Chapter 4
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what you doing I really need you can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I love him but not like I love Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts by my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? You coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the wall so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 minutes later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper or Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks by what I saw. Edward on top of Tanya on his bed with a smashed photo of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my bed and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I love you. Ex
Bella please im worried you wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about dinner tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! You better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do you mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what you want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
You don’t need to be sorry! I will see you if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 seconds later he replied
Where are you going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I love you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all you need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. You don’t love me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are you being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I Love You! -E . By this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: Comment etc !
Lisa.
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what you doing I really need you can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I love him but not like I love Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts by my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? You coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the wall so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 minutes later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper or Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks by what I saw. Edward on top of Tanya on his bed with a smashed photo of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my bed and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I love you. Ex
Bella please im worried you wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about dinner tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! You better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do you mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what you want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
You don’t need to be sorry! I will see you if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 seconds later he replied
Where are you going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I love you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all you need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. You don’t love me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are you being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I Love You! -E . By this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: Comment etc !
Lisa.
I have this poster in my room and that is just the image of it.
I lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee it cause I have been looking for a poster in ages.
Yayyyy and I'm gunna put loads of them on my wall hehe. Twilight freak and on team Edward.
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Lol. Bring on Eclipse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lololololololololololololololololololol....ok im going to chill now.
I lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee it cause I have been looking for a poster in ages.
Yayyyy and I'm gunna put loads of them on my wall hehe. Twilight freak and on team Edward.
link
<3<3<3<3<3<3Twilight<3<3<3<3<3<3
Lol. Bring on Eclipse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lololololololololololololololololololol....ok im going to chill now.
It was the middle of the night, me and edward had a massive argument so he stayed at Rosalies house with her and emmet.
I was lonley lied in bed on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real food that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
I was lonley lied in bed on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real food that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
It's been so long since i even thought about writing on here. I'm so excited that i still have people reading my stories and i have new fanpop-ers too.
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story you want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, you have to be paitent! i get my progress reports next week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every day but i will be on maybe once or twice a week, three times if i can but all of you know that the end of the school year is the hardest time of the year.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story you want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, you have to be paitent! i get my progress reports next week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every day but i will be on maybe once or twice a week, three times if i can but all of you know that the end of the school year is the hardest time of the year.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902