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Michael, thinking about Breanna
Michael, thinking about Breanna
On the way back to her place, Michael and Breanna were silent. As he focused on the road, he thought about the mess that he was in. He was annoyed with Q and Frank. He did not understand why they waited until dinner to tell him about the tour. If that had happened, he would have time to adjust to the news before it was sprung on Breanna. Michael had mixed feelings about the tour. On one hand, he was excited about it because it was his 1st world tour. On the other hand, he would be gone for 2 yrs. He wondered what would happen to his relationship with Breanna. If she found another guy and started dating him, it would literally kill Michael. He would not be able to handle it. But if he really loved her, he would want her to be happy, right? Why did love have to be so complicated? he thought. He sighed and glanced at Breanna, who was staring out of the window.

Two hours later, he turned into her driveway and cut the engine. He sighed again and turned to face her.

"Look, Breanna-", he began.

"Thanks for inviting me to dinner. I had a great time. Good night.", she said quickly and got of out the car before he could protest.

For the rest of the week, Michael tried to talk to Breanna, but she refused to talk to him, using her mother to make excuses for her. Finally, he decided to go to her house. He figured that she could not avoid him forever.

After rehearsal, Michael drove to her house. He parked the car across the street and drummed his fingers against the steering wheel impatiently as he waited for Breaanna. He was on leaving on Sunday and he wanted to know where they stood in their relationship. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity to him, a car turned in the driveway and she got out of the car. She began to walk towards her house and the car drove away. At that moment, he got out of his car. He blew out air as he walked towards her.

"Breanna?", he said.

When she heard his voice, she stopped walking. She closed her eyes. She had been dreading this moment and she wished that she could run away.

"Hey, Michael.", she said quietly.

"Breanna, what's up? What's going on? I have been calling you all week and you don't return my calls. Why have you been avoiding me?"

She did not answer him and she lowered her eyes to the ground.

"Did I do something wrong? Please just talk to me."

She sighed. "No, you didn't. I did because I got involved with you.", she said.

He gave her a puzzled look. "Breanna, don't even try it, ok? Because you knew that I was a celebrity before you decided to be with me. Now all of a sudden, you are trying to tell me that its too much for you to handle?"

She sighed again. "Look, Michael let's be real, okay? You are going on tour and you are going to be gone for 2 yrs. And to be perfectly honest, I don't really see how we can make this relationship work, so I think that we should end it.", she said abruptly.

"I don't believe this!", he exclaimed, running his fingers through his hair.

"I'm sorry, Michael, but this is the way that it has to be.", she said flatly.

She was breaking his heart and she knew it. She did not want to hurt him, but she had to protect herself. So if that meant that he would get hurt, it was a risk that she was willing to take. She did not see the point of them being together while he was on tour. He was a very attractive and sweet man and he could have any woman that he wanted. In time, he will get over me, but I will always love him., she told herself.

"Why are you doing this, Breanna?!"

"I already told you why I want to break up with you.", she said with a sigh. She tried to walk away, but he grabbed her.

"Come back here.", he commanded and she stared at him. His eyes were shining with unshed tears. She wanted to get away from him because she knew that she was going to break down and start crying at any minute. She had convinced herself that she could have a clean break from Michael without being affected by her decision. But now she realized that she was a fool for even thinking that she could do that. How could she just let him go without feeling anything? But she knew that she had to do it because she did not want to get hurt.

"Let me go.", she said coldly.

"No, not until we talk about this."

She glared at him. "We don't have anything to talk about! Now let me go!",she yelled, trying to snatch away from him.

"I said no, Breanna." With that,he pulled her closer to him. She could feel his warm sweet breath as it caressed her cheek. She wanted to wrap her arm around his neck and kiss him until they were both breathless.

"Do you really think that I'm going to let you get away from me? I love you and I thought that you understood that. I know that you are upset about the tour. But we can make our relationship work. I know that we can do it."

His words were torturing her and she could not take it anymore. She snatched away from his hold.

"How, Michael?!", she shouted. "By writing letters and talking on the phone every day?! I'm sorry, but that's not enough!"

"Well, I think that you are wrong.", he said,wrapping his arms around her waist. Don't you believe in love? Don't you believe in us?"

She turned around. He stared into her eyes. He caressed her face as he softly pressed his lips against hers. She sighed in his mouth and wrapped her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. His scent was everywhere, making her dizzy. As she continued to kiss him, the tears ran down her cheeks, mixing in with the kiss. The kiss which had started as sweet and gentle had changed to bittersweet. She broke the kiss and backed away from him.

"I'm sorry, Michael, but I can't do this anymore!", she cried.

"Breanna, please don't do this! I'm begging you to wait for me please!", he pleaded.

