I closed my eyes.I hated when he did this.Why not just walk we could talk even more.I put my arms around his neck.He smelled really good,not like any cologne, but just really nice and inviting.I buried my nose in his shirt and inhaled deeply.
When we got to the meadow.I looked around and remembered our conversation the other day and many just a few years ago.It was beautiful and it hadn`t changed that much.
"So what do you want to talk about?"I looked at him hopeful I didnt know what we should talk about but I hopped he did."Nothing really."No luck,wait I know."How about how am I going to tell Jacob I want a divorce?"The word sent shivers down my spine 'divorce'.I was clueless on how to do this."I can`t just tell him 'i`m sorry I still love Edward and I now I know I want to be with you so im packing my bags and im gone' that would be cold and I cant do that to him."Edward sat down and motioned for me to come and join him.I sat down and put my head on his shoulder."Well what do you want to say?"The question I couldn`t answer either."I just want him to know that I do love him but not as much as I love you and that I don`t want him to think its his fault for me leaving.Does that make any sense?"He placed his head on mine "Yes it does.You don`t want to hurt him but you don`t want to be with him.Am I right?"I closed my eye`s and nodded.Thats all I could do because I was afraid if I opened my mouth I might cry.
I tried not to cry but a tear still slid down my cheek.I wiped it away before Edward noticed."I love you."I whispered his in ear."I love you too."He whispered back.He kissed my forhead. Suddenly I was tired I put my head in his lap and I closed my eyes.
When I opened them again I was in Carlisles room in his bed.Edward was beside me."What happened?"I was confused.Why was I back at the house and how did I get back?"You fell asleep,and I brought you back here and layed you down.You`ve been asleep for a while,are you sure your ok?"I looked at his face his eyes were filled with concern."Yeah I think so anyway,but my head hurts.I dont think it means much but do you have any advil or anything?"He looked at me for a minute before getting up."I`ll go see if Carlisle has any for you.Close your eyes Bella relax and i`ll be right back."
When he came back he brought two advil and some water.He wasn`t alone Carlisle came in behind him.I sat up but the blood rush to and from my head and I felt dizzy."Bella are you ok?Whats wrong?"I looked it was Carlisle this time that talked."I think i`ll live but my head is killing me and i`m really tired.""Lay down and take these if your still tired by tonight come and get me."The last part of his sentence was for Edward who sat on the edge of the bed and nodded.I took
the pills and went back to sleep.
I opened my eyes it was about5 pm.I looked at Edward who didn`t look like he had moved at all from the spot he was sitting hours before"How do you feel?Are you stil tired?"I closed my eyes"No im not tired but my head hurts still."I put my hand on my head and quickly moved it.I had a pretty bad fever.Edward leaned in to kiss me but when his lips met my forehead he almost jumped."I`ll be right back."He came back with Carlisle again"I said I was fine Edward I dont need a doctor."Carlisle put his hand on my head."Bella have you done anything to stress you out the last few days?"I looked at him."I`ve desided to file for divorce and now I have to wait two day`s before I can tell him."Carlisle looked at me and shook his head."Thats why your head hurts you waiting for something big and you are very stresed.You need rest and to eat so come with us down stairs and i`ll get you something for supper.OK?"
I didnt have much of a choise because Edward picked me up and brought me down stairs."Edward I still know how to walk so can you please put me down before I get sick."He put me down."Fine is that better?"We stayed there staring at each other untill Carlisle called me in to the kitchen to eat.
When we got to the meadow.I looked around and remembered our conversation the other day and many just a few years ago.It was beautiful and it hadn`t changed that much.
"So what do you want to talk about?"I looked at him hopeful I didnt know what we should talk about but I hopped he did."Nothing really."No luck,wait I know."How about how am I going to tell Jacob I want a divorce?"The word sent shivers down my spine 'divorce'.I was clueless on how to do this."I can`t just tell him 'i`m sorry I still love Edward and I now I know I want to be with you so im packing my bags and im gone' that would be cold and I cant do that to him."Edward sat down and motioned for me to come and join him.I sat down and put my head on his shoulder."Well what do you want to say?"The question I couldn`t answer either."I just want him to know that I do love him but not as much as I love you and that I don`t want him to think its his fault for me leaving.Does that make any sense?"He placed his head on mine "Yes it does.You don`t want to hurt him but you don`t want to be with him.Am I right?"I closed my eye`s and nodded.Thats all I could do because I was afraid if I opened my mouth I might cry.
I tried not to cry but a tear still slid down my cheek.I wiped it away before Edward noticed."I love you."I whispered his in ear."I love you too."He whispered back.He kissed my forhead. Suddenly I was tired I put my head in his lap and I closed my eyes.
When I opened them again I was in Carlisles room in his bed.Edward was beside me."What happened?"I was confused.Why was I back at the house and how did I get back?"You fell asleep,and I brought you back here and layed you down.You`ve been asleep for a while,are you sure your ok?"I looked at his face his eyes were filled with concern."Yeah I think so anyway,but my head hurts.I dont think it means much but do you have any advil or anything?"He looked at me for a minute before getting up."I`ll go see if Carlisle has any for you.Close your eyes Bella relax and i`ll be right back."
When he came back he brought two advil and some water.He wasn`t alone Carlisle came in behind him.I sat up but the blood rush to and from my head and I felt dizzy."Bella are you ok?Whats wrong?"I looked it was Carlisle this time that talked."I think i`ll live but my head is killing me and i`m really tired.""Lay down and take these if your still tired by tonight come and get me."The last part of his sentence was for Edward who sat on the edge of the bed and nodded.I took
the pills and went back to sleep.
I opened my eyes it was about5 pm.I looked at Edward who didn`t look like he had moved at all from the spot he was sitting hours before"How do you feel?Are you stil tired?"I closed my eyes"No im not tired but my head hurts still."I put my hand on my head and quickly moved it.I had a pretty bad fever.Edward leaned in to kiss me but when his lips met my forehead he almost jumped."I`ll be right back."He came back with Carlisle again"I said I was fine Edward I dont need a doctor."Carlisle put his hand on my head."Bella have you done anything to stress you out the last few days?"I looked at him."I`ve desided to file for divorce and now I have to wait two day`s before I can tell him."Carlisle looked at me and shook his head."Thats why your head hurts you waiting for something big and you are very stresed.You need rest and to eat so come with us down stairs and i`ll get you something for supper.OK?"
I didnt have much of a choise because Edward picked me up and brought me down stairs."Edward I still know how to walk so can you please put me down before I get sick."He put me down."Fine is that better?"We stayed there staring at each other untill Carlisle called me in to the kitchen to eat.
hey twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release date for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction date not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is said that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments more then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
So these are, by far, my favorite quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD