Find the casual sun day
Starting with the stumbling wake-up, the strained smile
Smelling the hurried breakfast, bile up her throat
Shrinks away from it, queasy, holding her stomach
Never letting it leave her, the emptiness filling up
Inside her, determined to make it last
Heavy textbooks never all that’s holding her down
Uncertainty sawing through her, the only thing filling
What she considers a burden, but how could hunger
Be so cruel?
It’s drilling into her, snarling, never dulling
Never letting up, just a little longer
A little longer...
She dry heaves, it’s a tiny stall
And the walls are closing in
She’s crying, but even in the next stall
You couldn’t hear her, but running in
You saw her look swaying
She’s deeper in then even she knows
Deeper then you cut your wrists
A slammed door is her arrival
And her descending
She washes her face, and you’re right next to her
You eye each other, warily
Both knowing something of the other
But not quite recognizing the feeling
The bell roars, she and you
Walk towards the graphitized door
Both glad to go another’s separate ways
So on and never say
Never meet.
Starting with the stumbling wake-up, the strained smile
Smelling the hurried breakfast, bile up her throat
Shrinks away from it, queasy, holding her stomach
Never letting it leave her, the emptiness filling up
Inside her, determined to make it last
Heavy textbooks never all that’s holding her down
Uncertainty sawing through her, the only thing filling
What she considers a burden, but how could hunger
Be so cruel?
It’s drilling into her, snarling, never dulling
Never letting up, just a little longer
A little longer...
She dry heaves, it’s a tiny stall
And the walls are closing in
She’s crying, but even in the next stall
You couldn’t hear her, but running in
You saw her look swaying
She’s deeper in then even she knows
Deeper then you cut your wrists
A slammed door is her arrival
And her descending
She washes her face, and you’re right next to her
You eye each other, warily
Both knowing something of the other
But not quite recognizing the feeling
The bell roars, she and you
Walk towards the graphitized door
Both glad to go another’s separate ways
So on and never say
Never meet.
Meghan ran to the bus stop, where she saw Pompika. Thankfully Pompika looked at her politely and said “You know I saw Reg but ya know, how she’s jus’ across the street, she seems a lil’ mad!” Meghan thought for a second and thought ‘why lose Pompika?’ and said, “Geez I don’t know?” Now she wished she had told the truth, instead of lying. “Oh I wish ya did.” Pompika said. “Tsk-Tsk, bad grammar Pompi” said Meghan. “Sorry, fine I wish you did. There ya… you go” “Hhhmmm, nice save.” Meghan said. “Hey look, Reg’s a comin’” said Pompika. “Great that’s good… wait REG!!!” said Meghan. “What?” said Pompika. "nothing."
i am looking for the star, our star, but this time i am alone, you aren't standing on the port next to me..
i feel i am lost now, i can't find this star. you remeber what did i descoverd that night? i found only one star in the whole Portsaid's sky..
you didn't belive that one star is exist.. you said: which star? the sky is felling of the stars!
i thought you was kidding, i was very sure that there's one star.. yeah, sure as the blind is sure that there's nothing around him!
now i see what you were talking about, i loved you, so i couldn't see anyone else but you..
you was my heart's only love..
it was Portsaid's only star..
but you .. you didn't point to the same star, you saw all the stars but mine..
now i am alone, seeing many stars, can't find my star, am i blind? or ..was i blind?
twinkle, twinkle, my littel star..
Portsaid's only star, which one is you?
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*Portsaid is an Egyptian port.
i feel i am lost now, i can't find this star. you remeber what did i descoverd that night? i found only one star in the whole Portsaid's sky..
you didn't belive that one star is exist.. you said: which star? the sky is felling of the stars!
i thought you was kidding, i was very sure that there's one star.. yeah, sure as the blind is sure that there's nothing around him!
now i see what you were talking about, i loved you, so i couldn't see anyone else but you..
you was my heart's only love..
it was Portsaid's only star..
but you .. you didn't point to the same star, you saw all the stars but mine..
now i am alone, seeing many stars, can't find my star, am i blind? or ..was i blind?
twinkle, twinkle, my littel star..
Portsaid's only star, which one is you?
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*Portsaid is an Egyptian port.
You hurt me,
Both externally,
And internally,
You twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
You think you can hurt me,
Just because you gave me money,
You think you can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made you fell.
I wish you have never given birth to me,
I wish I can expose what you are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate you to the heart's core,
I want you to hear my vengeful call.
I respect you because I must,
Yet you blame me for not giving you my trust.
How can I love, or trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to you by blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever you will grieve
Both externally,
And internally,
You twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
You think you can hurt me,
Just because you gave me money,
You think you can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made you fell.
I wish you have never given birth to me,
I wish I can expose what you are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate you to the heart's core,
I want you to hear my vengeful call.
I respect you because I must,
Yet you blame me for not giving you my trust.
How can I love, or trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to you by blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever you will grieve