"I can't! Goodbye, Michael!", she cried and ran in the house. She ran past her startled mother and ran upstairs. When she got to her room, she slammed the door and slowly slid to the floor. She buried her face in her hands and sobbed.
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The tour was going great for Michael. He threw himself into his performances, trying to forget Breanna. At the end of every concert, he would instruct Bill and the rest of his security guards to pick a fan out of the audience to join him onstage. This always pleased the fans, who would always scream or faint after dancing with him. Of course the EMTS was used to this happening at a Michael Jackson concert.

Sometimes Michael would pick a girl out of the audience to serenade. As he sang to her, he would think about Breanna, pretending that he was singing to her. When he was finished, the girl would hug him or she would try to kiss him. He would smile politely and he would let her hug or kiss him, but she would refuse to let him go. Eventually, security would have be called and the fan would be carried off the stage, screaming hysterically.

Tatiana did not want any of the fans to have any physical interaction with Michael. But she knew that she could not do anything to stop them. So she kept her mouth shut. Besides my time is coming and he will be mine., she thought.

Meanwhile back in LA, Breanna was going to school at UCLA. She was majoring in Sports Management. She decided to do something to take her mind off of Michael, who continued to write her letters. In the letters, he told her about the tour. He also told her that he still loved her and he refused to give up on them. He wrote that when he came back to LA that he wanted to pick up where they left off. His letters always made her cry after she read them because she knew that it was impossible for them to be together.

One day, she was standing in the checkout line in Safeway when she saw a magazine that showed a picture of Michael and Tatiana on it. Unable to contain her curiosity, she picked up the magazine and opened it. She began to read the article. According to the article, Michael and Tatiana were having a steamy romance while they were on tour together. Breanna wanted to cry after she read the article. But what did she expect was going to happen after she had broke up with him? Did she really think that he was going to wait for her forever? So it only made sense that he had moved on with his life. Who knows? Maybe Tatiana makes him happy., she thought. But then she remembered all of the letters that he had wrote to her and she was confused. She did not know what to think.

As for Tatiana, she was pleased by all of the press coverage that she and Michael had received. It was almost time to put her plan into action and she continued to be his friend. As they rehearsed together, she had to force herself not to kiss him. But it was not easy because he was very irresistible and his lips were just begging to be kissed.

Frank, Quincy, Bill, Siedah Garrett, Karen, the backup dancers, and the stage crew did not like Tatiana because she acted like a diva. She also acted like she owned Michael and would speak for him. Frank did not trust her and he suspected that she wanted Michael for herself. He tried to warn Michael about her, but he refused to listen to him.

Finally, the tour arrived at Madison Square Garden. The fans and the media flooded the arena. They could not wait for the concert to start. Michael did not disappoint them and he delivered an electifying performance.

"Hurry up with my hair and makeup. I want to look really sexy tonight.", Tatiana told Karen, who rolled her eyes. When she was done, Tatiana leapt out of the chair and admired herself in the mirror. Karen could not wait to get rid of her.

"Aren't you going to wish me good luck?", demanded Tatiana,putting her hands on her hips.

"Good luck and break a leg. In fact, break both legs.", Karen said sweetly, walking away.

Soon it was time for Tatiana to join Michael onstage. The band began to play "The Way You Make Me Feel" and Michael began to sing as the audience screamed. He and Tatiana launched into their routine. She teased and flirted with him as she strutted across the stage. He followed her. The backup dancers moved in her path, blocking her escape and she pretended to be annoyed. When Michael finally caught up to her, she pushed him away playfully. The backup dancers and Michael began to dance like they had done in the video and the fans screamed again. After he was finished dancing, he walked over to Tatiana, who grabbed his shirt. He bit his bottom lip and stared into her eyes. This is it!, she thought. She pulled him closer to her and kissed him, taking him completely by surprise as the audience screamed.

What is going to happen between Michael and Tatiana? Will they become a couple? Will Breanna and Michael get back together? Stay tuned for Part 15 (The Aftermath)
Breanna, at school
Breanna, at school
Mikey performing TWYMMF
Mikey performing TWYMMF
Sexy, isn't he?
Sexy, isn't he?
Mikey, dancing and flirting with the fans
Mikey, dancing and flirting with the fans
Enjoy the show, ladies!
Enjoy the show, ladies!
This is for you, Breanna
This is for you, Breanna
Michael and Tatiana doing their TWYMMF routine
Michael and Tatiana doing their TWYMMF routine
The kiss
The kiss
posted by Beatit
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see
And you've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's something you should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)

I used to say 'I' and 'me'
Now it's 'us' now it's 'we'
(I used to say 'I' and 'me')
(Now it's 'us' now it's 'we')

Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
Never can say goodbye
No, no, no, no, I never can say goodbye

Even though the pain and heartache
Seem to follow me wherever I go
Though I tried, tried to hide my feelings
They always seem to show
Then you try to say you're leaving me
And I always have to say no
Tell me why is it so
That I never can say goodbye
No, no, no, no, no, I never can say goodbye

