do,
But some how,
He didnt do nothing.
As turned around,
I saw blood come out of his chest.
Then I saw my friend.
He killed him to save me.
For the first time,
I finally got to smile again.
I was finally free
To be me
Again
It sometimes leaves you a mess..
Somedays wont rest..
Once, this person
Told me to be careful with love...
But,
Look were it got me.
It left me in the middle of nowhere.
All there was is hitting, controlling,
Slapping, and burn marks.
Everyday, I had to fear what was
Going to happen to me.
Was he going to hurt me even worse?
Or was I going to be soon a corpse?
I couldnt tell what was going to happen.
All I knew something was going to be painful,
Day by day,
Week by week,
Month by month,
Or even year by year.
All I had was fear.
I was controlled.
I was possessed.
I couldnt cry for help.
I couldnt even say a word to my family or friends.
If I said something,
It would have been over for me.
As he burned me,
Kicked me,
Slapped me,
Cut me,
I wanted to so bad die.
Once,
I tried to make a run for it.
But,
He caught me.
He said he would stop..
But I believed him somehow.
But once I turned around,
He beat me to the ground.
I Blacked out once he hit me too hard.
The next day,
I woke up to the sound of a familiar voice.
I abruptly opened my eyes to see what was going on.
Turned out,
My ears fooled me.
I saw no one but the dark.
I saw a shadow,
And I knew it was him.
I closed my eyes,
Waiting for what other horrible thing he could do,
But some how,
He didnt do nothing.
As turned around,
I saw blood come out of his chest.
Then I saw my friend.
He killed him to save me.
For the first time,
I finally got to smile again.
I was finally free
To be me
Again
Slowly as she speaks, she walks with the
deep, heart and body so sexy, her love
is full of grace, smiles shines with the sun if
known it was on her face.
Her body so warm with passion, her desire is
so meaningful. As to be loved, she was so graceful, deep
and souls powers her life even the sweet children says good
morning to her and good night.
The strengths and challenges takes me over. I got to
have her she is my queen so bronze and bold, she is
the woman I want to hold. Even the acoustics rise me over.
She is my love forever as one...
Grace
deep, heart and body so sexy, her love
is full of grace, smiles shines with the sun if
known it was on her face.
Her body so warm with passion, her desire is
so meaningful. As to be loved, she was so graceful, deep
and souls powers her life even the sweet children says good
morning to her and good night.
The strengths and challenges takes me over. I got to
have her she is my queen so bronze and bold, she is
the woman I want to hold. Even the acoustics rise me over.
She is my love forever as one...
Grace
Life is opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is four words, join together as one.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, don't destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is four words, join together as one.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, don't destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Once lived a girl, pretty and smart
there was a boy who played with her heart.
She let him, she thought she was in love,
But when she opened her eyes he was above.
Cheating and lying the entire time.
The girl now, is left behind.
He left her on a cold rainy night.
She's now fearing for her life.
Afraid to find love, all hope was lost.
Sitting in a corner, she had been tossed.
A nice gentleman came up beside her.
They said a few things, they drank some sider.
Now they live together.
As happy as could be.
But the jerk that cheated is now on his knees.
Seeing the nice girl he lost,
Is now married with the cost of money,
He looked down, he lost his love, he lost his honey</3
there was a boy who played with her heart.
She let him, she thought she was in love,
But when she opened her eyes he was above.
Cheating and lying the entire time.
The girl now, is left behind.
He left her on a cold rainy night.
She's now fearing for her life.
Afraid to find love, all hope was lost.
Sitting in a corner, she had been tossed.
A nice gentleman came up beside her.
They said a few things, they drank some sider.
Now they live together.
As happy as could be.
But the jerk that cheated is now on his knees.
Seeing the nice girl he lost,
Is now married with the cost of money,
He looked down, he lost his love, he lost his honey</3
We were born into this world
Without a book of rules.
We have to make the rules ourselves,
But we don't get a book to write in.
No rules to guide us.
No rules to say stop.
No rules to ask the questions to.
No rules to prevent the heartbreaks.
No rules to stop the tears.
No rules to guide us,
To tell us what to study
And do after school.
No rules to say stop,
To close your mouth
To stop you from saying
Things you shouldn't.
No rules to ask the questions to,
I have questions to ask
Day in and day out.
No rules to prevent the heartbreak,
To tell you the person's not right,
To tell you you're going to far,
To tell you your heart will bUrUeUaUkM
No rules to stop the tears.
When you feel like crying
For most of the day
And when you're alone
And wish your special person was here.
No rules to tell you if it's real love
I hope he loves me
In the way I love him
Otherwise I will die of sorrow.
We were born into this world
Without a book of rules.
Without a book of rules.
We have to make the rules ourselves,
But we don't get a book to write in.
No rules to guide us.
No rules to say stop.
No rules to ask the questions to.
No rules to prevent the heartbreaks.
No rules to stop the tears.
No rules to guide us,
To tell us what to study
And do after school.
