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Bella fan fiction


“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
    That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. Or any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the bed my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my pillow and laid down. I didn’t put my bed clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:

Hey Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad said I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I love u. -Jacob.

I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.

Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I love u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting you out. -Bella

I waited for about 30 minutes after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.

The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
    Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.

3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me or tricking me.

From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
    Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it said Jasper you would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses you so much. You kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting you soon, Bella. I promise you will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]

This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.

3 days later:
    I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The day went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d said hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….

    I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward or someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my bed as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.

“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are you staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I love you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward said and picked me up, bridal style.
posted by NeeNee14
I quit my job in L.A and moved back to Forks with Seth and Tala. We've been here for a couple of months, it was almost spring.
I'm sitting in my room now, just sobbing. I didn't know why I started crying. I was making the bed and the tears came. Seth was at work and Tala was with her Grandma Sue for the day. The phone rang and rang. The answer machine came on.
"Hey, I was wondering if you were still at home. You're not answering your cell so call me when you get this." It was Seth. I walked over to the phone and called his job.
"Jake's Garage. This is Jake speaking." He said.
"Hey Jake. It's...
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I have made this so you guys can see how it was when Embry first saw stella.

At the bonfire:
Where is Jake? Sam wont start this bonfire with out him. ugh! how long does it take him to go get Nessie! i thought to my self as Paul and Jared were trying to eat the food but Emily just smacked there hands. we all heard two wolf howls and gave each other looks. Sam was getting prepared to attack when we saw Nessie running out of the wood and wave at us. Then Jake walked out with this almost pale, long wavy brown hair that almost touched her hips. she had green as grass eyes and was smiling at Jake....
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
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[EIGHTEEN]
    "What?" Shropee looked stunned.
    "You are a doctor, why not take care of her yourself, under the protection of us all, at the Alliance?" Tabra looked at Jerek. "It's a good idea, we can keep an eye on her, out of harms way."
    "He's right." I added.
    "Do you want to do that, Jerek?" Shropee asked him.
    Jerek looked at his hands. "Yea."
    Shropee looked back into the mirror...
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[FIFTEEN]
    "Alright, it's almost been an hour, where are they!?" I was growing impatient with nervousness.
    Then ten knocks came to the door, and I sighed in relief. I opened the door, and let Shropee and Jerek inside.
    "Hello, Ethan." Shropee gave him a quick hug.
    "Hello, Shropee." He smiled.
    "Cyd." Jerek said, and gave me a hug, too.
    "We're all here," I said. "Good. Let's do this,...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
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[THIRTEEN]
    "Ethan." I said, interrupting their talk. "Sorry, but...when you aren't checking on her, who is?"
    "My friends, Derek and Faith." He said. "Don't worry. They know how much danger she is under, and when Derek isn't checking on Verona, I am, and if I am busy, Faith will. We always have someone checking on her."
    "Can you put someone in there right now to stay with her, and make sure no one unauthorized gets in?" I asked.
    "Why?"...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
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[ELEVEN]
    "You're married?" I asked, and he nodded.
    "Her name is Olivia. We got married last Fall, and I love her. She knows about my Death Clan of the Fallen days, says my tattoo is sexy." I laughed. "She forgives me for what I've done, which is good. I didn't tell you, because she didn't want me to tell you yet. She was wanting to meet you first. But, I thought, once all of this is over, you can come over and meet her or whatever." Tabra was rubbing his left ring finger,...
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[NINE]
    Shropee pulled Jerek, Tabra and I off to the side, out of sight from the actual doctor's of this hospital.
    She looked around before speaking. "Cyd, take Tabra to room 26 on the third floor, got it?" I nodded. "Now go."
    I took Tabra's arm, and we started off for the nearest elevator. We clicked on the UP button, and waited.
    "Do you have any idea on what we are going to do?" Tabra asked.
    "Yea,...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
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[EIGHT]
    We fixed up our suits and trained, and once we were done, it was almost time to go. We had an hour and a half left until it was time to go, and I was ready. Nervous, but ready. As I looked myself over in the bathroom mirror, wondering if I looked good enough to pull being a female doctor off, I sighed. I was ready. I pulled my hair back into it's pony-tail, looked myself over once more, gave myself that positive nod and told myself we'd pass this test with flying colors!
    "Yea,"...
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posted by beachchick
There were more than us of them and we could beat them.... that’s what Riley told us anyway well he was wrong. I had keep my distance from Riley so that he wouldn’t know my secret, I was a gifted Vampire. Most people thought that Fred was the only one but they were wrong. We entered the clearing and the rest of the new borns went mad but I could control myself. I looked around there were only a few of the gold eyed vampires but they were good really good. Are numbers were dropping fast when one of them noticed me. The big one and his mate and blond girl were running at me. I was going to...
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[SEVEN]
    To beat the odds is to overcome a loss, or the loss of something that challenged you. When I was younger, beating the newest level on a video game after losing 20 times in a row, had me overcome the losses that were in my way so I could move on to the end. Every year, that loss grows, and as you enter the new level of your life every year once you've reached the new aging mark of your life, you start to face challenges that are about to come into your way. Such as high school, or...
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posted by mia1emmett
i am thinking of ending it in the next chapter.

