I once killed a man when the black moon was out
And the white stars were twinkling in the shadow of doubt
When the city was silent except for the raven’s call
And the beasts in the woods hid in darkness’s shawl

I crept through the front gate of the path to his home
And slid across the yard where his children would roam
‘He will never see his children again’ said my thoughts that were cruel
But the man had to pay for calling me a fool

I walked into the house, weapon in hand
Knowing exactly where it would land
I would help the reaper to take his life
It was just me, him, and a sharpened knife

And now as I pace my prison cell
I think about the tale I tell
My tale should be in a book on a shelf
I’m glad I killed him. And I laughed to myself

I wish I was free of this curse
Things just couldn't get worse
I wish people would let me forget
All the many things I regret
Tears fall down my face
When I'm reminded that I'm a disgrace
I remember the stares I got
When I threw fits a lot
Even now that I'm better
I feel like I'm in fetters
My past will follow me forever
When people taunt me about it I say "Whatever"
But my heart will hurt so much it was ache
I wish they would give me a break
Until the day I'm driven off in a hearse
I will always have autism, my curse

Thinking of your life,
you feed your soul with pain,
reviving some old wounds,
old memories that should have
been buried somewhere
where you would never find them.



But memories have found you,
living inside your head,
hiding in your tears.



The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho you still seek for these days,
the days of change.



Misery is smiling to your face,
and you're looking straight into it,
thinking, seeking for the answers
that eat your soul.



You might not meet the happiness
in this life and that's your scar,
that's your misfortune,
the tear you're hiding.



You live like a shadow,
inhaling the dust of your
time, knowing that all good
things are bypassing you,
thus your life is just a dust
in the air.



The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho you still seek for these days,
the days of change.

Welcome to where
your days will be different,
welcome to where your soul
will be filled by happiness.


But, days like these
live only in your eyes,
like a dream, like a wish,
and the shine inside your
eyes makes the dream
valuable.


Every day you wake up
knowing that life did
nothing for you,
and yet, you did nothing
for yourself.


Some dreams just
can not become true
and knowing it
your life becomes pointless,
that glow inside your eyes
is fading slowly,
and you are no longer alive,
reality has crumbled on you.



You live like a shadow,
as if your footsteps are
all that is left,
and your heart is as empty as
your eyes.
Your life is fading along with
your forgotten dreams.
Some dreams are not meant
to be achieved.

Your words
are honest and deep,
you don't fear.


You speak the truth
without fear,
even though you
might be hurt.

Truth is good
when there is
someone who
will listen.

Lies are for cowards,
people with disguise,
you decide who you are.

Speak the truth
even when you doubt
that your words
might be twisted
by those who hear not!

Their laughter echo
in your mind,
you decide who you are.

Honesty is all yours,
wipe your tears out,
the laughter will
never stop,
for that's who they are,
and this is you,
remember, this is you.

He takes my soul away
by night and day.
I fall with the wind
he makes an evil grin.
Our lips touch
but not that much.
Stars fall
its realy angels of all.
Our ribbon keeps us together
and forever.
I fade away
only by day.
We fall in love
like a dove.
He licks my face
thats the only place.
He has red in his eyes
but no one dies.
He heals me when he gives me pain
but its always ok.
We always hug
more than a dove.
He kisses my neck
then he checks.
He brings me pain
it was to claim.
We both are soul
and we set our goals.
I have him
hes not dim.
I have his love
he has a dove.
Im in his chain
i do not blame.
I suffer more
he thinks i adore.
Im his slave
by night and day.

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Forget about the world,
Forget about the air,
Forget about her,
Forget about him,
Forget about life,
Forget about tonight,
Forget about tomorrow,
Forget about the ones you loved,
Forget about the ones that loved you,
Forget about you,
Forget about me,
Forget about the lies,
Forget about the cries,
Forget about the ones you hurt,
Forget about the ones that you hurt,
Forget about where you belong,
Forget about everyone,
Forget about everything,
And never turn back.

i cry all night
scream with fright
cause my monster is ready to come out and in to my life

the nightmare has just begone
know one will live through the night
people will run but they will not be able to hide

i look at myself turning into it
i see the claws
i walk up to the streets scaring people to death

they run and scream but i tell them its me whats so scary about me
they say who is this monster whose the monster what happend to the person

they run in fear screaming crying holding there babies screaming out the door
please dont go i saw my friends and family leave for that will be thee end of me this is what i think of me.

He makes lies
and she dies.
He kissed her
then theirs a blur.
His demons come
but hes dumb.
He kills men
and tells in pen.
He makes love
and kills a dove.
He takes souls
and put them in bowls.
The dead comes to life
the women cry.
The night
has a might.
He is deadly
and not healthy.
He turns women to angels
then to slaves
that is not okay.
He makes a disease
but shall not please.

THIS POEM IS DONE
BUT I WILL STILL MAKE A TON.
THANK YOU
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Some people will
cover reflection of sadness
skilfully.
Some people will not.



Some people will
grab the pillow
shedding tears
where no one will see
the sadness that
wraps their hearts.



Some people want
a hug,
one long, friendly hug,
just to make the pain go away,
at least for a moment.



That moment will last
so long and will wipe
at least one tear,
that moment will not
go away.



Friends,
the ones who will
always be there for us,
the ones who will love us
for who we are,
they are our brightest stars,
our hope and luck.



They shine inside our eyes,
they are here when our
hearts are broken,
they are here to make sadness
go away,
they are here for us,
they are here,
our brightest stars.






~ To my dear friends:
Koki, Osiris, Sylvie, Ana and many other
princesses that deserve to be part of my life.
You are my brightest stars. ~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

A Scent Can Faded away
flown like birds
Now I can Feel u here
even I can Saw u again,,your smile..your Laughs

I Know u see me now,,,feel me?
We Tied up together then,,,
Missing u like Breathing
Hugs u like sleeping

Seeing u gone away far from me...
just like grabbing a flying Kite
I Can see u still..even far..
but the more I make u Closer,,the more I have to struggle with the winds
with my Tears,,,With reality

Im Afraid,,
Afraid Of Loosing u like this..
afraid If I Can't Feel u again,,

Afraid when,,
u decide ur self to leave..
because,
even We tied up together..
No one Can jailed a Heart


When That Time Comes,,,
I Will Set The Kite Free..
Flown,,Far,,,High

Dying dream,
once seen in your eyes,
now it fades
along with the glow
of your hope.



You are a dreamer,
and this world we live in
can be so cruel to our dreams.



Although, our will
still lives inside,
fighting for something
better, something
that will change our lives.



We despise their lies,
words which they will
never understand,
for their hearts are empty,
inside their eyes you see
nothing but betrayal.



We have something
they will never have,
even though our dreams
are almost smothered,
our thoughts will live
through the words,
as our dreams will shine
inside our eyes.