Promise

now standing on last day of year
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
day by day we got used to
night by night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
next time we'll say
"damn our heart still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer article :P

In toss of my thoughts
are memories that still breathe.
Can you feel my sorrow?


Scourge this body
sodden by sweat
and never been washed away.
Can you imagine the pain?


Trapped and tied for this place,
that's your fate,
you will never run away.
Can I just fade away?


You have fought before.
Will you keep fighting now?
This dawn is always the same,
day full of difficulties,
sweaty shirt and empty eyes,
shaking hand that holds
this cigarette,
mind that wander in
yellow field.
Can you forgive your life now?

The line 'love is a fallacy' isn't justified,
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when love is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.

Know that gold has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
Love cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that love can hold, can only be caught.

I would not compare love to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
Love is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.

The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.

Let your mind floating freely
and you will see.
Open your soul to those
who will listen,
they'll show you the bright side,
the side you have forgotten.

Trust just this once
and you will see.

The sea of your lost memories
shall return again
if you make a right choice,
the choice that changes everything.

Trust just this once
and you will see.

How many people you want to save?
Who do you want to follow you
in this journey we call living?

Try,
trust just this once
and you will see.

All those dark thoughts
that have been imprisoned
in your mind
could be silenced by
the light
you see cloudy
and it all seems unattainable
and impossible.
Although,
the real truth is in your heart,
you just have to decide
what you want to believe.

The smallest reason
to be alive again,
one single reason to smile
along with freedom.


~ Feel it and be free... ~

Hold me, don´t ever let me go. Even if the world crashes in, bury me under your love. Even if the spring never comes, don´t let me feel the cold. Hold me when the night is so cruel. Or when the scars of day mark my skin. If you won´t let me go, I won´t release you. Two lovers, shielding each other from the storm. That´s who we´re going to be. Never change, never think. Let the actions flow into your hands, don´t stop. Keep going, keep your head up to the light. At the end of the journey, we will be home, the wounds forgotten and healed.

I hate you

But I just can’t seem to break you

Do I want you here?

Do I want you gone?



Everyone says your such a tease

But not to me

Are you real?

Are you fake?



Do I need to be

With this drama queen

You spout lies

No truth to be found



Why am I still

Trying to see the good in you?

Is it worth it?

Should I listen to them?



They tell me to go

Before I’m a victim

Of you mighty undoing

I won’t fall



I’ve made a promise

Can I keep it?

Will I leave?

Will I remain?



Promises

Sins

They all appear

The same



Lies

Sentences

Preach the

Difference



I’m listening to you

I can’t break you

I’m falling now

No one to catch me



Do I leave now

That I’ve fallen

Are you worth my time?

Am I worth this pain?



God, help me choose

For this is not my decision

Any longer

I’ve put my faith in my despair



Now show me the answer

Tell me what to do

Do I stay

Or do I leave you?

Anger
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.

Clouds of happiness have covered my sky,i was thinking its a gift of god,i wish i could fly.Rain of love showered all the night,i found each day so bright, i felt kind a sweet touch of flowers, i plucked each bud in the garden of wishes,i filled my bucket and sang the happy song ,i was walking,thinking about my love and life.on my way i met a single flower,i glanced at it,and i thought to pluck this one.but it looked so sad!i asked ,why are u so sad?he answered me i was just like you,i had wishes just like you have,i was in love with rain,clouds and garden of wishes.clouds have gone,rain of love never came again to my garden,and my wishes left me alone!,now i admit that i have nothing to love,i smiled and take him in my hands and said dont cry !every thing will be fine, why do not you love your self,it will give you life,love your sky,spread your fragrance, make your own garden of wishes,clouds of happiness will soon come to you and bring your rain of love......................

Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do you understand?
Do you get it?
Do you even care?
Do you understand bit by bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some friends I got,
Some friends care,
And you were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.

Death of Love arrives...

The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die

Will you be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared

Will you be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity

Will you be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end

But will you be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our love shall be tested
But I'll be there...

“Unheeded warnings pushed me to the ground,

They pushed harder and harder till they knocked me down.

Only left with the desire to rise,

Into those lovely empyreal skies.

My wrongdoings, my feelings of hate,

Caused me to carry this troublesome weight.

To make things right is not always the goal,

I will be free when I earn someone’s soul.

I must win one heart,

Somehow, someway,

Or after ten years I won’t live one more day.

My dire situation, with my trust and my fear,

I must find just one person, one person to hold dear.

The skies are calling,

I’m wanting to fly.

My wings are broken, frozen stiff and bare.

But I must find someone,

Somehow, somewhere,

To help with the search, to help with my goal,

I must capture,

An untainted new soul.”

(c) Waverly L. Harris

It was strange
how we met each other.
I knew from the first contact
that we are different from the others.


You, so unusual and sweet,
with magic in words,
you left me dreams.


But dreams are afraid of
reality.
Afraid of the storm
and restlessness.


The reasons are always
different, and yet the same.


Everyone wants to dream,
fearing that reality may
destroy that moment of peace,
bringing pain and empty memories,
words that have gone with breeze.


Although you make your peace
with reality,
you still dream the same dream,
while the pain smolder in you.


Everything changes,
everything fades away with time,
but you still dream the same dream.


The reasons are always
different, and yet the same.


In the end, you realize
that everything is just a dream,
everything has its end.


And while the pain smolder in you
and everything fades slowly,
you still dream the same dream,
you still dream.