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After about a few hours, Rebecca woke up and stretched. She was still wondering how she was gonna tell Michael that he's gonna be a father. Before, she was dozing off, but now...she can't afford to doze off. Especially since she's pregnant, she can't. Rebecca looked at her watch and saw that it was around 9pm. She couldn't believe she slept that long. Well, she needed it. She barely slept last night because she kept waking up every hour. Isis came out of the bedroom and saw that Rebecca was awake. "Well, evening Rebecca. How was your nap?" She asked sarcastically. Rebecca shot a glare at her mother and shook it off. "It was alright. I needed it anyway. With the fact that I woke up almost every hour last night, it was good." Rebecca replied. She sat down next to Rebecca. "You know, you can't hide being pregnant for long from Michael. He's gonna find out sooner or later." "I know, mother...but how am I to tell him? I can't just call him up and say 'Hey Michael, guess what? You're gonna be a father.' I can't just do that. I'm afraid if I tell him, he'll never want to see me again." Isis sighed and shook her head. "It's better then not telling him. You're gonna have to tell him sometime, Rebecca. It is his child after all." "I know it is, mother...it's just...I don't know how to tell him." Isis put her hand on Rebecca's shoulder and she turned to her, her eyes watering a bit. Isis hugged her and she hugged back. "Tell him when you're ready to tell him. I'm just saying that you shouldn't hold off on telling him. Like I said before, he'll find out sooner or later." Rebecca looked at her mother and nodded. Soon enough, her phone went off. She picked up her phone and saw that she had gotten a tweet from Michael. Her mother noticed the tweet, too, and looked at her. She looked back at her mother. "I'll tell him...but not right now." Her mother nodded and soon left to head to the bedroom. Rebecca read the tweet. It said: "Hey, we just landed in Africa. I love you and I hope everything is alright." She smiled and tweeted back: "Glad you got there safely. I love you more, Michael. Everything is alright here. Where you headed next after Africa?" After about 3 minutes, Michael tweeted back: "We're heading to Washington state next. We're going to a different state between countries. Will I see you there?" She tweeted back to him: "I'm hoping so. I hope my mother will take me up there." He tweeted back to her: "Alright. Well, I hope to see you there. I gotta get back to rehearsals. Love you." She finally tweeted back: "Love you, too. Have fun." After that tweet, she got ready for bed and wondered how he'd react to being a father. 'I hope he'll be happy...' She thought. She started listening to the Invincible album again. 'And now this labyrinth of love has gotten difficult to get through...with a child on the way, that is.' She soon fell asleep, the Invincible album playing to keep her asleep.
With Michael and Chris
Michael just got off twitter and went back into rehearsals. He was glad that everything was alright with Rebecca. He saw a tweet from her that really touched him. It said: "I'm missing Michael so much. I hope he's alright." He kept the tweet in his mind and they continued with rehearsals before their show. They rehearsed every song they were putting into the show and perfected them in every way, shape and form. Smooth Criminal was perfected, The Way You Make Me Feel was perfected, all the songs were perfected. There wasn't one person out of step for each song. Not even Chris messed up! Later that day, the show was about to begin. It was hectic because of all the fans out there and how they wanted Michael's autograph and they wanted to take a picture with him and such. 'Oh God...I hope they don't kill us.' He thought, getting ready for the show. He knew how violent the fans could get from his Jackson 5 days. He took out a picture and saw that it was from Rebecca. She left a little note on it and he read it out loud to himself. "Here's something I thought you'd like. I'm giving you one of my drawings of you that I drew a while back. For every moment, I draw a new picture. This is a collage of you from the Jackson 5 days all the way up to Invincible. You are Invincible, Michael. No one can break you, because you are also Unbreakable. I love you with all my heart. With love, Rebecca." He read. He felt a tear fall down his cheek and he quickly wiped it away and put the picture down and headed onto the stage, where it was dark, and got in his starting position. The music started and he was soon dancing to Billie Jean. The show went on and on and everyone was cheering and clapping and such. After the show ended, he and Chris walked off the stage and went into the dressing room. "God, that was the best crowd we've ever had! I hope Washington is better, though." Chris said. Michael chuckled at him. "I'm hoping so, too. Rebecca said she may be there to catch the concert." He responded. "Dude, she better be there! She loves you so much, Mike. You have to believe she'll be there." Michael nodded to Chris. "Yeah, I know." They got their things together and headed to their trailers and got ready for bed and soon went to sleep.
