Dear Michael, our dearest Michael, I'm sorry for the way I am. I'm sorry for being so negative. I don't try to be this was, to be frank. I'm doing this because I mean it. I really mean it. I hope you're not disappointed or displeased of me. Believe me, I really don't try to be mean. It's either because of my Asperger syndrome I have (which I consider an illness even though it's not) or that the devil is trying to take over my me. But deep in my soul and heart I'm NOT evil or cold hearted and I don't want anybody especially you thinking that I am cause that's not right. It's just that the fact that you're gone is making so tense ever sense. I'm just in pain right now. Depression and loneliness and emptiness and nothingness inside me and I got nobody to help me out. Michael, I know you're not going to like what I'm about to say and that goes to whomever is reading this too. I am much much more than sorry about the day I tried to cu... Well,you know what. I did it for two reasons: 1. I felt like I needed it. I needed something to express how I feel. 2. I wanted to take the pain for whomever is suffering in this world. But no worries. Even though I'm still so lonely and so sad, I'm not an emo anymore. What I did to myself is what emos do to themselves and it's completely wrong ( and painful. Literally).You taught us a lot, Michael. What love and kindness is all about, how to smile even though I'm sad, I can go on 24/7. I feel like I took all what you taught for granted. I even feel like I sinned. If I did I really didn't mean to. I wish there was some way I can make it up to you. But what? I'm thinking about joining the ASPCA thing but I don't know how like you do. You see, I love planet earth too. Just like you do. I want to help but I need help myself but who would be willing to help me? I feel useless. You are the most popular, successful, and nicest and wonderful man that ever set foot on the planet and me...I'm just a sketch artist, a pianist and a beginners contortionist. Michael, even though this world is a mess, you still didn't give up on it. You had whatever it took to make the world a better place. And you nkow what, I say you did make it a better place but without you now, what do we do? See what I mean? The fact that you're not here anymore is beating me and beating me so hard and I can't fight back....like I said before: even though this world is a mess, you still had the courage to change that and make us happy and I have faith in you for that along with Christ. Thank you, Michael. And once again, I'm so so very sorry. Please forgive me!!!!! :'(
August 29 came the birth of a boy
He would later fill the world with joy
The year was 1958
This boy was going to be something great
the years went by he learnt to sing and dance
Anyone who saw him was put in a trance
"He is fantastic" they would say real keen
Never such talent had been seen
As he grew older he became more beautiful
And everything he did was simply delightful
The man I speak of
The man I love
Was sent to us from up above
Michael Jackson is his name
Never will anyone have such fame
you are my angel I will love you FOREVER
My heart will leave you Michael NEVER×××××
He would later fill the world with joy
The year was 1958
This boy was going to be something great
the years went by he learnt to sing and dance
Anyone who saw him was put in a trance
"He is fantastic" they would say real keen
Never such talent had been seen
As he grew older he became more beautiful
And everything he did was simply delightful
The man I speak of
The man I love
Was sent to us from up above
Michael Jackson is his name
Never will anyone have such fame
you are my angel I will love you FOREVER
My heart will leave you Michael NEVER×××××
The home where Michael Jackson lived during his stint in Vegas is opening it's doors to fans for the FIRST TIME EVER tomorrow to commemorate the anniversary of MJ's death ... TMZ has learned.
A rep for the home tells us ... "the Estate will be opened to the public, for the first time, for only four hours for those who wish to pay their respects and to mourn his loss on this, the Second Anniversary of [MJ's] passing, June 25, 2011."
The rep explains, "We will strive to give you a glimpse into his private life and home; to allow you to walk where he walked, to see what he saw, to breathe the same air that he breathed and…to be inspired."
We're told "strict security measures" will be in effect -- and water will be provided ... because it can get pretty hot in the desert. .
The rep adds, "Your messages of love, prayers, gifts and flowers will be lovingly preserved in situs until Sunday."
A rep for the home tells us ... "the Estate will be opened to the public, for the first time, for only four hours for those who wish to pay their respects and to mourn his loss on this, the Second Anniversary of [MJ's] passing, June 25, 2011."
The rep explains, "We will strive to give you a glimpse into his private life and home; to allow you to walk where he walked, to see what he saw, to breathe the same air that he breathed and…to be inspired."
We're told "strict security measures" will be in effect -- and water will be provided ... because it can get pretty hot in the desert. .
The rep adds, "Your messages of love, prayers, gifts and flowers will be lovingly preserved in situs until Sunday."
We must give a helping hand
Whatever happen to our heroes
They must get another chance
(We can do it again)
We drove close, closer and closer
And even though we’re almost there
You are all I need in my life
You are all I dream here at night
Close your eyes imagine I’m taking you away
Tonight
Come together all the people (we can do it now)
Here’s your chance to make it right (go, take a chance)
And even though we’re gettin’ close
We’re not there just yet
And even though we’re almost there
You are all I need in my life
You are all I dream here at night
Close your eyes imagine I’m taking you away
Then one more time close your eyes
I’m always here to stay
(oh)
Tonight
(I’m always here)
(Oh I)
(I’m always here)
We can do it again
(I’m always here)
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
The next morning Isabella said " babby wake up baby wake up" michael wasnt waking up Hannah said " daddy wake up" Michael still didnt wake up then Isabella call bobby and she said " bobby u have to come over now!!!!!!" bobby said " ok" so then 5 mins later bobby walk in then Isabella said " bobby Michael aint waking up" bobby rush to michael and then michael roll over off the bed and michael said " what happen??" Isabella said " u wasnt waking up" Michael said " baby chili out iam fine dnt worry about me" Isabella said " i was worry baby : michael said " its ok" then kiss and Hannah said " daddy u ok" Michael said " yes Hannah ur dad is ok" then the rest of the they chilli out for the rest of the day the went to sleep. To be contuine
There is no need to
Don't say Goodbye to me
Cuz I'm Always with you
Don't say Goodbye to me
Don't shead a Tear
Because I'm still..here
All I camed to do
please save a prayer
Scream out ''Victory''
Cuz Love is still there
Smile at the memories yeah
All through the years
Because I'm still..here
Take all your pain off
Keep it inside
When you feel Lonely
I'm right by your side
and when the storm comes yeah
Have no fear
Because I'm still..here
So put your head up
Pray and be strong
Just remember
that You are not alone
I'm smiling down
All you my dears
You know your daddy's...
still...here...
after chatting, they have dinner and talk about how things after she moved to LA, after that, they have a super soaker fight.
and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,
suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:
" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.
hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.
dr.maria"
michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.
and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,
suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:
" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.
hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.
dr.maria"
michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.