I finally got my legs to move down the stairs and into the laundry room where I grabbed Mason's pajamas out of the clean basket.
"Edward!" Bella's voice was in my ears, her hands on either side of my face. "I have been calling your name. Are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine." I assured her.
"Have you been thinking about Sara?" She asked.
"No." Why would she be asking me that.
"Babe, why are you crying?" Her thumbs traced over my unknown shed tears.
"I don't know. I didn't know I was." I told her honestly. "I guess it was Mason."
"Why? What happened?" She was starting to worry and panic.
"Nothing is wrong." I took her hands from my face and held them. "He just caught me off guard."
"He has been known to do that." She half smiled. "What did he do?"
I tried for what seemed like hours to find my voice. "He called me 'Dad'." My voice cracked at the dad.
Her smile fell, painc yet again setteling into her eyes. "I'm sorry. I-"
"No!" I laughed loudly and covered her mouth. "Don't you dare apoligize. I answered back. It was like my mind answered for me. I'm the closest thing he has got. Emmett is his Uncle...not is father figure. Don't let a name take this away from him." I begged.
A few tears spilled from her eyes and I wiped them away with a reasuring smile. "Plus, I kind of liked it."
"I love you." She whispered.
I put my forehead to hers. "As I love you."
"Dad!" Mason called.
I smiled at Bella and she beemed back. "I gotta' go. I'm needed." I kissed her lightly.
I bounded up the stairs, taking them two at a time. "Here ya' go, Buddy."
"Thanks." He grabbed them and fiddled with the sleeves of the shirt.
"What's going on in your head?" I asked and leaned against the sink.
He sighed and looked up at me. "It's okay that I call you Dad...right? I never had a Dad. I've just had Uncle Emmett."
I crouched down to his eye level. "You had a Dad, Mase. You just never got to meet him. I'm sure he'd love to meet you but,"
"He's in Heaven." He nodded.
"Yeah. And to answer your question, I'm absolutly, positivly, 100 percent sure it's okay that you call be Dad."
He smiled and wrapped his arms around my neck.
"I love you."
"I love you, too, Buddy." I smiled and held him to me. "Okay, bath time."
"Ugh." He groaned.
I laughed and ruffed his hair on the way out of the bathroom. "Call me or your mom when you're rady to get washed."
"Kay." And with that I left him to his play time.
"Okay. Yeah. We will be here." Bella was smiling into the phone. "Okay. Bye." She ended her call with a giggle and put the phone back on it's cradle.
"Who's comming over?" I asked falling onto the couch and putting an arm behind her, the other on the arm proping my head up.
"Alice. Tomorrow. Mason needs a hair cut." She ran her hand through my hair. "You could use a little trim yourself."
"Yeah?" I smiled and ran my hand through the trail she made. "You could too." I ran my hand over her head. "Maybe a little fixen up." I used both hands and messed her hair up. "A little shape." It was starting to look like a haystack.
"Edward!" She was pulling on my hands, laughing. "Stop!"
"A little more. I like the whole 'Just got out of bed' thing."
"Edward!"
"Done!" I brought my hands back and smiled. "You look....fabolus."
She got up and looked in the entryway mirror. "If I go out side, I would be followed by cows." She snorted.
"Just the way I like it."
"Momma! I'm ready to get washed!" Mason called down.
"Be right there, Sweetie." Bella called up to him. She took a moment to straighten out her hair before she turned to me. "There. Almost back to normal. Gotta' go." She kissed me quickly. "Our son needs me." She smiled slighly and headed up the stairs.
She just said 'our son'.
Our son.
"Edward!" Bella's voice was in my ears, her hands on either side of my face. "I have been calling your name. Are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine." I assured her.
"Have you been thinking about Sara?" She asked.
"No." Why would she be asking me that.
"Babe, why are you crying?" Her thumbs traced over my unknown shed tears.
"I don't know. I didn't know I was." I told her honestly. "I guess it was Mason."
"Why? What happened?" She was starting to worry and panic.
"Nothing is wrong." I took her hands from my face and held them. "He just caught me off guard."
"He has been known to do that." She half smiled. "What did he do?"
I tried for what seemed like hours to find my voice. "He called me 'Dad'." My voice cracked at the dad.
Her smile fell, painc yet again setteling into her eyes. "I'm sorry. I-"
"No!" I laughed loudly and covered her mouth. "Don't you dare apoligize. I answered back. It was like my mind answered for me. I'm the closest thing he has got. Emmett is his Uncle...not is father figure. Don't let a name take this away from him." I begged.