1 week later
Michael and Chris were on a plane, heading to Washington state and they were talking about what to do there. "It's been a while since I've been to Washington. I'd wanna do some sightseeing there. You know, to see what's changed and what hasn't." Michael said. "Yeah, I know. It has been a while, huh?" Chris asked. "Yeah, it has." During the whole flight, Michael and Chris were joking around and everything with each other. Michael had Rebecca on his mind the whole time and Chris occasionally teased him about it. He'd always fight back somehow. Once the plane landed in Washington and they got off the plane, Frank was waiting with the limo outside. Michael and Chris headed to the limo and were taken to a hotel not too far from where they were performing next. Once they got to the hotel, they checked in and headed up to their rooms. Luckily, Chris was right next door to Michael, so they can still chat when needed. Michael got on his laptop and got on twitter and tweeted to Rebecca: "Just got to the hotel in Washington. I hope to see you soon." 5 minutes later, he got a tweet back from her, saying: "Alright. My mother and I are in Oregon right now, so we'll be there in a few hours. Love you!" He smiled and tweeted back: "Love you more! See you when you get here." She tweeted back: "Alright." Michael signed out of twitter and started getting his things unpacked.
With Rebecca and Isis
They had just stopped for a restroom break. While Isis was in the restroom, Rebecca walked around the mall to see about getting something new. She was actually wearing the dress, fishnet shirt, gloves, black socks, and dress shoes that Michael had paid for back in California. She had recently, before leaving California with her mother, sewed a white stripe on her fishnet shirt's right sleeve carefully...and it actually worked. Soon, Isis caught up with her. "Where do you wanna go before we head to Washington?" She asked. Rebecca still looked around and saw Build-A-Bear. She turned to her mother. "I wanna make Michael something at Build-A-Bear." She said and they headed into Build-A-Bear. She looked around and saw a brown bear with white spots on him. She remembered Michael telling her that he had vitiligo and thought of him when she saw it. She picked it up and looked at it. "Just like Michael..." She muttered to herself. It would seem that the bear had vitiligo, too. That's why she instantly thought of Michael. She went to start stuffing it, put a heart in it which showed her love for him, and sewed it up. She went over to the cleaning station and brushed through the bear's fur to get extra fuzzies off of it. Then she walked around the store to find something that he'd like. She knows he likes Military style things, but at this time, they didn't have anything military. Although, she found something that shocked her. She found a Billie Jean outfit: the black sparkly jacket, the white shirt, the glove, the pants, the socks, the loafers, and the fedora. She grabbed it and then went to the computer to get its certificate made. She had named the bear...'Michael Jackson'. She put its date of birth and everything. After that, she went to the check out and the cashier looked at the certificate and looked at her. "A Michael Jackson fan, huh? Well, we never got an MJ fan in here before. Anyway, that will be $30." She said. Rebecca handed her the money and she put the bear and his clothes into the little box home and they headed out. Once Rebecca and Isis were back in the car and headed out, Rebecca took the bear out of the box and started dressing him up. Once she finished dressing him up, she smiled. 'Oh, I hope he loves this...and the surprise I have for him.' She thought. After a few hours, they were in Washington. Rebecca got on twitter and tweeted to Michael that she and her mother were in Washington. She got a tweet back from him 2 minutes later, saying: "Alright. Chris and I are at the Hilton Hotel." She tweeted back: "Alright. I'll see if we can get a hotel room there then. I have 2 surprises for you anyway." He tweeted back: "What surprises? Can I know? Haha." She shook her head at his childishness and responded: "You'd have to wait until after the show. I'll see you after the show, Michael." He soon replied back: "Oh alright. See you then." She got off twitter and they checked into the Hilton Hotel. They went into their room and little did Michael know, they were across the hall from him. (Me: I find it rather funny XD.) Once it was time, Rebecca and Isis headed out to the arena.