Every time I think I've had enough
And start heading for the door
There's a very strange vibration
That piercing me right to the core
It says turn around you fool
You know you love her more and more
Tell me why is it so
Don't wanna let you go...
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posted by Beatit
un comes up on this new mornin
Shiftin shadows, a songbird sings
And if these words could keep you happy
Id do anything

And if you feel alone, Ill be your shoulder
With a tender touch, you know so well
Somebody once said, its the soul that matters
Baby who can really tell, when 2 hearts belong so well

Maybe the walls will tumble
And the sun may refuse to shine
But when I say, I love you
Baby you gotta know
Thats for all time
Baby you gotta know
Thats for all time

Moon shines down on this good evening
One warm kiss in the cold night air
For this good love undeceiving
Id go anywhere
Just as long...
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posted by Beatit
This time around
I'll never get bit
Though you really wanna fix me
This time around
you're making me sick
Though you really wanna get me

Somebody's out
Somebody's out to get me
They really wanna fix me, hit me
But this time around
I'm taking no shit
Though you really
wanna get me
You really wanna get me

He really thought
he really had a hold on me
He really thought he really had
They thought they really had control of me
He really thought he really had Control of me
He really thought he really had
They thought they really could control me

This time around
I'll never get bit
Though you really...
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posted by tooch
Hold my hand, feel the touch of your body cling to mine
You and me, makin’ love all the way through another night
I remember you and I walking though the park at night
Kiss and touch, nothing much, let it blow just touch and go

Love me more, never leave me alone by house of love
People talk, people say what we have is just a game
Oh, I’ll never let you go, come here girl
Just got to make sweet love ‘til the break of dawn


I don’t want the sun to shine I wanna make love
Just this magic in your eyes and in my heart
I don’t know what I’m gonna do I can’t stop lovin’ you
I won’t stop ‘til...
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posted by tooch
Girl, close your eyes
Let that rhythm get into you
Don't try to fight it
There ain't nothin' that you can do
Relax your mind
Lay back and groove with mine
You got to feel that heat
And we can ride the boogie
Share the beat of love

I wanna rock with you (all night)
Dance you into day (sunlight)
I wanna rock with you (all night)
We're gonna rock the night away

Out on the floor
There ain't nobody there but us
Girl, when you dance
There's a magic that must be love
Just take it slow
'Cause we got so far to go
When you feel that heat
And we're gonna ride the boogie
Share the beat of love

I wanna...
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posted by Beatit
Girl, close your eyes
Let that rhythm get into you
Don't try to fight it
There ain't nothin' that you can do
Relax your mind
Lay back and groove with mine
You got to feel that heat
And we can ride the boogie
Share that beat of love

I wanna rock with you (all night)
Dance you into day (sunlight)
I wanna rock with you (all night)
We're gonna rock the night away

Out on the floor
There ain't nobody there but us
Girl, when you dance
There's a magic that must be love
Just take it slow
'Cause we got so far to go
When you feel that heat
And we're gonna ride the boogie
Share that beat of love

I wanna rock with you (all night)...
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posted by Beatit
There's a place in
Your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could
Be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need
To cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make it a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There's a love that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In...
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posted by Beatit
(Prison guard)
Open up, 6
He's gone!

Verse 1
Everywhere I turn, no matter where I look
The systems in control, its all ran by the book
I've got to get away so I can clear my mind,
Xscape is what I need, away from electric eyes

No matter where I am, I see my face around
They then ask on my name, and push from town to town
Don't have a place to run, but there's no need to hide,
I've got to, find a place,
So I won't hide away

Chorus
Xscape, got to get away from a system lose in the world today
Xscape, the pressure that I face from relationships that's gone away
Xscape, the man with the pen that...
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posted by Beatit
Once all alone
I was lost in a world of strangers
No one to trust
On my own, I was lonely
You suddenly appeared
It was cloudy before but now it's clear
You took away the fear
You brought me back to life

Chorus
You are the sun
You make me shine
Or more like the stars
That twinkle at night
You are the moon
That glows in my heart
You're my daytime my nighttime
My world
You're my life

Now I wake up everyday
With this smile upon my face
No more tears, no more pain
Cause you love me
You help me understand
That love is the answer to all that I am
And I'am a better man
You taught me by sharing your life

Chorus
You are the sun
You make me shine
Or more like the stars
That twinkle at night
You are the moon
That glows in my heart
You're my daytime my nighttime
My world
You're my life

You gave me strength
When I wasn't strong
You gave me hope when all hope is lost
You opened my eyes when I couldn'tšt see
Love was always here waiting for me
posted by Beatit
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile
posted by Beatit
Sadness had been
Close as my next of kin
Then happy came one day
Chased my blues away
My life began when happy smiled
Sweet like candy to a child
Stay here and love me just a while
Let sadness see what happy does
Let happy be where sadness was