No rules to say stop,
To close your mouth
To stop you from saying
Things you shouldn't.
No rules to ask the questions to,
I have questions to ask
Day in and day out.
No rules to prevent the heartbreak,
To tell you the person's not right,
To tell you you're going to far,
To tell you your heart will bUrUeUaUkM
No rules to stop the tears.
When you feel like crying
For most of the day
And when you're alone
And wish your special person was here.
No rules to tell you if it's real love
I hope he loves me
In the way I love him
Otherwise I will die of sorrow.
We were born into this world
Without a book of rules.
A Child's Mind
A child's mind is so soft a clay
mold it to into anything you may
it's tender and innocent so, for the moment
let it free to play!
Nothing does it know, of the Life's Dirty Play
For it life is all Bright and Gay
It is True, Sweet and Pure
But the way it is, Let it stay!
For in this world of misery and grief
To my mind is a relief,
that a Temple of Innocence
in the world still does exist!
-Siri Mandali
Hope you like it, I've posted it in my blog too :) - link
A child's mind is so soft a clay
mold it to into anything you may
it's tender and innocent so, for the moment
let it free to play!
Nothing does it know, of the Life's Dirty Play
For it life is all Bright and Gay
It is True, Sweet and Pure
But the way it is, Let it stay!
For in this world of misery and grief
To my mind is a relief,
that a Temple of Innocence
in the world still does exist!
-Siri Mandali
Hope you like it, I've posted it in my blog too :) - link
We all have shame,
When we hide it.
We all want fame,
No one can deny it.
A wonderful world,
We all can see.
Although our vision may be curled,
Of what we want to be.
Even if you think,
You may not always think right.
Dont let your visions sink,
Let them shine bright.
By: Lucy Abedneck
When we hide it.
We all want fame,
No one can deny it.
A wonderful world,
We all can see.
Although our vision may be curled,
Of what we want to be.
Even if you think,
You may not always think right.
Dont let your visions sink,
Let them shine bright.
By: Lucy Abedneck
I stand and watch you from afar,
I see you laugh,
I see you smile,
I see you as who you really are.
I try to get close to you
but you push me away.
I try to be there for you
but you don't want me to stay.
You always come to your friends
when you've got nowhere to go.
And when they betray you,
That's the only time you'll see Me.
Even though you hurt Me often,
I know you don't mean it.
If it's for your sake,
My heart would soften
because I'll love you,and I mean it.
love: Your Father from Above:D
I see you laugh,
I see you smile,
I see you as who you really are.
I try to get close to you
but you push me away.
I try to be there for you
but you don't want me to stay.
You always come to your friends
when you've got nowhere to go.
And when they betray you,
That's the only time you'll see Me.
Even though you hurt Me often,
I know you don't mean it.
If it's for your sake,
My heart would soften
because I'll love you,and I mean it.
love: Your Father from Above:D
not sure if this is any good but thought I'd see what everyone thinks:
I gave you everything you asked for,
You gave me only what I'd need,
I gave you everything I had,
You took everything from me.
I wiped away your tears,
You laughed when I cried mine,
I was there for you constantly,
You gave me little time.
I gave you my heart,
You took it without a thought,
I protected you from hurt,
In return my hurt you caused.
I walked a lonely path,
When I was by your side,
You punished me for being,
My pain I could not hide.
You pushed me away,
After taken what you could,
My heart now hardened forever,
No longer beating as it should.
I gave you everything you asked for,
You gave me only what I'd need,
I gave you everything I had,
You took everything from me.
I wiped away your tears,
You laughed when I cried mine,
I was there for you constantly,
You gave me little time.
I gave you my heart,
You took it without a thought,
I protected you from hurt,
In return my hurt you caused.
I walked a lonely path,
When I was by your side,
You punished me for being,
My pain I could not hide.
You pushed me away,
After taken what you could,
My heart now hardened forever,
No longer beating as it should.
A pittance in the fountain grants the wish of the good hearted
A single bud of rose
Petals flurished, a deep blood crimson only seen if the moon were upon it
A mess of thorns among a mangled wound
Its result not closely matching such a profound deepness
Not in wound, not in blood
A perfect bud
A perfect gift to the one who gifted him with her presence
Worthy of such a love
He returns to her
His eagerness stained by parched lips and teary eyes
Letting sadness well up within them and drop upon the granite stone
On his knees he drops his rose
It tumbles to the soft dirt
His eyes fall to her name
To his inscription upon her headstone
Loving mother, never to be forgotten
A single bud of rose
Petals flurished, a deep blood crimson only seen if the moon were upon it
A mess of thorns among a mangled wound
Its result not closely matching such a profound deepness
Not in wound, not in blood
A perfect bud
A perfect gift to the one who gifted him with her presence
Worthy of such a love
He returns to her
His eagerness stained by parched lips and teary eyes
Letting sadness well up within them and drop upon the granite stone
On his knees he drops his rose
It tumbles to the soft dirt
His eyes fall to her name
To his inscription upon her headstone
Loving mother, never to be forgotten
Lying broken
On the floor
The phone smashed
Everywhere
He broke my heart
I broke his face
Our love is history
I don't want him back,
I don't want someone else instead.