At the arena
Rebecca and Isis found their spots and waited for the show to start. Once the show started, Rebecca always watched what Michael was doing on stage. This was the first time she actually thought of dancing on stage with him...but because of her being pregnant, she didn't want to until the baby was born. Michael saw her in the audience and winked at her and smiled when they were doing Smooth Criminal. She smiled back at him and continued watching the show.
After the show
Rebecca and Isis went back to their room and Isis was actually hoping she'd get the room to herself tonight. They heard voices in the hallway and Rebecca knew it was Michael and Chris, talking about the show. She waited until Michael was in his room and Chris was in his so she could go over with the present. Once they were in their rooms, Rebecca grabbed the bear and hid it behind her back and went over to Michael's room. She knocked and waited. 'Oh I hope he likes these surprises for him.' She thought. Soon, Michael opened the door to see her. "Rebecca? You're across the hall from me?" He asked a bit shocked. She giggled. "Yeah. Can I come in?" She asked. Michael smiled and nodded and helped her inside. Michael saw a box behind her and questioned it. "What's that?" He asked. She smiled at him and turned to him and held it out to him. "I made this for you at Build-A-Bear. He reminded me of you." Michael took the box and sat on the bed and opened it and saw a bear wearing a fedora, the white glove, the black jacket, the socks, the pants, and the shoes. He took the bear out and looked at it. He noticed the white spots on him and they were in the same places he noticed the vitiligo show up on himself. He grabbed the certificate and read it. When he saw his name, he chuckled and smiled. He put the bear and certificate down and walked over to Rebecca and hugged her. "Thank you so much, Rebecca. I love you." She hugged back. "I love you, too, Michael." Once they released the hug, she looked to the side and Michael was curious. "What's the matter, babe?" She sighed and kept thinking to herself 'He's gonna find out sooner or later.' She looked at Michael. "Michael, you may need to sit down for this." Michael was a bit confused, but sat down on the bed. Rebecca was gathering up the courage to tell him. "Michael, can I ask you something?" "Sure. Anything." "Promise me that you'll give me you're most honest answer?" "I promise. What is it?" "Well...what would you say if I told you I was...expecting something?" Michael looked at her, a bit confused. "What are you trying to tell me, Rebecca?" "Michael...you're...you're gonna be a father." Michael's eyes went wide and his jaw dropped. "You're...pregnant?" Rebecca nodded. "3 weeks in to be exact...I had a test done because my mother was curious. Then I had another test done to make sure the pregnancy test was lying...and it wasn't. You're gonna be a father, Michael." Michael was still in shock. Michael got up and hugged her. He spun her around the room with a smile on his face while she was giggling. Chris soon came into the room and was confused big time. "What's going on here?" He asked. Michael stopped spinning Rebecca and looked at Chris with a smile. "I'm gonna be a father, Chris. Rebecca's pregnant." Michael had his arm around her shoulder, pulling her toward him. She put her hand on her stomach and smiled. "Whoa! No way! Congrats, man! How far are you, Rebecca?" "I'm 3 weeks in, Chris. Not too far." Chris smiled at them. "Well, I hope nothing goes wrong then. It would be a disaster if something happened." Then Chris left the room. Rebecca looked at Michael and smiled. Michael smiled back at her and gave her a kiss. He put his hand on top of her stomach. "I can't believe we are already starting a family." He said. "I know." She replied. She looked at the time and saw that it was almost midnight. "I should probably go back to the room now. It's almost..." She looked at Michael and she could tell he wanted her to be with him. "Then again, my mother wants the room to herself. I'll stay in here with you." Michael smiled and they got ready for bed. Although, Rebecca didn't bring her pajamas with her, so Michael gave her one of his shirts and his black slacks. She changed into it and then they got into bed. Rebecca cuddled up to Michael and he wrapped his arms around her. He was glad he was gonna be a father and he's proud that she's the mother of this child they were gonna have. She put her head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat and soon, they fell asleep.
posted by yoyojackson
pic says it all
pic says it all
I figured out Steven was gone for a week to help his grandma with lung cancer. So it'll be just be me, Michael, and Oliva. I ordered KFC, I cleanned the house, and I got Oliva in a nice dress.

