have a lot of time on my hands. so i hope to do a chapter once a day :P
this is too Moolah , for you kind words!
Bella's POV.
"Bella, look at me, you know all the words, you have got it perfected, all be fine, they just kids" Phil said.
After Phil baseball career went down the drown he soon took the offer to be my manger and to a good surprise he was a good one.
Just kids, they were Seniors. I was one not so long ago. And i diddnt really enjoy it.
My heart beating rapidly.
I still dont why im still doing this, i still hadnt caught edward's attention.
Damm i dont even dance with the songs, why am i even in this buisness. If people even saw me dance I'd became an instand "1 hit wonder"
I had been a barbie doll back in the girls locker rooms, which had been made "out of bounds around " for me, . i was down dressed in a slick black dress, with a silver patch work, and a see-through patch near my boob , i arguement for a new dress, and i lost.
And thank goodness i won the arguement on shoes. My costume desgigner Debbie was expecting to surviving in "pumps" ha ha , ha i dont think so.
I may of hated the dress, but i would disagree that made me look prettier then my hardest efforts.
Taking one last pant, and then at last deciding that this is going to be my last show. if i can convince Phil. (propberly another aguement i will lose)
Opening the doors the the gym, too afriad to look at the crowd just yet.
It was huge, way bigger then i even expected. way larger then forks.
An Instant pain crushed throught my heart, burning, another blow, the hole in my chest.
Principal finch come to my side, clunched my arm to sturdy me.
Putting on a happy face trying to fool of me being apparently fine. But as i once told by "him" that i was open book. BUt also i was also hard to read. Which one was i today?
"Hi bella, how are you?"
"Im good thanks,so where will be " i said while now looking fully around the room. The cheers and whistles now coming noticeable. I have to now.
i turned to face them and waved. They stunned me, there were soo many.
ohh great. oh a second i felt like running out of here, screaming and yailing.
"oh yeah right, in the middle here. "
oh great , in the middle. where almost anyone can see me. Even thought that was the whole point of me eing here, but but.
The edges of my chest still sizzling.
Ok. Jarred, Josh and Maddy were waiting to come out, they are my band members.
Jarred on Drums, Josh on key baord/piano, and Maddy guitar.
i flicked my finger to the back of the room, where they awaited my signal, they emerged, making the corwd gorw louder.
I was glad because the crowd was now louder then the sound of my fast beating heart.
i still dont beleive it when people say that you et used to it. Nope, i will never got over this.
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"ok, what song do you want" i spoke into the microphone. The spot light now on me. Only to increase my freaking out.
"HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!" haha i never get tired of that song. It was my new song,well i could really say that it was my song, i had to pay Avril to make it for me, because my lack of rhytem and music. Sometimes i think how did i even get on the first stage if i was that hopeless.
And i think Avril beleived the same.
Straighten in adn twisted to the maddy and Jarred, nodding , for understanding.
"ok, here we go"
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."
This was for"him " in everyway.
As soon as i d finshed, the corwd appalanced. thank goodness.
"ALICE,JASPER AND EDWARD CULLEN!, GET BACK HERE, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING!?"
this is too Moolah , for you kind words!
Bella's POV.
"Bella, look at me, you know all the words, you have got it perfected, all be fine, they just kids" Phil said.
After Phil baseball career went down the drown he soon took the offer to be my manger and to a good surprise he was a good one.
Just kids, they were Seniors. I was one not so long ago. And i diddnt really enjoy it.
My heart beating rapidly.
I still dont why im still doing this, i still hadnt caught edward's attention.
Damm i dont even dance with the songs, why am i even in this buisness. If people even saw me dance I'd became an instand "1 hit wonder"
I had been a barbie doll back in the girls locker rooms, which had been made "out of bounds around " for me, . i was down dressed in a slick black dress, with a silver patch work, and a see-through patch near my boob , i arguement for a new dress, and i lost.
And thank goodness i won the arguement on shoes. My costume desgigner Debbie was expecting to surviving in "pumps" ha ha , ha i dont think so.
I may of hated the dress, but i would disagree that made me look prettier then my hardest efforts.
Taking one last pant, and then at last deciding that this is going to be my last show. if i can convince Phil. (propberly another aguement i will lose)
Opening the doors the the gym, too afriad to look at the crowd just yet.
It was huge, way bigger then i even expected. way larger then forks.
An Instant pain crushed throught my heart, burning, another blow, the hole in my chest.
Principal finch come to my side, clunched my arm to sturdy me.
Putting on a happy face trying to fool of me being apparently fine. But as i once told by "him" that i was open book. BUt also i was also hard to read. Which one was i today?
"Hi bella, how are you?"
"Im good thanks,so where will be " i said while now looking fully around the room. The cheers and whistles now coming noticeable. I have to now.
i turned to face them and waved. They stunned me, there were soo many.
ohh great. oh a second i felt like running out of here, screaming and yailing.
"oh yeah right, in the middle here. "
oh great , in the middle. where almost anyone can see me. Even thought that was the whole point of me eing here, but but.
The edges of my chest still sizzling.
Ok. Jarred, Josh and Maddy were waiting to come out, they are my band members.
