As the Bentley pulled into the huge garage jane smiled to herself gently. I felt Edward stiffen next to me.
"What is it?" I mouthed I felt my eyebrows pul together in mystification, as he shook his head it must have been bad then what she was thinking.
"Move it I don't have all day and neither do your family." She cackled like a witch on halloween.
I fought back a snarl- that was out of line and Jane seemed the type who would use your family against you in a fight.
"She was thinking about the tortures they had put Esme and Carlisle through. They let them get- you remember how thirsty you were before your first hunt?" He asked me, I nodded.
"Well their thirst is worse and you remember gianna from the last time you were here? Well she has joined them." His voice was bleak and Ice cold. I shuddered at the picture that was being painted in my head.
"Dyou think that Carlisle would..." I trailed off suggestively
"No and neither would Esme so Gianna will be quite safe with them however if they were with Alice and Jasper it would be and entirely different story." He sighed heavily. My head snapped up Edward looked at me questioningly I motioned for him to follow me.
I hefted my shield off and told him that I had caught Carlisles scent not anyone else's just Carlisles and I wondered Idly where Everyone Else was.
"What is it?" I mouthed I felt my eyebrows pul together in mystification, as he shook his head it must have been bad then what she was thinking.
"Move it I don't have all day and neither do your family." She cackled like a witch on halloween.
I fought back a snarl- that was out of line and Jane seemed the type who would use your family against you in a fight.
"She was thinking about the tortures they had put Esme and Carlisle through. They let them get- you remember how thirsty you were before your first hunt?" He asked me, I nodded.
"Well their thirst is worse and you remember gianna from the last time you were here? Well she has joined them." His voice was bleak and Ice cold. I shuddered at the picture that was being painted in my head.
"Dyou think that Carlisle would..." I trailed off suggestively
"No and neither would Esme so Gianna will be quite safe with them however if they were with Alice and Jasper it would be and entirely different story." He sighed heavily. My head snapped up Edward looked at me questioningly I motioned for him to follow me.
I hefted my shield off and told him that I had caught Carlisles scent not anyone else's just Carlisles and I wondered Idly where Everyone Else was.
Well you see
I'm not myself anymore
Well you can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things you don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
By myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By myself
By myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well you can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things you don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
By myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By myself
By myself
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing you makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because you can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because you make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because you can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world you keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me you were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need you is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing you makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because you can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because you make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because you can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world you keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me you were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need you is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives you the roads
and leaves you choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and you live it
wrapped by sadness
or happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
You pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves you not,
that's you who love
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives you choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the question is
will you remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will you remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.