Once I got up stairs and into my room I checked the surf report and it said it was flat. Great what am I gonna do now. I can't stop thinking about Cody he kent so much to me and he was always there for and always protected me from everything from other vamps or just tripping and falling. He was always there to catch me and now he wasn't and I didn't know what to do. I went back to my bed and just lyed there thinking of Cody. I couldn't help it, we had been together ever sinse we meet. I guess the pull the love I felt toward him was only me. I feel asleep crying again. I hated when that would happen. I knew everyone could hear me but I'm glad no one came and ask if I was okay because it hurt more to talk about him than it did to think about him. When I was asleep I had the strangest dream. Cody and I where in the woods laughing and playing with all of the sudden he just turned at me and started yelling the same words he told me when he broke up with me for the first time. I started crying as soon as I woke up. I was crying g silently. I finally stopped crying and got dressed and went toad's house. I hadn't see him in forever. I told Carlisle and esme that I was going to go see Max and that I would be back later. They said okay. I grabbed my helmet and riding jacket and hopped onto my motorcycle. I started crying g as I was driving there, Cody would sometimes drive me on my motorcycle to the beach or we would just ride. When I arrived at Max's house I ran up and gave him a hug and said:
I haven't seen you in so long.
Hey addi. He said.
What's up ? I ask.
Nothing much just work. Max said. Have you been crying he said.
Yeah, your gonna think I'm stupid. I told him.
Try me. He said.
You remember Cody? I ask.
Yeah, you got back together with him. He said.
Yeah we were together. I said as tears formed
in my eyes.
Oh addi, how could I think your stupid. He is the stupid I one Max said.
I hug him and started crying.
When did this happen? Max ask.
Two days ago. I told him.
I'm sorry he said and gripped me tighter into a hug.
We were sitting on his couch now. Thanks for always being here for me Max. I said.
No problem he said. I always wanted a younger sister before.
I just smiled. Max always made me feel better after a break up for some reason and I didn't know why either. It was around 4 o'clock when I left Max's house. I didn't want to drive home in the dark. When I got home I wanted some home made maccaroni and cheese for supper. It tasted just like my mom use to make it. After I ate I cleaned up the kitchen and went and showered. I use really hot water. I was so cold. I got out put on long pants and a tshirt and dryer my hair. I went and sat in the living room with all of my family, well emmet was the only one in there but it was still nice.
Hey emmet. I said.
Hey human. He said.
Whatcha watching? I ask.
Info commercials. He said
Cool are they any good ? I ask.
Not really. He said.
We sat in silence for a little while until he turned to me and ask.
Do you want to talk about? He ask.
Not really, I continued. It hurts more to talk about it than it does just to think it all over. I said.
Oh. Emmet said.
I sorta had myself prepared for it because he always seem so distant or out of it. I continued. Like he use to tell me how cute I was or if I wanted to go shopping and told me that I was beautiful. I said.
You are beautiful. Emmet said.
Thanks I told him and then we went back to silence. I layed down on the couch watching the same info commercails as always and then I fell asleep. Emmet was always so good with me spilling my feelings out and he never told anyone ether which was great.
I haven't seen you in so long.
Hey addi. He said.
What's up ? I ask.
Nothing much just work. Max said. Have you been crying he said.
Yeah, your gonna think I'm stupid. I told him.
Try me. He said.
You remember Cody? I ask.
Yeah, you got back together with him. He said.
Yeah we were together. I said as tears formed
in my eyes.
Oh addi, how could I think your stupid. He is the stupid I one Max said.
I hug him and started crying.
When did this happen? Max ask.
Two days ago. I told him.
I'm sorry he said and gripped me tighter into a hug.
We were sitting on his couch now. Thanks for always being here for me Max. I said.
No problem he said. I always wanted a younger sister before.
I just smiled. Max always made me feel better after a break up for some reason and I didn't know why either. It was around 4 o'clock when I left Max's house. I didn't want to drive home in the dark. When I got home I wanted some home made maccaroni and cheese for supper. It tasted just like my mom use to make it. After I ate I cleaned up the kitchen and went and showered. I use really hot water. I was so cold. I got out put on long pants and a tshirt and dryer my hair. I went and sat in the living room with all of my family, well emmet was the only one in there but it was still nice.
Hey emmet. I said.
Hey human. He said.
Whatcha watching? I ask.
Info commercials. He said
Cool are they any good ? I ask.
Not really. He said.
We sat in silence for a little while until he turned to me and ask.
Do you want to talk about? He ask.
Not really, I continued. It hurts more to talk about it than it does just to think it all over. I said.
Oh. Emmet said.
I sorta had myself prepared for it because he always seem so distant or out of it. I continued. Like he use to tell me how cute I was or if I wanted to go shopping and told me that I was beautiful. I said.
You are beautiful. Emmet said.
Thanks I told him and then we went back to silence. I layed down on the couch watching the same info commercails as always and then I fell asleep. Emmet was always so good with me spilling my feelings out and he never told anyone ether which was great.
10 Ways to Annoy Rosalie Hale:
10. Tell her that, because everyone thinks she and Jasper are twins, they should get together. When she asks why, say that Incest is in at the moment.
9. Call her “Ice Queen” behind her back and to her face.
8. Whenever she argues anything, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
7. Claim that being a human ain’t so great.
6. When she argues the above claim, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
5. Try to exorcise her and her evil ways.
4. Tell everyone that Edward didn’t go to Italy because Rosalie said Bella was dead – he went to Italy because he envisioned Rosalie’s ugly face.
3. Call her “Hoe-salie” at least once, to her face.
2. Remind her that Edward chose a pathetic human girl over her.
And the Number One way to annoy Rosalie Hale?
1. Steal her silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Roxanne” by The Police. When she asks why the hell you did it, say that she reminds you of Roxanne.
10. Tell her that, because everyone thinks she and Jasper are twins, they should get together. When she asks why, say that Incest is in at the moment.
9. Call her “Ice Queen” behind her back and to her face.
8. Whenever she argues anything, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
7. Claim that being a human ain’t so great.
6. When she argues the above claim, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
5. Try to exorcise her and her evil ways.
4. Tell everyone that Edward didn’t go to Italy because Rosalie said Bella was dead – he went to Italy because he envisioned Rosalie’s ugly face.
3. Call her “Hoe-salie” at least once, to her face.
2. Remind her that Edward chose a pathetic human girl over her.
And the Number One way to annoy Rosalie Hale?
1. Steal her silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Roxanne” by The Police. When she asks why the hell you did it, say that she reminds you of Roxanne.
9. “Superstitious old man.” (Page 239)
8. “Pretty crazy stuff, though, isn’t it? No wonder my dad doesn’t want us to talk about it anymore.” (Page 126)
7. “So do you think we’re a bunch of superstitious natives or what?” (Page 126)
6. “I guess I just violated the treaty.” (Page 126)
5. “You wouldn’t happen to know where I could get my hands on a master cylinder for a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit?” (Page 120)
4. “I swear the old man is losing his mind.” (Page 490)
3. “Can you believe my dad paid me twenty bucks to come to your prom?” (Page 490)
2. “I don’t think a tank could take out that old monster.” (Page 120)
1. “So, should I tell him you said to butt the hell out?” (Page 492)
I have recently read a fanfiction story about bella getting sick with something and then she has to stay over at the cullens and all this weird stuff happens to her. Then she can't feel pain. Its not after breaking dawn is before when she is still human. I don't know what it is called. That is why i need your help inding the name of it or find out who wrote it. I like the story and i want to finish it. Please if anyone has seen or hear about this story please send me a message...My name is Brittany. My screen name is EBRCBrit. You can add me as a friend if you want!!!
The story follows one day in the life of a very disturbed Edward Cullen as he goes about his day job. What is his day job? You'll fine out!
It's rated M for creepiness, language, and disturbing imagery.
Hope you give it a chance, AND let me know what you think! Thanks! :-)
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Summary: Edward reminisces about his 'lost' first love.
I really hope some will give it a read, and please leave me a review if you're on FF. Or you can leave a comment here and tell me what you think! :-)
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