Happy, that's you
You made my life brand new
Lost as a little lamb was I
Till you came in
My life began when happy smiled
Sweet like candy to a child
Stay here and love me just a while
Let sadness see what happy does
Let happy be there where sadness was

(Till now)
Where have I been
What lifetime was I in
Suspended between time and space
Lonely until happy came smiling up at me
Sadness had no choice but to flee
I said a prayer so silently
Let sadness see what happy does
Let happy be where sadness was
Till now

Happy
Yeah, yeah, happy
posted by Beatit
In this world there's much confusion
And I've tasted the city life and it's not for me
Now I do dream of distant places
Where I don't know, but it's destiny


If it's the rich life, I don't want it
Happiness ain't always material things


I want destiny
It's the place for me
Give me the simple life
I'm getting away from here
Let me be free, let me be me


I'm a man that's for all seasons
What the city offers me ain't naturally
I look to greet the stars
But there's no stars to see
Gonna search this world until I find my destiny


If it's the rich life, I don't want it
Happiness ain't always material things
I want destiny...
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posted by Beatit
They told him don't you ever
come around here
Don't wanna see your face,
you better disappear
The fire's in their eyes and their words are really clear
So beat it, just beat it

You better run, you better do what you can
Don't wanna see no blood, don't be a macho man
You wanna be tough, better do what you can
So beat it, but you wanna be bad

Just beat it, beat it, beat it, beat it
No one wants to be defeated
Showin' how funky and strong is your fight
It doesn't matter who's wrong or right
Just beat it, beat it
Just beat it, beat it
Just beat it, beat it
Just beat it, beat it

They're out to get you, better leave...
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posted by Beatit
Ho...oh...

My life will never be the same
'Cause girl, you came and changed
The way I walk
The way I talk

I cannot explain the things I feel for you
But girl, you know it's true
Stay with me, fulfill my dreams
And I'll be all you'll need

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, it feels so right (Girl)
I've searched for the perfect love all my life (All my life)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, it feels like I (Like I)
Have finally found her perfect love is mine
(See, I finally found, come on, girl)

You rocked my world, you know you did
And everything I'm gonna give (You rocked my world)
And there ain't nothing we could find...
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posted by Beatit
Verse
Ignorance of people purchasing diamonds and necklaces,
And barely able to keep the payments up on their lessons,
And enrolled in a class and don't know who the professor is,
How low people go for the dough and make a mess of things,
Kids are murdering other kids for the fun of it,
Instead of using their mind or their fist, they put a gun in it
Wanna be a part of a clique, don't know who's running it,
Tragedy on top of tragedy you know it's killing me.
So many people in agony, this shouldn't have to be,
Too busy focusing on ourselves and not His Majesty,
There has to be some type of change...
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posted by Beatit
He got flat baby
Kick in the back baby
A heart attack baby
I need your body

A hot kiss honey
He's just a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
So unrelying

I'm such a swine baby
All down the line daddy
I hate your kind baby
So unreliable

A hot buzz baby
He's one of us baby
Another drug baby
You so desire

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine

Hoo!

They got place baby
Kicked in the face baby
You hate your race baby
You're just a liar

Your every lick baby
Your dog's a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
You soul survivor

She never cut from me
She never cut baby
I had to work baby
You just a rival

Always...
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posted by Beatit
Looking out
Across the nighttime
The city winks a sleepless eye
Hear her voice
Shake my window
Sweet seducing sighs

Get me out
Into the nighttime
Four walls won't hold me
tonight
If this town
Is just an apple
Then let me take a bite

If they say
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way

Reaching out
To touch a stranger
Electric eyes are ev'rywhere
See that girl
She knows I'm watching
She likes the way I stare

If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
If they say-
Why, why, tell 'em that it's
human nature
Why, why, does he do me
that way
I like lovin' this way
I like lovin' this way

(Instrumental section)

Looking out
Across the morning
Where the city's heart begins
to beat
Reaching out
I touch her shoulder
I'm dreaming of the street

Repeat Chorus (Ad-lib/fade-out)
Lovely is the feelin' now
Fever, temperatures risin' now
Power (ah power) is the force the vow
That makes it happen
It asks no questions why (ooh)
So get closer (closer now) to my body now
Just love me 'til you donŐt know how (ooh)

Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough
Keep on with the force don't stop
Don't stop 'til you get enough

Touch me and I feel on fire
Ain't nothin' like a love desire (ooh)
I'm melting (I'm melting) like hot candle wax
Sensation (ah sensation) lovely where we're at (ooh)
So let love take us...
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posted by Beatit
What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain...

What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...

Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...

What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...

Did you ever stop to notice
All the...
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