At dinner
When i was done with the dishes, I turnned around and I saw Michael. "What an unexpected surprise." I said. "Unexpected surprise?" He said. "Yup." I said and lead him to the dinning room. "Tada." I said. He sat down like he was rich. (Wait, he's a singer so he is rich.)"KFC,mmmm, you read my mind." He said. Dinner was so silnet. But Michael broke the silnce.

"Oliva, how old are you?"
"I'm 4." She...
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Michael Jackson — Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin’ lyrics
[Chorus]
I Said You Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'
You Got To Be Startin' Somethin'
I Said You Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'
You Got To Be Startin' Somethin'
It's Too High To Get Over (Yeah, Yeah)
Too Low To Get Under (Yeah, Yeah)
You're Stuck In The Middle (Yeah, Yeah)
And The Pain Is Thunder (Yeah, Yeah)
It's Too High To Get Over (Yeah, Yeah)
Too Low To Get Under (Yeah, Yeah)
You're Stuck In The Middle (Yeah, Yeah)
And The Pain Is Thunder (Yeah, Yeah)

[1st Verse]
I Took My Baby To The Doctor
With A Fever, But Nothing He Found
By The Time This Hit The Street...
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posted by natasajackson
Told me that you're doin' wrong
Word out shockin' all alone
Cryin' wolf ain't like a man
Throwin' rocks to hide your hands

You ain't done enough for me
You ain't done enough for me
You are disgustin' me, yeah yeah
You're aiming just for me
You are disgustin' me
Just want your cut from me
But too bad, too bad

Look who just walked in the place
Dead and stuffy in the face
Look who's standing if you please
Though you tried to bring me to my knees

Too bad too bad about it
Why don't you scream and shout it
Too bad too bad about it
Why don't you just scream and shout it
Too bad too bad about it
Why don't you scream and...
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posted by natasajackson
She dances in the sheets at night
She dances to his needs
She dances ’til he feels just right
Until he falls asleep
She dances at the crack of dawn
And quickly cooks his food
She can’t be late, can’t take too long
The kids must get to school
[Chorus: (2x)]
She’s a slave to the rhythm
She’s a slave to the rhythm of
She’s a slave to the rhythm
She’s a slave to the rhythm of
The rhythm of love, the rhythm of love
She dances for the man at work
Who works her all the time
She dances so, and she says so
“I must be home tonight”
She dances to the kitchen stove
Dinner is served by nine
She says this food is the power
She must be out her mind…
She works so hard, just to make her way
For a man who just don’t appreciate
And don’t know it takes
And was all in vain

She danced the night
That they fell out
She swore she’d dance no more
But then she did, she did not quit
And she ran out the door
posted by theonlyking
"Little Susie"

Somebody killed little Susie
The girl with the tune
Who sings in the daytime at noon
She was there screaming
Beating her voice in her doom
But nobody came to her soon...

A fall down the stairs
Her dress torn
Oh the blood in her hair...
A mystery so sullen in air
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care,
Oh the blood in her hair...

Everyone came to see
The girl that now is dead
So blind stare the eyes in her head...
And suddenly a voice from the crowd said
This girl lived in vain
Her face bear such agony, such strain...

But only the man from next door
Knew Little Susie and...
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Planet Earth, my home, my place
A capricious anomaly in the sea of space
Planet Earth are you just
Floating by, a cloud of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spacship, a large asteroid
Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my swweetheart soft and blue
Do you care, have you a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.
In my veins I've felt the mystery
Of corridors of time, books of hisotry
Life...
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posted by luvauntrosienmj
Michael and hes family live after all Michael Joseph Jackson live son 44444444444444 ever in our hearts and forever be in heaven heeeheeehee






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posted by realwriter002
we rid another plane to los angles, we reached to our home, all i did was empting my stuff ,then i got tired ,but i couldn't sleep tightly ,i remebered his soft voice was like butterfly ,i missed his touch , i didn't even shake his hand i was shit stupid,I mean it was my chance ,then i decided to listen to radio there,suddenly the cut it off and the interviewer said "there's someone special ,we make this intewrview with It's who?" "Michael jackson" "oh god " I jumped up down a lot and a lot ," hello ,mike!" "hello" "how are you man?" "i'm fine and you ,how are you?" "ahem ,I'm fine thanks"...
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posted by luvauntrosienmj
The next day Michael said " Hannah sweetheart wake up" Hannah didnt wake up Michael said " Hannah wake up" Michael said " baby Isabella wake up" Isabella said " yes what happen?" Michael said " Hannah isn't waking up" Isabella said " baby take Hannah take her to hospital" Hannah said " daddy daddy" Michael OMG Hannah what happen?" Hannah said " i had a bad dream daddy" Michael said " what happen in the dream" Hannah said " Daddy i saw monsters trynna to get me" Michael said " it be ok Hannah me and Isabella are here ok you don't have to worry about ok Hannah" Hannah said " ok Daddy" so the rest of the day was fun family time together it was nice and sweet then Hannah was fast sleep and Michael said " so baby what do u want do tonight u want watch a movie" Isabella said " idk " Michael said " ok i am go sleep " Isabella said " alright baby " kiss goodnight . to be contuine
posted by realwriter002
Chapter1 Come home
in 2002
I was in journey with my parents to italy it was so fun and tired and we went home (united states)but I had been so excitied about two weaks ago to go to italy , but my parents had to work there ,but they loved travling like me ,then when we finished we rid the plane and i was so frightened as usual ,"mom ,i want to go to bathroom ,where is it?" I asked " at the end of passage " "thanks mom" i ran then suddenly i hit someone's arm " sorry" and i ran to bathroom ,i ended up my stuff ,and i was going back my hand bag fell down in front of the same person , he picked it...
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posted by flinn123jacko
after chatting, they have dinner and talk about how things after she moved to LA, after that, they have a super soaker fight.

