the world is damned.
You hide your fear and
think you're safe.
But fear finds everyone
sooner or later.
You hide your feelings
not to be hurt.
You lock your heart
not to feel.
You choose the words
covered with lies,
since the truth might
lead to repentance.
So you run to where
you find your peace.
You run there to find
your comfort.
The place of your own
creation,
place full of hope,
your shelter.
In there you're alive,
in the place
of your mind.
The place where you
release all your desires,
place where you hide
from your own failures.
Do remember those times when we used talk nonstop?
Those times when you told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd you throw it all away?
You were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what friends do time to time.
So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?
I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.
If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would you still wanted to try talking to me?
Or see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my heart and memories..
Those times when you told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd you throw it all away?
You were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what friends do time to time.
So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?
I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.
If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would you still wanted to try talking to me?
Or see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my heart and memories..
I drew this in 7th grade called The Mystery Girl.
The color of lips as you're out there cold
Blue
The name you got from a gypsy wise and old
Blue
The color for me and you
Blue
The way we spent time together as friends
Blue
The way we stick to bitter ends
Blue
The color for just me and you
Blue
The way the impact hit us
Blue
The way others never shown justice
Blue
The reason why they saved me from the wreckage but not you
Blue
The color for only me and you
Blue
The way your lips looked like on that sad day
Blue
The way you left me on a Monday
Blue
The color for me and you
Blue
I hate that they saved me and not you
Blue
They said there was nothing they could do
Blue
The mood for just me not you
Blue
How I feel right now without you
Blue
I wish there was something I could do
Blue
I wish I was there with you
Blue
Forever the color for just me and you
Blue
Another 7th grade drawing called The Blue Circus Girl.
The more I wipe them away
The more they flow
I hide them
So you don't know
I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover
Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back
When you left you took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide
Your gone,
Never returning
Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told
It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast
A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing
These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love
The more they flow
I hide them
So you don't know
I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover
Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back
When you left you took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide
Your gone,
Never returning
Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told
It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast
A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing
These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love
I listen to the rain
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane
I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by
The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play
The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, or Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song
This is not dark or creepy
Or boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city
I stop my writing and end by closing
That I feel no anger or loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting
I close by resting
In my bed nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane
I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by
The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play
The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, or Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song
This is not dark or creepy
Or boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city
I stop my writing and end by closing
That I feel no anger or loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting
I close by resting
In my bed nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.
I lie awake
Sleepless and dead
The blood pounds in my head
Pressure builds
My eyes begin to bleed
A crown of shame
Is placed upon me
For the world to see
Mocked and tortured
No love to be found
In the City of Evil
Remorse pulls me down
Deeper into the ground
Cleansing air fills my lungs
Delicate hands caress me
A feeling so alien but alive
Warmth fills my veins
My heart begins to heal
My body starts to feel
I am no longer numb
My afterlife has come
Its a short poem Fanpop!!
Ugh: "Please write a longer article or consider posting to the forum."
Idiots....
You're love is just like falling
Like falling from a tall building screaming
Falling
Free falling down
Too late to be saved now
Staying with you is like crashing
Crashing down and breaking
You cannot fix my broken pieces
Too late to be saved now
If you really cared
I would've been balanced
I would stand tall
But no
I had to fall
I crawl back up to get you
I crawl back up to see you
I crawl back up for revenge
I look at you laughing at me
Covered in blood I push you down!
Down!
Down!
Free falling
Down!
As you break into a million pieces
I feel free and good inside
As I know now
I am not a suicide
You homicidal maniac
You have finally fallen down
Without any wings to save you
I was dead but now you see
That the ending you has set me free
So now I can fly
As you touched the ground and died
So now the beginning of me
Was the ending of you
You were evil and heartless
I was just cold hearted
But at least cold hearted people have hearts
Like falling from a tall building screaming
Falling
Free falling down
Too late to be saved now
Staying with you is like crashing
Crashing down and breaking
You cannot fix my broken pieces
Too late to be saved now
If you really cared
I would've been balanced
I would stand tall
But no
I had to fall
I crawl back up to get you
I crawl back up to see you
I crawl back up for revenge
I look at you laughing at me
Covered in blood I push you down!
Down!
Down!
Free falling
Down!
As you break into a million pieces
I feel free and good inside
As I know now
I am not a suicide
You homicidal maniac
You have finally fallen down
Without any wings to save you
I was dead but now you see
That the ending you has set me free
So now I can fly
As you touched the ground and died
So now the beginning of me
Was the ending of you
You were evil and heartless
I was just cold hearted
But at least cold hearted people have hearts
My Death
Silver sparkles in my eyes
An image comes to mind;
A gun
My hands from around the gun
I look at it and see all the features of it;
Muzzle, hammer, trigger and barrel
My mind races of the past
Fights with parents, hit by parents
my life screwed
But i have to do this
For me
No one wants me
No one does......
I pulled the gun to my head and squeezes it
and see a place where
I'm comforable and safe
The Letter
To my sweet beautiful love
I write to you
I can't deal with this
and you don't need to worry
Its not you
But i think of you,
Your scent, smile, the way your eyes sparkle,
that laugh I can't get enough of
But I'll see you soon my love
Yours truly
Your Love
I love you
Silver sparkles in my eyes
An image comes to mind;
A gun
My hands from around the gun
I look at it and see all the features of it;
Muzzle, hammer, trigger and barrel
My mind races of the past
Fights with parents, hit by parents
my life screwed
But i have to do this
For me
No one wants me
No one does......
I pulled the gun to my head and squeezes it
and see a place where
I'm comforable and safe
The Letter
To my sweet beautiful love
I write to you
I can't deal with this
and you don't need to worry
Its not you
But i think of you,
Your scent, smile, the way your eyes sparkle,
that laugh I can't get enough of
But I'll see you soon my love
Yours truly
Your Love
I love you
The warmth of your embrace
My wild man
Oh how I love you
The strong scent
Of honey suckles and floral trees
Kiss my nose as you wrap me in your muscular arms
I love my new jungle home
I feel free and loved
As I enjoy my honey suckle summer romance
Alas, is this yet just a dream?
Too romantic and perfect?
No, it is real
Let me live in this paradise
Paradise doesn't last too long
Because lions prowl for a fight
But my husband knows what to do
He protects me
My Howl
My wonderful love
As we enjoy our honey suckle summer
In the shade
Wrapping arms around each other
Embracing in a nap during this wonderful season
I hope this day doesn't end so soon
Because this is a beautiful joyous day
Just Howl and me
In a wonderful embrace
Napping on a tree branch
Enjoying our honey suckle summer
My wild man
Oh how I love you
The strong scent
Of honey suckles and floral trees
Kiss my nose as you wrap me in your muscular arms
I love my new jungle home
I feel free and loved
As I enjoy my honey suckle summer romance
Alas, is this yet just a dream?
Too romantic and perfect?
No, it is real
Let me live in this paradise
Paradise doesn't last too long
Because lions prowl for a fight
But my husband knows what to do
He protects me
My Howl
My wonderful love
As we enjoy our honey suckle summer
In the shade
Wrapping arms around each other
Embracing in a nap during this wonderful season
I hope this day doesn't end so soon
Because this is a beautiful joyous day
Just Howl and me
In a wonderful embrace
Napping on a tree branch
Enjoying our honey suckle summer
As I slip onto unconsciousness
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn or move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope you try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When you sleep you can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn or move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope you try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When you sleep you can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
What would you do if everything in my life was a lie
Would you Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would you Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would you not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
you wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
You Started The lies
With the three simple words
I love u
was ur biggest lie
and you said it with a smilebon your lieing Face
Would you Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would you Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would you not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
you wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
You Started The lies
With the three simple words
I love u
was ur biggest lie
and you said it with a smilebon your lieing Face
A thousand fears I kept inside all these years,
Afraid to live a lie,
A thousand stars are shining bright,
A thousand endless wars,
A thousand kids have died,
A thousand people have died,
We have to run as fast as we can,
From the past,
Say good-bye,
We have to travel a thousand miles,
So wide,
Please don’t die.
A thousand stars are passing by,
There's nothing and no one in this,
One day we'll look back with no regrets,
A thousand endless years have passed us by,
Please dont drift away.
We have to run away,
A thousand miles...
A thousand years...
A thousand months...
A thousand days...
There's no diffrence in how it makes,
A thousand mistakes,
We need to run,
Please dont give up your faith in me.
