june 25th 2009 i was 18 years old and i was in new york enjoy summer break i was at my grandma's house i was watching tv with her in her living room as the news came on flashing headlines said that michael wasnt feeling good he was in the hospital my mind started to scramble i started to think is he ok why is he sick how did he get sick and how did it happend as my mind start to race by the time i got an answer it was too late he was gone my heart dropped to my stomach right after i heard the terrible news

first
i wondered how could this have happend to such a terrific person like michael as i was asking questions they soon turned into answers by the media they started to say that he had an cardiac arrest at first i didnt know what that was at the time cause i didnt know medical terms at that age

second
i asked my grandma what is a cardiac arrest she told me that its a heart attack and i wondered could be recover from them at first she hesitated to answer cause it was such a good question to know about life she told me sometimes they can sometimes they cant it depends on how there health is

third
i started to feel sad about it even though i've been a fan of michael for such a short time still i felt so bad for his children they lost there bestfriend not only there bestfriend there father somebody that they looked up too

last
when i watched the memorial my heart went out for his family as i sat and watched it my heart sank cause i felt soo bad for his children especially little blanket he didnt know what was going on prince and paris ahd to explain to him what was going on about michael even though it is a hard thing to do as i heard paris speech about how she felt about michael my heart melted as she said those words about michael poor paris till this day i remember what she said it still warms my heart

God bless you michael