I walked over there my very first thoughts were Thor. But it wasn’t. I walked over there and saw Ethan I opened the window. He pushed his way passed me without saying a word; he lay on my bed and started to breathe slowly. “What the...” I said looking at him but he didn’t even look back at me he just stayed there. I walked over and sat on the bed. “Well” I said. “Shh, I have a major headache” he said rubbing his temples. I smacked him on his chest and for a second I let it lie there and then he looked at me. “So what happened?” he said smiling a smug smile. “What do you mean?” I said giving him a confused look. “What made you change your mind about me?” he said still smiling. For a second I was still giving him the confused look but then I remembered. Ethan’s power includes reading you like an open book. “Oh god” I said and got up; I put my hand over my mouth. “Come here” he said waving his hand. “No, I’m fantastic over here” I said still in shock. But then he came over and put his hand on my cheek like the other day. We were in each other’s gaze when finally he kissed me.
The kiss started off simple but then something came over me I grabbed his shoulders moving my hands up to his neck, I pushed him back onto my wall a photo fell down we both laughed. In the seconds our lips separated we would have to take a breather. Then after that he pulled back I wanted to pull him back to me, but then I heard a thump. “Thor” he said and he went into my bathroom. I stayed there part of me thinking about had just happened and the other part thinking what am I going to tell Thor.
He came in. “what’s going on here?” he said, looking at all the broken glass and broken pictures. “Umm...well I am dancing” I said. He gave me a ‘do you think I am an idiot?’ look and he went into my bathroom. I stopped breathing but when he came out alone I realised that Ethan was gone. Part of me was mad at Thor from coming in but I guess another part was relieved, who knows how far it could have gone.
I
n the morning I woke up and saw the glass near my bed. “It wasn’t a dream” I said to myself. I then ran to my closet and put on the first things I could find, a Yellow shirt and navy blue jeans. I walked down stairs and saw Thor and Ethan sitting at the table. I walked in and sat on the other side opposite to Ethan. Ethan smiled and winked at me while Thor was turning to look on the game. I kicked him under the table. Thor turned back and looked at me. “So what happened last night?” he said. “What do you mean?” I said I knew what he meant. “Last night, when I came in and checked on you, and don’t say that you were dancing because you weren’t” He said and signed. Ethan acted intrigued. “Oh, yeah that I umm....tried the pendant thing again” I said. As soon as I said it a sign of relief went over Ethan’s head. Thor smiled “Why?” He said raising an eyebrow. “Well, I need to help him so I thought I would try it and I’ll stop though, I mean my photo’s lives are in danger” I said smiling. Thor returned the smile as he got up and went upstairs. “Be right back” he said. “Well, looks like you are my little princess” He said smiling. He walked over and sat next to me just like he did the other day. “No, I’m not last night was a mistake. One that I will never do again” I said. He put his hand on my cheek like last night. “So, if I were to kiss you” He whispered in my ear. I didn’t slap his hand away. His lips were just touching mine.
The kiss was not like last night this kiss was gentle, our lips were slowly moving in the rhythm of each others. Then he pulled away I had that same felling, I didn’t want him to stop. But this time Thor wasn’t coming. “What?” I said moving back an inch. “If Thor walked in right now would you stop?” he said coming close to me. “Where did this come from?” I asked. “Answer my question” He said. “Yeah, yes of course” as soon as I said he moved back a stood up. “Then you’re right” he said and went up stairs. “What do you mean? I asked. There was no answer.
For the rest of the day all I could think about was Ethan’s riddle. Then suddenly I hear a knock at the door. I walk over and answer it. Relief went over my head it was Ethan. “Oh if it isn’t the riddler” I said walking off. I could hear him following me but I ignored it. “It’s not a riddle” he said as he grabbed my arm. “Yes it is" I said in a mocking tone. “No it’s not” he said letting go of my arm. “Then tell me what it meant” I said, walking into the kitchen and sitting down at the table, he did the same. “You said that you weren’t my little princess” The words came out of his mouth like a knife in my back. I wasn’t his little princess and I would have stopped if Thor had came in. “I hurt you, didn’t I?” I didn’t want him to say yes. “No, but you made your point” he said. “What point?” I asked. “That you are not my little princess and you can’t be last night I was off my head. And you were lost in your thoughts” I words hit me, I didn’t hurt him but he had hurt me. “So what you’re saying is that last night was a mistake” I said. “Yeah” he said as he got up. It was a mistake, I said I didn’t want to get into the whole boy next door thing and I nearly did. “Okay” I said and got up like him. I didn’t even say goodbye I just turned around and left.
