june 25th 2009 i was 18 years old and i was in new york enjoy summer break i was at my grandma's house i was watching tv with her in her living room as the news came on flashing headlines said that michael wasnt feeling good he was in the hospital my mind started to scramble i started to think is he ok why is he sick how did he get sick and how did it happend as my mind start to race by the time i got an answer it was too late he was gone my heart dropped to my stomach right after i heard the terrible news
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i wondered how could this have happend to such a terrific person like michael as i was asking questions they soon turned into answers by the media they started to say that he had an cardiac arrest at first i didnt know what that was at the time cause i didnt know medical terms at that age
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i asked my grandma what is a cardiac arrest she told me that its a heart attack and i wondered could be recover from them at first she hesitated to answer cause it was such a good question to know about life she told me sometimes they can sometimes they cant it depends on how there health is
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i started to feel sad about it even though i've been a fan of michael for such a short time still i felt so bad for his children they lost there bestfriend not only there bestfriend there father somebody that they looked up too
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when i watched the memorial my heart went out for his family as i sat and watched it my heart sank cause i felt soo bad for his children especially little blanket he didnt know what was going on prince and paris ahd to explain to him what was going on about michael even though it is a hard thing to do as i heard paris speech about how she felt about michael my heart melted as she said those words about michael poor paris till this day i remember what she said it still warms my heart
God bless you michael
first
i wondered how could this have happend to such a terrific person like michael as i was asking questions they soon turned into answers by the media they started to say that he had an cardiac arrest at first i didnt know what that was at the time cause i didnt know medical terms at that age
second
i asked my grandma what is a cardiac arrest she told me that its a heart attack and i wondered could be recover from them at first she hesitated to answer cause it was such a good question to know about life she told me sometimes they can sometimes they cant it depends on how there health is
third
i started to feel sad about it even though i've been a fan of michael for such a short time still i felt so bad for his children they lost there bestfriend not only there bestfriend there father somebody that they looked up too
last
when i watched the memorial my heart went out for his family as i sat and watched it my heart sank cause i felt soo bad for his children especially little blanket he didnt know what was going on prince and paris ahd to explain to him what was going on about michael even though it is a hard thing to do as i heard paris speech about how she felt about michael my heart melted as she said those words about michael poor paris till this day i remember what she said it still warms my heart
God bless you michael
As TMZ first reported, Jackson's declaration following the Arizona spa ordeal -- which came as part of her bid to obtain co-guardianship over Prince, Paris, and Blanket -- seemed to suggest she was tricked into going and had no idea MJ's kids were worried about her. As part of the declaration, Jackson said, "At the time, I trusted the people I was with to be honest with me."
But Katherine's attorney, Perry Sanders, tells TMZ she has "absolutely" no plans to press charges over the incident, telling us, "This chapter of chaos is closed and we are supportive of family unity in spite of recent events and arguably poor decisions."
some examples:
Why the finger tapes??
Michael Beardon (Musical Director of This Is It) has to answer:
"I asked him one day" MJ why you have this tape in your hands? "I always wanted to know, and I could ask him personally afterwards. If you can ask someone like Michael need something, what would you ask him?
And so great was Michael, he has replied to me.
"You want to really know you?" The tape around his fingers, he said, well, that feels good. And you see it, the white tape, your eyes follow him automatically. This is one of the show-biz things he learned when he was a child.