have a lot of time on my hands. so i hope to do a chapter once a day :P
this is too Moolah , for you kind words!
Bella's POV.
"Bella, look at me, you know all the words, you have got it perfected, all be fine, they just kids" Phil said.
After Phil baseball career went down the drown he soon took the offer to be my manger and to a good surprise he was a good one.
Just kids, they were Seniors. I was one not so long ago. And i diddnt really enjoy it.
My heart beating rapidly.
I still dont why im still doing this, i still hadnt caught edward's attention.
Damm i dont even dance with the songs, why am i even in this buisness. If people even saw me dance I'd became an instand "1 hit wonder"
I had been a barbie doll back in the girls locker rooms, which had been made "out of bounds around " for me, . i was down dressed in a slick black dress, with a silver patch work, and a see-through patch near my boob , i arguement for a new dress, and i lost.
And thank goodness i won the arguement on shoes. My costume desgigner Debbie was expecting to surviving in "pumps" ha ha , ha i dont think so.
I may of hated the dress, but i would disagree that made me look prettier then my hardest efforts.
Taking one last pant, and then at last deciding that this is going to be my last show. if i can convince Phil. (propberly another aguement i will lose)
Opening the doors the the gym, too afriad to look at the crowd just yet.
It was huge, way bigger then i even expected. way larger then forks.
An Instant pain crushed throught my heart, burning, another blow, the hole in my chest.
Principal finch come to my side, clunched my arm to sturdy me.
Putting on a happy face trying to fool of me being apparently fine. But as i once told by "him" that i was open book. BUt also i was also hard to read. Which one was i today?
"Hi bella, how are you?"
"Im good thanks,so where will be " i said while now looking fully around the room. The cheers and whistles now coming noticeable. I have to now.
i turned to face them and waved. They stunned me, there were soo many.
ohh great. oh a second i felt like running out of here, screaming and yailing.
"oh yeah right, in the middle here. "
oh great , in the middle. where almost anyone can see me. Even thought that was the whole point of me eing here, but but.
The edges of my chest still sizzling.
Ok. Jarred, Josh and Maddy were waiting to come out, they are my band members.
Jarred on Drums, Josh on key baord/piano, and Maddy guitar.
i flicked my finger to the back of the room, where they awaited my signal, they emerged, making the corwd gorw louder.
I was glad because the crowd was now louder then the sound of my fast beating heart.
i still dont beleive it when people say that you et used to it. Nope, i will never got over this.
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"ok, what song do you want" i spoke into the microphone. The spot light now on me. Only to increase my freaking out.
"HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!" haha i never get tired of that song. It was my new song,well i could really say that it was my song, i had to pay Avril to make it for me, because my lack of rhytem and music. Sometimes i think how did i even get on the first stage if i was that hopeless.
And i think Avril beleived the same.
Straighten in adn twisted to the maddy and Jarred, nodding , for understanding.
"ok, here we go"
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."
This was for"him " in everyway.
As soon as i d finshed, the corwd appalanced. thank goodness.
"ALICE,JASPER AND EDWARD CULLEN!, GET BACK HERE, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING!?"
this is too Moolah , for you kind words!
Bella's POV.
"Bella, look at me, you know all the words, you have got it perfected, all be fine, they just kids" Phil said.
After Phil baseball career went down the drown he soon took the offer to be my manger and to a good surprise he was a good one.
Just kids, they were Seniors. I was one not so long ago. And i diddnt really enjoy it.
My heart beating rapidly.
I still dont why im still doing this, i still hadnt caught edward's attention.
Damm i dont even dance with the songs, why am i even in this buisness. If people even saw me dance I'd became an instand "1 hit wonder"
I had been a barbie doll back in the girls locker rooms, which had been made "out of bounds around " for me, . i was down dressed in a slick black dress, with a silver patch work, and a see-through patch near my boob , i arguement for a new dress, and i lost.
And thank goodness i won the arguement on shoes. My costume desgigner Debbie was expecting to surviving in "pumps" ha ha , ha i dont think so.
I may of hated the dress, but i would disagree that made me look prettier then my hardest efforts.
Taking one last pant, and then at last deciding that this is going to be my last show. if i can convince Phil. (propberly another aguement i will lose)
Opening the doors the the gym, too afriad to look at the crowd just yet.
It was huge, way bigger then i even expected. way larger then forks.
An Instant pain crushed throught my heart, burning, another blow, the hole in my chest.
Principal finch come to my side, clunched my arm to sturdy me.
Putting on a happy face trying to fool of me being apparently fine. But as i once told by "him" that i was open book. BUt also i was also hard to read. Which one was i today?
"Hi bella, how are you?"
