Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Six
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Have you ever thought of a reason to stay inside for the day? Was it because you felt sick, or was it because you were just too lazy to throw your legs over the side of the bed, get up, and start the day? Whichever answer you choose, if it's you feeling sick, or you being to lazy, or because of a different reason, then tell me this: what have you done that day to feel good about yourself? Did you clean your house because your family/guests are coming over? Did you get up to make breakfast for a sibling? Did you do anything besides watch the darkness of your eyelids flutter until you finally drift off into a sleeping coma where nothing can wake you until your brain pushes you to the state of waking up? Or did you just lay in bed, watch TV, get up to go to the bathroom and grab a few snacks and then get back into bed? Whatever your reason is for you, nothing but death can keep me in bed, and what do you know. Death is keeping me in bed, and as I stare at my ceiling, listening to my heart beat into my chest, I start to wonder how Jerek is taking all of this in. He isn't in the room, nor in the bathroom. He isn't downstairs with the rest of the alliance. He's...he's upstairs, in his actual bedroom bed, either sleeping, laying down, or crying. Well, if I was jealous before, I surely wasn't now, and now I feel really bad for feeling jealous of Virona before.
"Alright," Tabra said, now in the doorway of the room I'm currently in. "Time to go talk to him."
"Yes it is." I said, and threw my legs over the bedside, rose to my feet, and headed for the stairs behind Tabra.
"How's he holding up?" I wondered outloud.
"He's...he's a mess." Tabra said, and stopped at the top of the stairs. "You go first."
And I did.
I made my way to the bedroom Jerek lay in, and I knocked three times on the door that was open just a crack, and I heard a quiet attempt at talking allow my entrance. Tabra stayed by the stairs, and as he let me talk to Jerek first, I was glad he did. I entered Jerek's room, and I saw him sitting on his bed, back turned to me, head lowered, his arms on the side of the bed. He was thinking. I could tell.
"Hi, it's me." I said, shutting the door behind me. "Do you wanna' talk?"
He didn't move. He didn't turn to look at me, or say anything. He just stayed in the same position. "No. I'm fine. I just want to be alone."
"Are you sure? Because I can stay here with you if you want me to." I wanted to, but if it's what he wants...then I'll let him be.
He stayed in the same position again, not moving. Just thinking. "Cyd, I love you and all but...this is something I need to be alone for, okay?"
Whoa. "Okay, I'll be downstairs if you need me."
"Bye." He said, and I spun on my heel and left the room.
"Is he okay?" Tabra asked me as I stopped at the basement door.
"No. He's a mess. He wants to be alone, so just let him be." I said, opened the door, and went down the steps.
I stopped halfway down them, wondering if Tabra was ever going to follow, and after a few beats of silence, I heard him make his way down them. I heard the door shut, and I continued down the rest of the stairs, and Tabra followed.
Volume Six
BuffyFaithfan1
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[FOUR]
Have you ever thought of a reason to stay inside for the day? Was it because you felt sick, or was it because you were just too lazy to throw your legs over the side of the bed, get up, and start the day? Whichever answer you choose, if it's you feeling sick, or you being to lazy, or because of a different reason, then tell me this: what have you done that day to feel good about yourself? Did you clean your house because your family/guests are coming over? Did you get up to make breakfast for a sibling? Did you do anything besides watch the darkness of your eyelids flutter until you finally drift off into a sleeping coma where nothing can wake you until your brain pushes you to the state of waking up? Or did you just lay in bed, watch TV, get up to go to the bathroom and grab a few snacks and then get back into bed? Whatever your reason is for you, nothing but death can keep me in bed, and what do you know. Death is keeping me in bed, and as I stare at my ceiling, listening to my heart beat into my chest, I start to wonder how Jerek is taking all of this in. He isn't in the room, nor in the bathroom. He isn't downstairs with the rest of the alliance. He's...he's upstairs, in his actual bedroom bed, either sleeping, laying down, or crying. Well, if I was jealous before, I surely wasn't now, and now I feel really bad for feeling jealous of Virona before.
"Alright," Tabra said, now in the doorway of the room I'm currently in. "Time to go talk to him."
"Yes it is." I said, and threw my legs over the bedside, rose to my feet, and headed for the stairs behind Tabra.
"How's he holding up?" I wondered outloud.