I lay crying in my bed,
Wishing I'd never said
Anything, could've been different by now
Got to woo him back
Got to get my life on track
How do I do that exactly?
He cheated on me,
The second time
I feel so close to breaking
Snapping
Crying
Shaking
Forgetting
I try to forget the past
But only the future can be forgotten
I wish it could change
So many times it's happened
So many times times to me
Been cheated, lied to,
I feel so sick.
(Just a collection of feelings from me and my friends. The second one's mine :P)
On the floor
The phone smashed
Everywhere
He broke my heart
I broke his face
Our love is history
I don't want him back,
I don't want someone else instead.
I lay crying in my bed,
Wishing I'd never said
Anything, could've been different by now
Got to woo him back
Got to get my life on track
How do I do that exactly?
He cheated on me,
The second time
I feel so close to breaking
Snapping
Crying
Shaking
Forgetting
I try to forget the past
But only the future can be forgotten
I wish it could change
So many times it's happened
So many times times to me
Been cheated, lied to,
I feel so sick.
(Just a collection of feelings from me and my friends. The second one's mine :P)
A walk into the Death Tunnel
Behind the light of life that succumbs the outer layer of the physical tomb
And into the hollow frigid of darkness of welcoming death
Reaper's tendrils seep into the life barrier, ripping away the flesh
Hanging deep blackness hovers thick as a sickly breath
Life is just a mere thought not yet a memory of ago
Forsaken souls from inside the fire scream their protests from their master's whip
Their pains of life echoes eternally as the blood drips
To the hell hound's mouth
The journey ends as you enter the undead realm
Your damnation of never resting in peace
But to roam endlessly through the shadow's depths
Behind the light of life that succumbs the outer layer of the physical tomb
And into the hollow frigid of darkness of welcoming death
Reaper's tendrils seep into the life barrier, ripping away the flesh
Hanging deep blackness hovers thick as a sickly breath
Life is just a mere thought not yet a memory of ago
Forsaken souls from inside the fire scream their protests from their master's whip
Their pains of life echoes eternally as the blood drips
To the hell hound's mouth
The journey ends as you enter the undead realm
Your damnation of never resting in peace
But to roam endlessly through the shadow's depths
Chills will haunt you, the grim will reap.
From your lips will venom seep.
Warm and cold and living and dead.
Was that really what I said?
Black as darkness, black as night.
A ghostly vapour creeps into sight.
Light and dark and love and hate.
Has this now become our fate?
An evil melody will play
To bind your fear and chase you away.
Fire and water and sun and moon.
Will we find the exit soon?
Ride the darkened, haunted train
And hear the moaning of the murdered crane.
Evil and good and silver and gold.
Has the secret, to you, been told?
Blood is splattered on the mirror.
Your dark aura is stained with fear.
Rain and shine and clear and opaque.
Your whole life is now at stake.
From your lips will venom seep.
Warm and cold and living and dead.
Was that really what I said?
Black as darkness, black as night.
A ghostly vapour creeps into sight.
Light and dark and love and hate.
Has this now become our fate?
An evil melody will play
To bind your fear and chase you away.
Fire and water and sun and moon.
Will we find the exit soon?
Ride the darkened, haunted train
And hear the moaning of the murdered crane.
Evil and good and silver and gold.
Has the secret, to you, been told?
Blood is splattered on the mirror.
Your dark aura is stained with fear.
Rain and shine and clear and opaque.
Your whole life is now at stake.
A stabed wound over 1000 times
please just hurry im wanting to die
just hurry up and kill me
i cant stand to suffer like this
If you wont kill me
ill kill myself
so i can become free
free this tourchered soul
and kiss me good bye into the blackened night
youll never see me as long as you live
youllnever love me as long as i live
but im forced to be held hostage under evils wing
ill always miss you
to be never loved
forwhen you hold me in your ars agian
i will cry
i will fly
i will die
opon the ashes of our love
our love has caged me
Traped me
st me free
let me die
its the only way
happyness once came
happyness killed me
like i once killed my mother
the fallen angels call me the devil
while god laughs in my face and curses my name
pain i will always feel
please just hurry im wanting to die
just hurry up and kill me
i cant stand to suffer like this
If you wont kill me
ill kill myself
so i can become free
free this tourchered soul
and kiss me good bye into the blackened night
youll never see me as long as you live
youllnever love me as long as i live
but im forced to be held hostage under evils wing
ill always miss you
to be never loved
forwhen you hold me in your ars agian
i will cry
i will fly
i will die
opon the ashes of our love
our love has caged me
Traped me
st me free
let me die
its the only way
happyness once came
happyness killed me
like i once killed my mother
the fallen angels call me the devil
while god laughs in my face and curses my name
pain i will always feel