"Im good thanks,so where will be " i said while now looking fully around the room. The cheers and whistles now coming noticeable. I have to now.
i turned to face them and waved. They stunned me, there were soo many.
ohh great. oh a second i felt like running out of here, screaming and yailing.
"oh yeah right, in the middle here. "
oh great , in the middle. where almost anyone can see me. Even thought that was the whole point of me eing here, but but.
The edges of my chest still sizzling.
Ok. Jarred, Josh and Maddy were waiting to come out, they are my band members.
Jarred on Drums, Josh on key baord/piano, and Maddy guitar.
i flicked my finger to the back of the room, where they awaited my signal, they emerged, making the corwd gorw louder.
I was glad because the crowd was now louder then the sound of my fast beating heart.
i still dont beleive it when people say that you et used to it. Nope, i will never got over this.
-------------------------------------------------
"ok, what song do you want" i spoke into the microphone. The spot light now on me. Only to increase my freaking out.
"HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!" haha i never get tired of that song. It was my new song,well i could really say that it was my song, i had to pay Avril to make it for me, because my lack of rhytem and music. Sometimes i think how did i even get on the first stage if i was that hopeless.
And i think Avril beleived the same.
Straighten in adn twisted to the maddy and Jarred, nodding , for understanding.
"ok, here we go"
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."
This was for"him " in everyway.
As soon as i d finshed, the corwd appalanced. thank goodness.
"ALICE,JASPER AND EDWARD CULLEN!, GET BACK HERE, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING!?"
I got into the house.I knew that it was worse than james I held my Drink.
Edward We need to be prepared.I could train with Jasper he wasin the army before he was turned. He could train us both me and Buffy .I held my cross bow "Hmm"I oiled it .
I saw that my tojo blades were getting rusty
I decided to Grab all my slaying stuff.
More avanced Sliver stakes but doesn't work as well as holy water and fire filled Cross.
I ran down to the basement.I felt pain from another.It was Jazz.He was reading "gone With The Wind".
Oh god why "jazz please stop i can feel your hurt."
huh?
It's one of my abilities now stop felling sorry for your self and help us didn't you hear from edward theres a new evil in town!
Edward We need to be prepared.I could train with Jasper he wasin the army before he was turned. He could train us both me and Buffy .I held my cross bow "Hmm"I oiled it .
I saw that my tojo blades were getting rusty
I decided to Grab all my slaying stuff.
More avanced Sliver stakes but doesn't work as well as holy water and fire filled Cross.
I ran down to the basement.I felt pain from another.It was Jazz.He was reading "gone With The Wind".
Oh god why "jazz please stop i can feel your hurt."
huh?
It's one of my abilities now stop felling sorry for your self and help us didn't you hear from edward theres a new evil in town!
Okay, this might be a big-old pointless rant, but i absolutely hate when people BASH on other character (i'm not saying any names) and i'm not just talking about Jacob-hating. If you want to bash on Jacob or any other character for that matter go the Jacob-Hating Spot, and if their isn't one, create one then!!!! I don't mind people sharing well-though out and intelligent opinions, it's just that i'm absolutley sick of all this hating on Jacob and Jacob lovers! I hate completely and utter idiocy comments done on this spot for Twilight lovers IN GENERAL like "Jacob f*** sucks!" and we've all seen it and heard of it, and i doubt this article will make any difference but i needed to get it out of my system. You don't see me going aroung saying things like "Edward sucks, and Bella will ALWAYS belong to Jacob." because it would seriously piss of ALOT of people. My thoughts. That's all. Don't care if someone comments on this just to somehow piss me off.
(End of pointless-rant)
(End of pointless-rant)
The 22-year-old British actor and his blockbuster film, Twilight, are taking center stage in the issue. The movie made over $70 million at the box office opening weekend - a record for director Catherine Hardwicke, who is now the only female director in history to have a film gross that high.
As Kristen Stewart and Robert take a mini-break for the Thanksgiving holiday, Robert is showing a bit of the rebel in him. He shared, “‘I cannot wait to cut my hair. It’s so annoying! I was at a photo shoot the other day, and people were saying, ‘They say we can’t touch your hair. You have trademarked hair!’ No, I don’t.”
Be sure to pick up your own copy of EW this weekend!
Kristen, 18, recently sat down with MSNBC and dished about the book series that has everyone talking. “(I) lived with the first book. For like three months or however long that was, and I haven’t been able to move on.”
She says of co-star and on-screen love Robert Pattinson who plays Edward Cullen, “He was so different from everybody else that came in (to audition). He’s very responsive, he sees and he listens. And that’s very important, that you’re not acting in a scene by yourself.”