The kiss started off simple but then something came over me I grabbed his shoulders moving my hands up to his neck, I pushed him back onto my wall a photo fell down we both laughed. In the seconds our lips separated we would have to take a breather. Then after that he pulled back I wanted to pull him back to me, but then I heard a thump. “Thor” he said and he went into my bathroom. I stayed there part of me thinking about had just happened and the other part thinking what am I going to tell Thor.
He came in. “what’s going on here?” he said, looking at all the broken glass and broken pictures. “Umm...well I am dancing” I said. He gave me a ‘do you think I am an idiot?’ look and he went into my bathroom. I stopped breathing but when he came out alone I realised that Ethan was gone. Part of me was mad at Thor from coming in but I guess another part was relieved, who knows how far it could have gone.
I
n the morning I woke up and saw the glass near my bed. “It wasn’t a dream” I said to myself. I then ran to my closet and put on the first things I could find, a Yellow shirt and navy blue jeans. I walked down stairs and saw Thor and Ethan sitting at the table. I walked in and sat on the other side opposite to Ethan. Ethan smiled and winked at me while Thor was turning to look on the game. I kicked him under the table. Thor turned back and looked at me. “So what happened last night?” he said. “What do you mean?” I said I knew what he meant. “Last night, when I came in and checked on you, and don’t say that you were dancing because you weren’t” He said and signed. Ethan acted intrigued. “Oh, yeah that I umm....tried the pendant thing again” I said. As soon as I said it a sign of relief went over Ethan’s head. Thor smiled “Why?” He said raising an eyebrow. “Well, I need to help him so I thought I would try it and I’ll stop though, I mean my photo’s lives are in danger” I said smiling. Thor returned the smile as he got up and went upstairs. “Be right back” he said. “Well, looks like you are my little princess” He said smiling. He walked over and sat next to me just like he did the other day. “No, I’m not last night was a mistake. One that I will never do again” I said. He put his hand on my cheek like last night. “So, if I were to kiss you” He whispered in my ear. I didn’t slap his hand away. His lips were just touching mine.
The kiss was not like last night this kiss was gentle, our lips were slowly moving in the rhythm of each others. Then he pulled away I had that same felling, I didn’t want him to stop. But this time Thor wasn’t coming. “What?” I said moving back an inch. “If Thor walked in right now would you stop?” he said coming close to me. “Where did this come from?” I asked. “Answer my question” He said. “Yeah, yes of course” as soon as I said he moved back a stood up. “Then you’re right” he said and went up stairs. “What do you mean? I asked. There was no answer.
For the rest of the day all I could think about was Ethan’s riddle. Then suddenly I hear a knock at the door. I walk over and answer it. Relief went over my head it was Ethan. “Oh if it isn’t the riddler” I said walking off. I could hear him following me but I ignored it. “It’s not a riddle” he said as he grabbed my arm. “Yes it is" I said in a mocking tone. “No it’s not” he said letting go of my arm. “Then tell me what it meant” I said, walking into the kitchen and sitting down at the table, he did the same. “You said that you weren’t my little princess” The words came out of his mouth like a knife in my back. I wasn’t his little princess and I would have stopped if Thor had came in. “I hurt you, didn’t I?” I didn’t want him to say yes. “No, but you made your point” he said. “What point?” I asked. “That you are not my little princess and you can’t be last night I was off my head. And you were lost in your thoughts” I words hit me, I didn’t hurt him but he had hurt me. “So what you’re saying is that last night was a mistake” I said. “Yeah” he said as he got up. It was a mistake, I said I didn’t want to get into the whole boy next door thing and I nearly did. “Okay” I said and got up like him. I didn’t even say goodbye I just turned around and left.
Forever
Forever you are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what you promised
Your heart is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever safe in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever you are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what you promised
Your heart is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever safe in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person you told the truth to all the time was now the one person you have to keep it away from, would you?
would you be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person you told everything to, he was the one who keeps you from falling apart, but if you told him anything he might be the one to bring you tummbling down.
if you had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would you chose? because if you dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person you told the truth to all the time was now the one person you have to keep it away from, would you?
would you be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person you told everything to, he was the one who keeps you from falling apart, but if you told him anything he might be the one to bring you tummbling down.
if you had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would you chose? because if you dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
A year ago in my calculation,
A year ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Love isn’t a toy and never was.
Love is what you cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A year ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Love isn’t a toy and never was.
Love is what you cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.