Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Six
BuffyFaithfan1
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Have you ever thought of a reason to stay inside for the day? Was it because you felt sick, or was it because you were just too lazy to throw your legs over the side of the bed, get up, and start the day? Whichever answer you choose, if it's you feeling sick, or you being to lazy, or because of a different reason, then tell me this: what have you done that day to feel good about yourself? Did you clean your house because your family/guests are coming over? Did you get up to make breakfast for a sibling? Did you do anything besides watch the darkness of your eyelids flutter until you finally drift off into a sleeping coma where nothing can wake you until your brain pushes you to the state of waking up? Or did you just lay in bed, watch TV, get up to go to the bathroom and grab a few snacks and then get back into bed? Whatever your reason is for you, nothing but death can keep me in bed, and what do you know. Death is keeping me in bed, and as I stare at my ceiling, listening to my heart beat into my chest, I start to wonder how Jerek is taking all of this in. He isn't in the room, nor in the bathroom. He isn't downstairs with the rest of the alliance. He's...he's upstairs, in his actual bedroom bed, either sleeping, laying down, or crying. Well, if I was jealous before, I surely wasn't now, and now I feel really bad for feeling jealous of Virona before.
"Alright," Tabra said, now in the doorway of the room I'm currently in. "Time to go talk to him."
"Yes it is." I said, and threw my legs over the bedside, rose to my feet, and headed for the stairs behind Tabra.
"How's he holding up?" I wondered outloud.
"He's...he's a mess." Tabra said, and stopped at the top of the stairs. "You go first."
And I did.
I made my way to the bedroom Jerek lay in, and I knocked three times on the door that was open just a crack, and I heard a quiet attempt at talking allow my entrance. Tabra stayed by the stairs, and as he let me talk to Jerek first, I was glad he did. I entered Jerek's room, and I saw him sitting on his bed, back turned to me, head lowered, his arms on the side of the bed. He was thinking. I could tell.
"Hi, it's me." I said, shutting the door behind me. "Do you wanna' talk?"
He didn't move. He didn't turn to look at me, or say anything. He just stayed in the same position. "No. I'm fine. I just want to be alone."
"Are you sure? Because I can stay here with you if you want me to." I wanted to, but if it's what he wants...then I'll let him be.
He stayed in the same position again, not moving. Just thinking. "Cyd, I love you and all but...this is something I need to be alone for, okay?"
Whoa. "Okay, I'll be downstairs if you need me."
"Bye." He said, and I spun on my heel and left the room.
"Is he okay?" Tabra asked me as I stopped at the basement door.
"No. He's a mess. He wants to be alone, so just let him be." I said, opened the door, and went down the steps.
I stopped halfway down them, wondering if Tabra was ever going to follow, and after a few beats of silence, I heard him make his way down them. I heard the door shut, and I continued down the rest of the stairs, and Tabra followed.
Volume Six
BuffyFaithfan1
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[FOUR]
Have you ever thought of a reason to stay inside for the day? Was it because you felt sick, or was it because you were just too lazy to throw your legs over the side of the bed, get up, and start the day? Whichever answer you choose, if it's you feeling sick, or you being to lazy, or because of a different reason, then tell me this: what have you done that day to feel good about yourself? Did you clean your house because your family/guests are coming over? Did you get up to make breakfast for a sibling? Did you do anything besides watch the darkness of your eyelids flutter until you finally drift off into a sleeping coma where nothing can wake you until your brain pushes you to the state of waking up? Or did you just lay in bed, watch TV, get up to go to the bathroom and grab a few snacks and then get back into bed? Whatever your reason is for you, nothing but death can keep me in bed, and what do you know. Death is keeping me in bed, and as I stare at my ceiling, listening to my heart beat into my chest, I start to wonder how Jerek is taking all of this in. He isn't in the room, nor in the bathroom. He isn't downstairs with the rest of the alliance. He's...he's upstairs, in his actual bedroom bed, either sleeping, laying down, or crying. Well, if I was jealous before, I surely wasn't now, and now I feel really bad for feeling jealous of Virona before.
"Alright," Tabra said, now in the doorway of the room I'm currently in. "Time to go talk to him."
"Yes it is." I said, and threw my legs over the bedside, rose to my feet, and headed for the stairs behind Tabra.
"How's he holding up?" I wondered outloud.
"He's...he's a mess." Tabra said, and stopped at the top of the stairs. "You go first."
And I did.
I made my way to the bedroom Jerek lay in, and I knocked three times on the door that was open just a crack, and I heard a quiet attempt at talking allow my entrance. Tabra stayed by the stairs, and as he let me talk to Jerek first, I was glad he did. I entered Jerek's room, and I saw him sitting on his bed, back turned to me, head lowered, his arms on the side of the bed. He was thinking. I could tell.
"Hi, it's me." I said, shutting the door behind me. "Do you wanna' talk?"
He didn't move. He didn't turn to look at me, or say anything. He just stayed in the same position. "No. I'm fine. I just want to be alone."
"Are you sure? Because I can stay here with you if you want me to." I wanted to, but if it's what he wants...then I'll let him be.
He stayed in the same position again, not moving. Just thinking. "Cyd, I love you and all but...this is something I need to be alone for, okay?"
Whoa. "Okay, I'll be downstairs if you need me."
"Bye." He said, and I spun on my heel and left the room.
"Is he okay?" Tabra asked me as I stopped at the basement door.
"No. He's a mess. He wants to be alone, so just let him be." I said, opened the door, and went down the steps.
I stopped halfway down them, wondering if Tabra was ever going to follow, and after a few beats of silence, I heard him make his way down them. I heard the door shut, and I continued down the rest of the stairs, and Tabra followed.
I'm sooo sooo sooo sorry i haven't posted in like forever but I have a MAJOR writer's block. I will try to post more of my Unspoken story when i do not have writer's block
sincerely,
kayla
srry for all the extra space
sincerely,
kayla
srry for all the extra space
So I like giving summarys so here it is:
The Voltri adopt a Special little girl.But what is so special about her?And Why does every vampire want her?Aro decides to hide the girl with an old friend. But with who?
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[ARO POV]
As I watch Vannessa walk amongst us I can't help but wonder what the child will be like.Vannessa being 9 months pregnant I feel the tension.The child will be Powerful.I know it.
"Aro?" A small but firece voice says.
"Yes Jane?"I always wonder if Jane is jelouse of the young one about to join us.
"It's time."She states.I nod my head and head for Vannessas room.I can smell her blood from here.My throat burns with the thirst.This is the beginning of a new Era.
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The Voltri adopt a Special little girl.But what is so special about her?And Why does every vampire want her?Aro decides to hide the girl with an old friend. But with who?
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[ARO POV]
As I watch Vannessa walk amongst us I can't help but wonder what the child will be like.Vannessa being 9 months pregnant I feel the tension.The child will be Powerful.I know it.
"Aro?" A small but firece voice says.
"Yes Jane?"I always wonder if Jane is jelouse of the young one about to join us.
"It's time."She states.I nod my head and head for Vannessas room.I can smell her blood from here.My throat burns with the thirst.This is the beginning of a new Era.
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Blood!
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my heart its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will love you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my love and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i love you forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my heart its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will love you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my love and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i love you forever i will be here waiting for you