Once I got up stairs and into my room I checked the surf report and it said it was flat. Great what am I gonna do now. I can't stop thinking about Cody he kent so much to me and he was always there for and always protected me from everything from other vamps or just tripping and falling. He was always there to catch me and now he wasn't and I didn't know what to do. I went back to my bed and just lyed there thinking of Cody. I couldn't help it, we had been together ever sinse we meet. I guess the pull the love I felt toward him was only me. I feel asleep crying again. I hated when that would happen. I knew everyone could hear me but I'm glad no one came and ask if I was okay because it hurt more to talk about him than it did to think about him. When I was asleep I had the strangest dream. Cody and I where in the woods laughing and playing with all of the sudden he just turned at me and started yelling the same words he told me when he broke up with me for the first time. I started crying as soon as I woke up. I was crying g silently. I finally stopped crying and got dressed and went toad's house. I hadn't see him in forever. I told Carlisle and esme that I was going to go see Max and that I would be back later. They said okay. I grabbed my helmet and riding jacket and hopped onto my motorcycle. I started crying g as I was driving there, Cody would sometimes drive me on my motorcycle to the beach or we would just ride. When I arrived at Max's house I ran up and gave him a hug and said:
I haven't seen you in so long.
Hey addi. He said.
What's up ? I ask.
Nothing much just work. Max said. Have you been crying he said.
Yeah, your gonna think I'm stupid. I told him.
Try me. He said.
You remember Cody? I ask.
Yeah, you got back together with him. He said.
Yeah we were together. I said as tears formed
in my eyes.
Oh addi, how could I think your stupid. He is the stupid I one Max said.
I hug him and started crying.
When did this happen? Max ask.
Two days ago. I told him.
I'm sorry he said and gripped me tighter into a hug.
We were sitting on his couch now. Thanks for always being here for me Max. I said.
No problem he said. I always wanted a younger sister before.
I just smiled. Max always made me feel better after a break up for some reason and I didn't know why either. It was around 4 o'clock when I left Max's house. I didn't want to drive home in the dark. When I got home I wanted some home made maccaroni and cheese for supper. It tasted just like my mom use to make it. After I ate I cleaned up the kitchen and went and showered. I use really hot water. I was so cold. I got out put on long pants and a tshirt and dryer my hair. I went and sat in the living room with all of my family, well emmet was the only one in there but it was still nice.
Hey emmet. I said.
Hey human. He said.
Whatcha watching? I ask.
Info commercials. He said
Cool are they any good ? I ask.
Not really. He said.
We sat in silence for a little while until he turned to me and ask.
Do you want to talk about? He ask.
Not really, I continued. It hurts more to talk about it than it does just to think it all over. I said.
Oh. Emmet said.
I sorta had myself prepared for it because he always seem so distant or out of it. I continued. Like he use to tell me how cute I was or if I wanted to go shopping and told me that I was beautiful. I said.
You are beautiful. Emmet said.
Thanks I told him and then we went back to silence. I layed down on the couch watching the same info commercails as always and then I fell asleep. Emmet was always so good with me spilling my feelings out and he never told anyone ether which was great.
I haven't seen you in so long.
Hey addi. He said.
What's up ? I ask.
Nothing much just work. Max said. Have you been crying he said.
Yeah, your gonna think I'm stupid. I told him.
Try me. He said.
You remember Cody? I ask.
Yeah, you got back together with him. He said.
Yeah we were together. I said as tears formed
in my eyes.
Oh addi, how could I think your stupid. He is the stupid I one Max said.
I hug him and started crying.
When did this happen? Max ask.
Two days ago. I told him.
I'm sorry he said and gripped me tighter into a hug.
We were sitting on his couch now. Thanks for always being here for me Max. I said.
No problem he said. I always wanted a younger sister before.
I just smiled. Max always made me feel better after a break up for some reason and I didn't know why either. It was around 4 o'clock when I left Max's house. I didn't want to drive home in the dark. When I got home I wanted some home made maccaroni and cheese for supper. It tasted just like my mom use to make it. After I ate I cleaned up the kitchen and went and showered. I use really hot water. I was so cold. I got out put on long pants and a tshirt and dryer my hair. I went and sat in the living room with all of my family, well emmet was the only one in there but it was still nice.
Hey emmet. I said.
Hey human. He said.
Whatcha watching? I ask.
Info commercials. He said
Cool are they any good ? I ask.
Not really. He said.
We sat in silence for a little while until he turned to me and ask.
Do you want to talk about? He ask.
Not really, I continued. It hurts more to talk about it than it does just to think it all over. I said.
Oh. Emmet said.
I sorta had myself prepared for it because he always seem so distant or out of it. I continued. Like he use to tell me how cute I was or if I wanted to go shopping and told me that I was beautiful. I said.
You are beautiful. Emmet said.
Thanks I told him and then we went back to silence. I layed down on the couch watching the same info commercails as always and then I fell asleep. Emmet was always so good with me spilling my feelings out and he never told anyone ether which was great.
Hit the jump to check out the images. The film stars Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, and Taylor Lautner. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 1 is set to open November 18th.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
I done me wrong
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If you done all wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If you done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If you done all wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If you done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
You can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong you done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires
And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But you don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires
And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But you don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
The hour has begun
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for you love always
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for you love always
i love twilight saga infinitely its beautiful i love all the movies equally and i specially love the cullen family they are beautiful couples edward carlisle , esme , alice , emmett , rosalie ,jasper are excellent actors fit perfectly to the characters i hope they remain as family and no one of them dies i think lots of funs are agree with me and also the saga should continue for a very long time and short gaps between the movies . and the new born baby should have been a boy with infinite powers but now that its girl its ok and also bella should love more edward instead of jacob . jacob is also good corrector , robert and tayler are good actors , rosalie is so hot and beautiful i love her more in new dawn . and once again the cullens should never die in saga . thanks to the writer and directors .