Chapter 8
            HERE COMES THE WOLFS
    Emmett told the family that he was going to drive around with me; I knew it was going to be a long ride. I rolled my eyes at that fact. The whole car ride Emmett was acting like a father I wanted to laugh so badly but I couldn’t I knew it wasn’t good for me to right now. Edward would have said “smart girl” if he was here. Boy do I wish jasper was though Emmett was so tense. I was scared to step into the car. As I...
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posted by mia1emmett
chapter 2 is short so i added chapter 3. and i hope you like it :) i know i posted this way to early :-p sorry if miss spelled or words sound out of order :-p



Chapter 2
                    LUNCH
I sat where Jill was sitting. The same people from before. The blonde
Kid, the reporter with a few other people. They introduced themselves.
And I giggled when they all were done. I said "I laugh a lot...sorry"
Ken rolled his eyes. I cracked up. Mart the one who bumped into me asked me "so Estella--" "call...
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Thankies to each of you for all the support! Believe me, I always take to heart each of your comments <3 I hope you enjoy this one...there's something you didn't see coming in this chapter ;) Much love to y'all, from me!!
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Supernatural Love

“Summer, geez, would you wake up already?!” Alice fussed, shaking Summer’s shoulder. They were back in Forks, and, since Alice was such a speedy planner, Summer and Jake’s wedding day came along sooner than the couple expected. Summer tucked her face underneath the pillow and sheets, “Alice…please…sleepy.”...
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The time I got obsessed with Twilight cuz it started the time I watched the movie, almost January 2009.
I got bored so I decided to watch and searched for DVD's in the shelves.
I saw Twilight and I don't have any idea what Twilight was. Actually its my dad who picked the Twilight DVD that day when my mom and dad went out to buy something. So I watched it.
Oh my gosh! Edward is so handsome and omg....I don't know anymore.
I was like "Gwapo!!" meaning handsome or "pogi" in Filipino language.
Then I really got "kilig to the bones" kilig means you giggle and giggle like you're not yourself; I got really...
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posted by a-jforever
I shook my head at her, hardly anything scared me. Jacob’s dad was a small man, in a wheelchair, wearing a western styled hat.

“Hey Chloe, I’m Jake’s dad Billy, please take a seat.” Sitting down I felt like I was in a conference, I half expected him to pull out a massive white board and one of those long cane things. The only people in the room were Me, Billy and Kim.

“Have you ever heard the Quileute legends?” Kim asked. It was funny how she said “Legends” like that wasn’t quite the right word for it.

“Yeah. My Gran use to live over here, she use to tell me them over and...
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posted by Jessie-Louise
It was the next day,i looked at my alarm clock it was 7.35.
Mom and dad had already woken,the smell of bacon was lingering underneath my door. Dad walked in with a bacon sandwich and told me to wake up,but i was already awake i looked at him and smiled he handed me the sandwich and sat down near me.
"I'm proud of you princess,i mean taking this baby on,you will be a great mother.Okay Jacob will be a great father too,Aha.Maybe this baby will bring me and jacob closer togeather and we could stop all this argueing."
Dad said to me in a happy voice.

Cough* Cough* i started to choke on my sandwich.
"...
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Bella’s P.O.V:
I sat all alone in the empty cell. Edward and Alice had left with Carlisle a while ago and Charlie was still doing some paperwork. I was waiting for him to let me out. I asked him for a soda but he didn’t give in. He gave me back my cell-phone and let me text and talk and e-mail and all that-but I wasn’t aloud to leave. I was now texting mom and was trying to call Edward-but every time I called I got a new text from Renée. Charlie came over to the cell and opened the lock. “Come out, Bells.” I smiled, “Finally! Can I go back to Alice?” He sighed, “Yeah. I heard...
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Bella’s P.O.V:
“And I though we were gonna di-“ Carlisle walked in and the bells jingled as I was saying “die”. I looked over at him, “CARLISLE!” I screamed. Carlisle walked over to Charlie and asked him why Alice and Edward were in jail. “Why are my children in jail, Chief?” Charlie turned to Carlisle and smiled, “Sir, your children and my daughter are under custody due to the woman who was talking about them,” Charlie cleared his rough throat. “They are being released for the secrecy truth policy I did on them.” Carlisle smiled, “Great, can I take them?” Charlie...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Edward friends with Bella
Edward friends with Bella
"Hey Bella, well , i hope you know i wouldn't ask you, unless your were the last resort cause i hate to be a pain, but do you mind driving me home? i just got a text from alice, she went home like an hour ago, her headache got worst."
Edward asked on our way out the front doors.
Everyone was rushing like a torado out the front door all at once, everyone was excited for the weekend. Which made me wonder, its not like they have something super exciting happening, nothing is really exciting here.
Edward's question startled me, but i diddnt have the strength to say no.
"Yeah sure, what about your...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Ok im sorry, for the wait, I just got hook on other and rah rah, Plus, i was writing my new one In the new world can you please tell wither you liked that?

ok, here where we go.


I stood in the middle of the stage, still, lifeless. Edward, Alice Jasper stood in front of me, no hallianation this time , but really there.
My heart weeped for the final time.
Do i move, do i even think. Edward, stood as perfect as perfect as he always have been. His bronze hair still sat in the same style, his face still soo beautiful , and his eyes were my peace.
"ALICE!" i screamed. My best friend, i missed her...
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