I sat alone.
No one came up to me, none asked if anything was wrong.
I sat alone.
In the corner, where everyone saw but no one noticed.
I sat alone.
I had no friends, I was not ‘cool’ enough for them.
I sat alone.
No one knew my mother had just died from cancer, no one cared.
I sat alone.
Surrounded by my thoughts, but no people. By my words, but no friends.
I sat alone.
Until a girl came and sat by me.
I sat with a girl.
She turned to me and smiled warmly, “Hello.”
I sat with a friend.
(I wrote this because I see some many people sitting all alone everyday, and all it takes is a simple "hello" to brighten their spirits)
No one came up to me, none asked if anything was wrong.
I sat alone.
In the corner, where everyone saw but no one noticed.
I sat alone.
I had no friends, I was not ‘cool’ enough for them.
I sat alone.
No one knew my mother had just died from cancer, no one cared.
I sat alone.
Surrounded by my thoughts, but no people. By my words, but no friends.
I sat alone.
Until a girl came and sat by me.
I sat with a girl.
She turned to me and smiled warmly, “Hello.”
I sat with a friend.
(I wrote this because I see some many people sitting all alone everyday, and all it takes is a simple "hello" to brighten their spirits)
Long and silent.
Your thoughts
are intense
and unquiet
like a heavy sea.
Sometimes
you need someone
to talk to,
sometimes
you need someone
to be there for you,
so you could feel
safe,
so you could know
that you're still
there.
You don't want
to disappear,
you don't want
to be the shadow,
the pale picture
of what you used to be.
Sometimes
you need someone
to be there for you,
sometimes
you need someone
just to see you.
Thoughts,
those will remain
in you,
all those disturbing
thoughts
that make you feel
exhausted
you cannot share.
You're too scared
of how disturbance
may sound,
you're frightened
of yourself.
Sometimes
you need someone
to show you
the way.
The path
filled with
light,
the path
you call a hope.
You need someone
who cares,
although
you feel like nobody
understands.
Nobody sees
your soul,
nobody feels
your toss,
all alone with
your fears,
lonesome and lost,
you need someone
who cares.
just say the words and forget
But Not for me
Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin
Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The knife that walkin' through ur words
And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."
but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?
Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...
Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..
Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me
Diamond studded tears and broken cries
Heart full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as you look out and you watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One you don't play to take the blame
Without you here, nothing's the same
So we set fire and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep you safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no more bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel safe here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear
Heart full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as you look out and you watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One you don't play to take the blame
Without you here, nothing's the same
So we set fire and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep you safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no more bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel safe here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear
My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did you leave me? why did you go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to search the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
Why did you leave me? why did you go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to search the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
I am outside.
outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.
I am away.
where you pushed where you shoved me.
away from where I long to be by your side.
I am outside. And away.
I loved you so hard that you were scared. scared of loving me back. So you threw me away.
Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.
You won't bring me back. I know you won't. You pushed me away.
I would find my way back to you if I thought it would make a difference.
but, I think I know, that it won't.
So here I will stay.
Outside and Away...
outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.
I am away.
where you pushed where you shoved me.
away from where I long to be by your side.
I am outside. And away.
I loved you so hard that you were scared. scared of loving me back. So you threw me away.
Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.
You won't bring me back. I know you won't. You pushed me away.
I would find my way back to you if I thought it would make a difference.
but, I think I know, that it won't.
So here I will stay.
Outside and Away...
a crowd always cheers.
**************************
I don't understand it,
but it brings me to tears.
**************************
It thrills people silly
to throw me around
and make me go bouncing
across the hard ground.
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What have I done
to deserve this cruel fate?
I've gone from just mad
to completely irate!
**************************
I'm battered by bats
just to make the crowd shout.
**************************
I am sick of this game-
it's not safe, I want out!
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WHO AM I?
Bitter World
As time passes by and the world ages animals live on through their peace but man stays in strife...
Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..
I am on the outside seeing what you have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls you quickly devour it...
I am haunted by your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see you all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!
I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe you cannot be infected by this disease or else the transformation has already begun...
As time passes by and the world ages animals live on through their peace but man stays in strife...
Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..
I am on the outside seeing what you have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls you quickly devour it...
I am haunted by your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see you all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!
I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe you cannot be infected by this disease or else the transformation has already begun...
A girl from nowhere I met,
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of colors and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of flowers with scents,
Which are priceless that gold cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a ray of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of colors and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of flowers with scents,
Which are priceless that gold cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a ray of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......
