Chapter 4
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what you doing I really need you can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I love him but not like I love Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts by my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? You coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the wall so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 minutes later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper or Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks by what I saw. Edward on top of Tanya on his bed with a smashed photo of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my bed and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I love you. Ex
Bella please im worried you wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about dinner tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! You better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do you mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what you want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
You don’t need to be sorry! I will see you if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 seconds later he replied
Where are you going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I love you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all you need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. You don’t love me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are you being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I Love You! -E . By this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: Comment etc !
Lisa.
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what you doing I really need you can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I love him but not like I love Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts by my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? You coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the wall so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 minutes later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper or Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks by what I saw. Edward on top of Tanya on his bed with a smashed photo of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my bed and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I love you. Ex
Bella please im worried you wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about dinner tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! You better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do you mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what you want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
You don’t need to be sorry! I will see you if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 seconds later he replied
Where are you going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I love you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all you need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. You don’t love me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are you being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I Love You! -E . By this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: Comment etc !
Lisa.
"close you're eyes nes...Renesmee were nealy there."
"i cant wait to see what you and moma got me".
we didn't get you something asuch.
here we are you can open you're eyes now renesmee, i had lead everyone over the yard to the clearing
there infrunt of us was a ginourmas tree house one me emmett and jasper could make i wanted it bigger because renesmee was still growing fast even thow she looked like a teenager.
Renesmee interupted my thouts by leaping of my shoulders and streat into the tree house.
"I think she likes it than" bella laughed
"I love it renesmee carected frim the tree, everyone burst out in laughter.
This is a poem I wrote in my spare time. I morphed it into a song and entered a contest with it. I won 3rd place! Hope you like.
Repeat: This is about TWILIGHT. No other books.
Going in alone.
No turning back.
I have good intentions,
But this might be my last chance.
I wonder, is the choice I'm about to make,
Really the path I should take.
Hunting me down,
Evil dreams,
Lurking in the shadows,full of pain.
Don't understand,
I'm tired of mind games,
But in the mirror, it's all the same.
Blink of an eye,
Might actually have to say goodbye,
But I hear the voice of my guardian angel,
Calling my name.
Not my last fight,
Not my last hope,
Not my last wish,
Not my last breath...
For now, my heart is mending,
but I'm still alive.
This is about the confrontation with James at the end of the book.
I hope you like it. Rate and review. I'm having doubts...
Repeat: This is about TWILIGHT. No other books.
Going in alone.
No turning back.
I have good intentions,
But this might be my last chance.
I wonder, is the choice I'm about to make,
Really the path I should take.
Hunting me down,
Evil dreams,
Lurking in the shadows,full of pain.
Don't understand,
I'm tired of mind games,
But in the mirror, it's all the same.
Blink of an eye,
Might actually have to say goodbye,
But I hear the voice of my guardian angel,
Calling my name.
Not my last fight,
Not my last hope,
Not my last wish,
Not my last breath...
For now, my heart is mending,
but I'm still alive.
This is about the confrontation with James at the end of the book.
I hope you like it. Rate and review. I'm having doubts...
When we first met
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then you took me
To your special hideaway
So you could show me what you're like
In the light of day
My heart was racing
I was falling for you
My only question was
Do you feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then you took me
To your special hideaway
So you could show me what you're like
In the light of day
My heart was racing
I was falling for you
My only question was
Do you feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3