A few tears spilled from her eyes and I wiped them away with a reasuring smile. "Plus, I kind of liked it."
"I love you." She whispered.
I put my forehead to hers. "As I love you."
"Dad!" Mason called.
I smiled at Bella and she beemed back. "I gotta' go. I'm needed." I kissed her lightly.
I bounded up the stairs, taking them two at a time. "Here ya' go, Buddy."
"Thanks." He grabbed them and fiddled with the sleeves of the shirt.
"What's going on in your head?" I asked and leaned against the sink.
He sighed and looked up at me. "It's okay that I call you Dad...right? I never had a Dad. I've just had Uncle Emmett."
I crouched down to his eye level. "You had a Dad, Mase. You just never got to meet him. I'm sure he'd love to meet you but,"
"He's in Heaven." He nodded.
"Yeah. And to answer your question, I'm absolutly, positivly, 100 percent sure it's okay that you call be Dad."
He smiled and wrapped his arms around my neck.
"I love you."
"I love you, too, Buddy." I smiled and held him to me. "Okay, bath time."
"Ugh." He groaned.
I laughed and ruffed his hair on the way out of the bathroom. "Call me or your mom when you're rady to get washed."
"Kay." And with that I left him to his play time.
"Okay. Yeah. We will be here." Bella was smiling into the phone. "Okay. Bye." She ended her call with a giggle and put the phone back on it's cradle.
"Who's comming over?" I asked falling onto the couch and putting an arm behind her, the other on the arm proping my head up.
"Alice. Tomorrow. Mason needs a hair cut." She ran her hand through my hair. "You could use a little trim yourself."
"Yeah?" I smiled and ran my hand through the trail she made. "You could too." I ran my hand over her head. "Maybe a little fixen up." I used both hands and messed her hair up. "A little shape." It was starting to look like a haystack.
"Edward!" She was pulling on my hands, laughing. "Stop!"
"A little more. I like the whole 'Just got out of bed' thing."
"Edward!"
"Done!" I brought my hands back and smiled. "You look....fabolus."
She got up and looked in the entryway mirror. "If I go out side, I would be followed by cows." She snorted.
"Just the way I like it."
"Momma! I'm ready to get washed!" Mason called down.
"Be right there, Sweetie." Bella called up to him. She took a moment to straighten out her hair before she turned to me. "There. Almost back to normal. Gotta' go." She kissed me quickly. "Our son needs me." She smiled slighly and headed up the stairs.
She just said 'our son'.
Our son.
i was in the car fast alseep. when Phil and Renee were in the front. i was going to meet my sister Bella and her husband Edward also Renessmen. i woke up "hey Karina were almost there" said Phil. I rolled my eyes. i saw a white house. i saw Bella and Edward there i got out of the car and ran to them "BELLA EDWARD!!!" i scream. i ran to them and gave them a hug. i saw a girl with brown hair "renessmen." i said "yes" she said i gave her a hug. "wow you're so grown up are you like 13 or what?" "i'm 17" she said "come one the rest are dying to see you" she said."hi hi" i said "AHHH KARINA" yelled Alice "hi" i gave them a hug
in the mood to be random again. *sighs*
I wrote a Article Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a disney fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." you know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the dogs do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he said a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
I wrote a Article Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a disney fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." you know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the dogs do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he said a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
Okay so I'm not one of those fans who wants the film to be exactly like the book-no offence to anyone- because I know thats just not going to happen.
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:
Don't you think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all movies aren't like the books they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her jacket at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:
Don't you think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all movies aren't like the books they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her jacket at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?
So Like now EVERYONE in my school is reading twilight when I read it like before they even started to film the movie. So what what's my point? Well, my point is that before before Breaking Dawn came out, when some was reading the books it was like you would talk to them and you would talk like you've been friends forever when you've just meet the person. Now I see someone reading twilight and I eathier get tried of seeing them or get sick. Ok maybe not get sick but still you can't talk to the person like you used to talk to them, all enthusiastic and excited! And for me most of the time the real exciting stuff is in the movie and the people who read the books nowa days don't know alot stuff about the movie. I believe that the people on the fansites are the REAL CRAZY fans, because if you ask anybody else what Spunk Randsom means, they wouldn't know. Anyway i just feel like it's so not exciting anymore....