and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,

suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:


" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.

hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.


dr.maria"


michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.
posted by flinn123jacko
one day, there's a girl name josephine, who just moved to LA with her aunt. after moving in, she goes to an acting school. the same school with michael jackson kids.

and at the first day at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes home to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the next day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.

she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a split of minute.

because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.

but the next day, is the worst day for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.

for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst day and the worst felling ever...
posted by luvauntrosienmj
The next day Michael wakes up and he said " Hannah wake up sweetheart wake up" Hannah turn and said " what?" Michael said " what do u want do today" Hannah said " daddy leave me alone i am going sleep"
Michael said " but sweetheart" Hannah yell said " DADDY LEAVE ME ALONE I WANT TO GO SLEEP PLZ" Michael was about to said something but he didnt so then Bobby call Michael bobby said " what u doing?" Michael said " i am chillin but i am bored lets go to clothes store" Bobby said " ok" so then 5 mins Bobby arrive at Michael house and he rang bell Michael open the door and Michael said " lets go"...
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posted by mrsmj2011
She tries to run away from him. But he pulls her back in. He mesmerizes and bewitches her with his eyes. She is putty in his hands and he knows it. He does not have to say anything to her. All he has to do is look at her and her knees get weak and she melts. She tries to fight her feelings for him, but she can't resist him. To see him smile again, she would fulfill his every desire. She feels like she is going crazy because she can't stop thinking about him. Every night he is the star of her dreams. She wants to be the lady in his life for all time. She knows now that she will never escape him because she has fallen in love with Michael Jackson.
Don't try to fight it. You know that you want me, girl
Don't try to fight it. You know that you want me, girl
posted by NikkiLovesMJ
John Landis It was amazing working with Michael at the time because it was at the height – it was like working with The Beatles at the height of Beatlemania or something, it was extraordinary being with him, because he was just ridiculously famous. It was like being with Jesus I used to say, because people used to see him and go into hysterics. Also, Michael’s friends – it was so nuts. It used to be like, ‘Michael, William [son of Walt] Disney’s on the phone,’ or Fred Astaire, who Michael had known very well since he was a kid. ‘Mike, Henry Kissinger’s on the phone’; ‘Mike,...
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How did you cast the real gang members?
It was Michael. He went out and he got ‘em through, I guess, the LAPD’s gang squad and he convinced them that, with enough police presence, this would be a smart and charitable thing to do; get them there to like each other and hang with each other for two days doing the video. I didn’t like the idea because it was hard enough to direct actors and dancers, let alone hoods.

So he tried to use the video to foster peace between them?
Michael was always about peace. He was always about some sort of peace offering. That was his idea and the cops did go...
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posted by numba1MJfan
Jen-whats going on
michael-they are done planning the new tour for BAD and i leave in 2 days
jen-but we just barley told each other we lov one another
michael-i no in oand im so sorry ill make it up to u i promise
jen-ok
michael-i got it how bout we spend thee next 24 hours together
jen- i love it
michael-great ill have someone pick ur things soon
jen-okay great
they wate so much cookie dough and cookies n cream ice cream ,nexican,japanese,and chinese food.
they wacthed scary movie 2 over and over again and all though jen knew wat was going to happen she would get scared anyways and hold on...
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posted by koolkat-1104
Michael my heart,

last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.

We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.

Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.

We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.

Love and miss you !! ♥
Ryan White, symbol of justice
Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?

Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays

I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light

Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?

I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife

While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises

Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety

I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy

In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow

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posted by koolkat-1104
People ask me how I make music. I tell them I
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my heart holds it all together. When
you join the flow, the music is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.