"He's...he's a mess." Tabra said, and stopped at the top of the stairs. "You go first."
And I did.
I made my way to the bedroom Jerek lay in, and I knocked three times on the door that was open just a crack, and I heard a quiet attempt at talking allow my entrance. Tabra stayed by the stairs, and as he let me talk to Jerek first, I was glad he did. I entered Jerek's room, and I saw him sitting on his bed, back turned to me, head lowered, his arms on the side of the bed. He was thinking. I could tell.
"Hi, it's me." I said, shutting the door behind me. "Do you wanna' talk?"
He didn't move. He didn't turn to look at me, or say anything. He just stayed in the same position. "No. I'm fine. I just want to be alone."
"Are you sure? Because I can stay here with you if you want me to." I wanted to, but if it's what he wants...then I'll let him be.
He stayed in the same position again, not moving. Just thinking. "Cyd, I love you and all but...this is something I need to be alone for, okay?"
Whoa. "Okay, I'll be downstairs if you need me."
"Bye." He said, and I spun on my heel and left the room.
"Is he okay?" Tabra asked me as I stopped at the basement door.
"No. He's a mess. He wants to be alone, so just let him be." I said, opened the door, and went down the steps.
I stopped halfway down them, wondering if Tabra was ever going to follow, and after a few beats of silence, I heard him make his way down them. I heard the door shut, and I continued down the rest of the stairs, and Tabra followed.
-Emmett-
One of the most hilariously fun things of all time you can do: embarrass Renesmee. She turns even redder than Bella used to, and that's definetly saying something. The teasing just has to be adequete.
Of course, Renesmee ALWAYS gets me back, but it's worth it. Sort of. She has a talent for revenge, involving getting a certain seven foot werewolf (hi, Jake!) in on it. The most recent avengement she instilled, involved, er, (they had to get Edward and Jasper in on this one) throwing me off the cliffs. Jacob gave permission. He likes payback for his adorable, puppy-eyed imprintee.
Another fun activity: Getting revenge for her revenge. Let's just say that when she gets back, there's a surprise waiting for her.
I remember when she redecorated my bedroom, and when we got back from hunting, it looked like there was a pink explosion in Rosalie's and my room.
She's imaginative, I'll give her that much.
One of the most hilariously fun things of all time you can do: embarrass Renesmee. She turns even redder than Bella used to, and that's definetly saying something. The teasing just has to be adequete.
Of course, Renesmee ALWAYS gets me back, but it's worth it. Sort of. She has a talent for revenge, involving getting a certain seven foot werewolf (hi, Jake!) in on it. The most recent avengement she instilled, involved, er, (they had to get Edward and Jasper in on this one) throwing me off the cliffs. Jacob gave permission. He likes payback for his adorable, puppy-eyed imprintee.
Another fun activity: Getting revenge for her revenge. Let's just say that when she gets back, there's a surprise waiting for her.
I remember when she redecorated my bedroom, and when we got back from hunting, it looked like there was a pink explosion in Rosalie's and my room.
She's imaginative, I'll give her that much.
I never thought that i would have to pick between the 2 of the 3 people i love the most. Jacob and Renesme. I knew this would happen when it started and i tried to stop it but i couldn't.
But what would you do if 2 people were making you choose sides? Would it be normal to react and take a side or let them firgure it on their own?
I waited until i couldn't take it anymore, as a tear rolled down my cheek and i ran as fast as i could away from the cottage.Away from the painfulm memory into the woods. If it was fate that brought me to this point then I couldn't run away from it.
But what would you do if 2 people were making you choose sides? Would it be normal to react and take a side or let them firgure it on their own?
I waited until i couldn't take it anymore, as a tear rolled down my cheek and i ran as fast as i could away from the cottage.Away from the painfulm memory into the woods. If it was fate that brought me to this point then I couldn't run away from it.
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4) Do NOT poste entry as a comment. This is to keep things from being stolen. Just send all entries to Emoshinell. :)
5) Sorry, but fans do not get brownie points. :) This is to keep in 110% fair. :)
6) Ask me any questions you may have. :D
7) You may enter as many times as you want!
It can be as long as you want as long as it has at least eight lines. And it must be appropriate. Sexual content or mild curse words will be accepted but no words that would be censored out on television. Any of these words found and ALL of your entris will be disqualified.