Emily
sweet like an apple tree
smile when you look at me
Emily
Emily you captivate everyone's eyes like the fireflies
under the deep blue sky
Emily won't you pleas smile for me
can't you see
you're beautiful


This song was written by my love, Coriann. Credit is to her. Thank you so much for writing my favorite song, Cori. I love you so much and I hope you know that even as I get into fame, I will fly off to Trinidad. And meet you there. Someday. Someday.<3 I love you, to the moon, and back. This and Behind These Hazel Eyes are always going to be my favorite songs.<3

You thought you had enough
I told you time and time again,
“It gets better”
You didn’t want to upset her

So maybe joy is hidden in your tears
Perhaps happiness only comes from sorrow
And there’s pleasure in the pain
Maybe joy is just a teardrop away


I rocked you to sleep
You cried on my shoulder
And you lied when you said you were fine
Babe I’m not doing fine either
So here’s my sweater
To keep you warm


So maybe joy comes in jolsts
There’s pleasure in pain
We all get into heaven from being in hell
Maybe joys just in your tears
And all your fears


I’ll tell you how much I love you
I’ll do anything to it
Joy only comes after being tossed like a broken toy
But if it helps
If this is to you
I love you
You’ll soon find joy

"Goodbye"

Memories everywhere I look,
Photographs to hold onto, smiles for keeps
But now, I do believe it is time to say...

Chorus: Goodbye, when love is true
Goodbye to the old you
Goodbye, my friend, my lover
Goodbye...


Black and blue, time to bid a due
Wounds need to be found
But, right now I have to say..
(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge: I'm not coming back around,
You'll only leave one more wound
And you're asking if I'm to be found..
Today is the last..

(Repeat Chorus)