noah's pov
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever love leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a month with my love with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last month with her
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jake's pov
my heart froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a month everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
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nessie's pov
i spend every second with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same bed noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last day
the last night
"don't go noah please" i said
"its going to be ok you are going to be ok" noah said while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me by the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the couch i went slowly to the bed but then i went for the couch
"Nessie please i told you many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i said and kiss him
he hadn't kiss me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he kiss me to the bed
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to kiss him and the fire was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i kiss his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for you " noah said in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any second i spend with you ok "i said serouly
he smile an kiss me fiercly again
i kiss him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice said with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the bed and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he kiss my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i love you " he said
"i love you too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah said pleading
i touch his cheek
i show him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and kiss me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever love leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a month with my love with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last month with her
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jake's pov
my heart froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a month everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
****
nessie's pov
i spend every second with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same bed noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last day
the last night
"don't go noah please" i said
"its going to be ok you are going to be ok" noah said while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me by the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the couch i went slowly to the bed but then i went for the couch
"Nessie please i told you many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i said and kiss him
he hadn't kiss me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he kiss me to the bed
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to kiss him and the fire was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i kiss his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for you " noah said in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any second i spend with you ok "i said serouly
he smile an kiss me fiercly again
i kiss him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice said with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the bed and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he kiss my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i love you " he said
"i love you too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah said pleading
i touch his cheek
i show him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and kiss me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
EDward took off his shirt.His abs were hawt.I then went under the covers.I then felt his cool skin agaisnt mine.
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry love you will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up you know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My heart beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my heart was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry love you will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up you know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My heart beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my heart was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward or jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
Here are some places where you can download some of the songs for the Twilight soundtrack:
Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
link
Paramore- Decode
link
Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest
link
Collective Soul- Tremble for my beloved
link
There's only a few, but they're free, and I don't know about everyone else but I really can't wait for the Twilight soundtrack to come out!
If you know any more places please add them below so other people can get them:)
Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
link
Paramore- Decode
link
Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest
link
Collective Soul- Tremble for my beloved
link
There's only a few, but they're free, and I don't know about everyone else but I really can't wait for the Twilight soundtrack to come out!
If you know any more places please add them below so other people can get them:)