CHAPTER ONE: "CARTER"
There’s one silent sensation of falling really fast and really hard. Then it’s over. Just like that. Somewhere off in the distance, a girl screams. Maybe she’s next to me and my damaged ears are playing tricks on me. Or maybe she really is far away from here, wherever that is.
A flame billowing over a folded up car flicks its vile tongue. The fire reflects in the pools of blood and the bodies. Five bodies, and myself, still alive. Sirens wail and rescue teams and news vans swarm the scene. I moan and grip my chest, waiting for someone to notice the only survivor, me, and rush over with a warm blanket and maybe a phone to call my parents and assure them I’m alive and I love them. Finally, a policeman and his dog come around, direct their attention to me and call for a guy named Crawford to where I lay in the fetal position.
“Hey, Crawford! There’s one male, maybe sixteen, who made it. Get your ass over here, Crawford!” he waves for Crawford to run over. The tall man named Crawford jogs over. They reach out to warm my hands, balled in icy fists, in theirs. The first man, apparently Jones, looks me in the eye, and asks a few questions.
There’s one silent sensation of falling really fast and really hard. Then it’s over. Just like that. Somewhere off in the distance, a girl screams. Maybe she’s next to me and my damaged ears are playing tricks on me. Or maybe she really is far away from here, wherever that is.
A flame billowing over a folded up car flicks its vile tongue. The fire reflects in the pools of blood and the bodies. Five bodies, and myself, still alive. Sirens wail and rescue teams and news vans swarm the scene. I moan and grip my chest, waiting for someone to notice the only survivor, me, and rush over with a warm blanket and maybe a phone to call my parents and assure them I’m alive and I love them. Finally, a policeman and his dog come around, direct their attention to me and call for a guy named Crawford to where I lay in the fetal position.
“Hey, Crawford! There’s one male, maybe sixteen, who made it. Get your ass over here, Crawford!” he waves for Crawford to run over. The tall man named Crawford jogs over. They reach out to warm my hands, balled in icy fists, in theirs. The first man, apparently Jones, looks me in the eye, and asks a few questions.
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing you makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because you can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because you make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because you can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world you keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me you were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need you is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing you makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because you can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because you make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because you can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world you keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me you were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need you is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives you the roads
and leaves you choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and you live it
wrapped by sadness
or happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
You pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves you not,
that's you who love
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives you choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the question is
will you remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will you remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.
“I’m so sorry,” I whispered. Shrinking into myself, I began to run away. The man wouldn’t catch me. But something held me back. I went back to him and reappeared. “Help me.” I wasn’t even sure he heard me I said it so low. Suddenly, my body couldn’t take the pain. There was a buzzing in my ears, a pounding in my head, and spots in my vision. It was then the darkness swallowed me whole.
I don't talk about this on a sheet
I want to everybody see
What you do of me
I'm become a princess
with a knight who not fearless
I want to watch a cloudless sky
because my heart and my eyes cry
Chorus
It is what I want
It is what I need
And never other thing
that the love which I want
The only thing I know
It's I'm better when you are
Near to me, did you know?
And I want that you are
Chorus
It's like
I have a knife in my back
It's like
I don't can stay in the black
Without what I want
Without what I need
Chorus x3
You're all I want
I'll be what you need
And ever other thing
If it's what you want