Jarred on Drums, Josh on key baord/piano, and Maddy guitar.
i flicked my finger to the back of the room, where they awaited my signal, they emerged, making the corwd gorw louder.
I was glad because the crowd was now louder then the sound of my fast beating heart.
i still dont beleive it when people say that you et used to it. Nope, i will never got over this.
-------------------------------------------------
"ok, what song do you want" i spoke into the microphone. The spot light now on me. Only to increase my freaking out.
"HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!" haha i never get tired of that song. It was my new song,well i could really say that it was my song, i had to pay Avril to make it for me, because my lack of rhytem and music. Sometimes i think how did i even get on the first stage if i was that hopeless.
And i think Avril beleived the same.
Straighten in adn twisted to the maddy and Jarred, nodding , for understanding.
"ok, here we go"
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."
This was for"him " in everyway.
As soon as i d finshed, the corwd appalanced. thank goodness.
"ALICE,JASPER AND EDWARD CULLEN!, GET BACK HERE, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING!?"
"close you're eyes nes...Renesmee were nealy there."
"i cant wait to see what you and moma got me".
we didn't get you something asuch.
here we are you can open you're eyes now renesmee, i had lead everyone over the yard to the clearing
there infrunt of us was a ginourmas tree house one me emmett and jasper could make i wanted it bigger because renesmee was still growing fast even thow she looked like a teenager.
Renesmee interupted my thouts by leaping of my shoulders and streat into the tree house.
"I think she likes it than" bella laughed
"I love it renesmee carected frim the tree, everyone burst out in laughter.
Team Edward versus Team Jacob - Twilight fans will surely become one of the two largest Clan , whether it vampire clan or werewolft clan . When the official Press New Moon on the question of who would win if a war between Team Edward and Team Jacob. Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner have a different opinion about this. wether it will be add to scene in film?
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it still fresh and come on this is hot topic if u are truly twilight fans
It Snippet Opini from Robert And Taylor
Robert Pattinson laughed when he said who would win between his character Edward Cullen and the character of Cullen Taylor Lautner Jacob Black.
art video I wouldn’t do something unless I had a weapon. "
Meanwhile, Taylor responded with more analysis. "Oh man. I do not know between me and Rob. He often exercises boxing when he was off duty. This will probably be the fight interesting. we've already discussed this when filming,
Cek This Out in www.free-writing.com
it still fresh and come on this is hot topic if u are truly twilight fans
It Snippet Opini from Robert And Taylor
Robert Pattinson laughed when he said who would win between his character Edward Cullen and the character of Cullen Taylor Lautner Jacob Black.
art video I wouldn’t do something unless I had a weapon. "
Meanwhile, Taylor responded with more analysis. "Oh man. I do not know between me and Rob. He often exercises boxing when he was off duty. This will probably be the fight interesting. we've already discussed this when filming,
1. Metric – “Eclipse (All Yours)”
2. Muse – “Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever)”
3. The Bravery – “Ours”
4. Florence + The Machine – “Heavy In Your Arms”
5. Sia – “My Love”
6. Fanfarlo – “Atlas”
7. The Black Keys – “Chop And Change”
8. The Dead Weather – “Rolling In On A Burning Tire”
9. Beck and Bat For Lashes – “Let’s Get Lost”
10. Vampire Weekend – “Jonathan Low”
11. UNKLE – “With You In My Head (featuring The Black Angels)”
12. Eastern Conference Champions – “A Million Miles An Hour”
13. Band Of Horses – “Life On Earth”
14. Cee-Lo Green – “What Part Of Forever”
15. Howard Shore – “Jacob’s Theme”
i couldn't let myself even think for a second that i could ease Rosalies Pain.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
10 Ways to Annoy Rosalie Hale:
10. Tell her that, because everyone thinks she and Jasper are twins, they should get together. When she asks why, say that Incest is in at the moment.
9. Call her “Ice Queen” behind her back and to her face.
8. Whenever she argues anything, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
7. Claim that being a human ain’t so great.
6. When she argues the above claim, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
5. Try to exorcise her and her evil ways.
4. Tell everyone that Edward didn’t go to Italy because Rosalie said Bella was dead – he went to Italy because he envisioned Rosalie’s ugly face.
3. Call her “Hoe-salie” at least once, to her face.
2. Remind her that Edward chose a pathetic human girl over her.
And the Number One way to annoy Rosalie Hale?
1. Steal her silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Roxanne” by The Police. When she asks why the hell you did it, say that she reminds you of Roxanne.
10. Tell her that, because everyone thinks she and Jasper are twins, they should get together. When she asks why, say that Incest is in at the moment.
9. Call her “Ice Queen” behind her back and to her face.
8. Whenever she argues anything, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
7. Claim that being a human ain’t so great.
6. When she argues the above claim, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
5. Try to exorcise her and her evil ways.
4. Tell everyone that Edward didn’t go to Italy because Rosalie said Bella was dead – he went to Italy because he envisioned Rosalie’s ugly face.
3. Call her “Hoe-salie” at least once, to her face.
2. Remind her that Edward chose a pathetic human girl over her.
And the Number One way to annoy Rosalie Hale?
1. Steal her silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Roxanne” by The Police. When she asks why the hell you did it, say that she reminds you of Roxanne.