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I've liked the great ..singer, Michael Jackson, for a while back..I remember when I was a kid and I was watching TV and I was hearing about MJ..and I've always loved his music.
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.

I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..

I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.


Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..

The next day after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..

You see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.

And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I ..
since he's left, I've been trying to find out more things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather more and more information so I can let the world know I am his fan and I want to make him live forever.

I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.

I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to show the world I have been blessed with love and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.


But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.

I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..

I hate that I've known more about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I love him since.. 19_ _ whatever and you just think you love him but you don't".. :( " I love Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"

It's killing me.

What is a true fan ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a fan either.


..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they love him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I love Michael more than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?


I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's LOVE and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I LOVE him less.

I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know more about him. And love him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before or who wish they were born earlier..and so on..

I just wish everyone would accept that you CAN be an MJ fan even if you started loving him after he passed.


Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another fan of his music..as I used to be.

It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ fans in real fans and not real fans is soo sad :(
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In my opinion about Michael Jackson, he is one of few musicians who has a successful career despite whatever problems or mistakes he may have done in the past.

You have to understand that when he and his siblings form 'The Jackson 5', he became a favorite musician worldwide. I have listen some of his earliest songs to his last album when he passed away in 2009.

I am not a major fan of Michael Jackson, but he is one of many musicians that I listen to now and again whenever I am on YouTube.

You can also search some of his dance moves on YouTube by YouTubers who had tried out his moves, such as 'The Moonwalk', The Thriller', 'The Lean' and many more that I have not heard of myself.

There are a few songs that I do like from Michael Jackson when he was alive before his death.

Thriller, Billie Jean, Smooth Criminal, Earth Song, They Don't Care About Us, Black or White and Man in the Mirror
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Three weeks later on the eve before Michael leaves to finish the last leg of his tour with his brothers, Michael and Holly have been desperately trying to pretend everything is normal. But when Holly sees Michael pull out his suitcase to start packing as she starts cooking dinner she gets a sickening feeling in the pit of her stomach. When he started this tour, it wasn't that big of a deal because they weren't living together, but now that they were things were different. Both of them didn't want to admit how quickly they got used to seeing each other every night and having the comfort of knowing...
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The next morning, Michael and Holly sit outside on their private balcony having breakfast in the warm sunshine. Both of them are silent but are saying so many things by the expressions on their faces. Periodically one will look up at the other over their coffee cups with a sly smile or a giggle, or give a subtle touch of the hand that makes shivers run up each other's spines. Michael and Holly feel so happy and content that it almost feels unreal or suspicious. To know both can go home together and face the harsh realities of life and their careers make getting up in the morning now seem easier...
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Two months later, Holly has still been suffering from migraines. It always seems when she does she always finds a way to stay at Michael’s house because it makes her feel more comforted than her mom. Within a short amount of time so much has changed in the William household and at some moments Holly can’t handle the pressures, especially with her mom. One slow Thursday morning after Holly is finishing up her schooling at the dining room table, Mrs. Williams walks in with a brown moving box in her hands. “Holly, later today I’m going to need you to be scarce in the house as the movers...
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One month later Holly is visiting Michael and his brothers at their variety show in Los Angeles. Since the visit at Michael’s house, Mrs. Williams has been pushing for Holly to visit Michael as much as he would permit, which would be all the time if Michael he could have it his way. But inviting her to the variety show is always a way to get Mrs. William to say yes. Within only a short amount of time, Holly has taken quickly to Michael. Now it would be unusual for Holly not to call him every night after his work to see how his day was. Her young innocence is a breath of fresh air for Michael,...
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Less than a week has passed since The Mike Douglas Show and Michael cannot get Holly out of his mind. Her bold yet angelic voice is still ringing in his ears. No matter what he has been doing she somehow manages to pop back into his mind where he tries desperately to shake it off, but to no avail. He was hoping she would stop by for a visit like he suggested, but nothing. Perhaps it was too forward of him? Maybe his niceness was misconstrued as creepy to Mrs. Williams. The thought has made him scratch his head multiple times. Luckily he has been working on songs to keep him occupied till the...
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“Alright class we have a quiz today so I don’t want any of y’all messin around.. especially you Amira” said Mrs Taquisha. “Huh?”. “Huh means you can hear” said Mrs Taquisha. The students and her friends were laughing at Mrs Taquisha. “Gosh why’s your name Taquisha?” Said Amira giggling “It’s ghetto” said Amira. “Gurl do you want to get detention again” said Mrs Taquisha. “Nah I’m good, but nice try”. “What part of stop messin around do you not understand” said Mrs Taquisha. “The oh” Said Amira laughing. Then her twin sister named Amani was daydreaming...
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“Michael.. Your girlfriend Tiffany is upset right now.. I think you should talk to her” said Symphony “Ok let me talk to her” said Michael Jackson walking to Tiffany’s room. Michael Jackson saw Tiffany crying and he said “Shhh.. it’s okay” Michael Jackson said kissing her on the cheeks. Tiffany Denise was still crying and said “Thank you Michael.. I just have a relationship issue with someone else who abused.. me” Tiffany Denise said while sniffing “I feel so bad for you Tiffany” Michael Jackson said. Michael Jackson put his arms around Tiffany and closed his eyes while...
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