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I've liked the great ..singer, Michael Jackson, for a while back..I remember when I was a kid and I was watching TV and I was hearing about MJ..and I've always loved his music.
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.

I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..

I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.


Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..

The next day after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..

You see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.

And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I ..
since he's left, I've been trying to find out more things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather more and more information so I can let the world know I am his fan and I want to make him live forever.

I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.

I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to show the world I have been blessed with love and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.


But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.

I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..

I hate that I've known more about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I love him since.. 19_ _ whatever and you just think you love him but you don't".. :( " I love Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"

It's killing me.

What is a true fan ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a fan either.


..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they love him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I love Michael more than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?


I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's LOVE and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I LOVE him less.

I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know more about him. And love him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before or who wish they were born earlier..and so on..

I just wish everyone would accept that you CAN be an MJ fan even if you started loving him after he passed.


Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another fan of his music..as I used to be.

It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ fans in real fans and not real fans is soo sad :(
posted by mjfanforever22
some journalist and people which are non fans or some older fans thought that michael was some stuck up celebrity that only cared for himself and didnt care for us fans which they are totally wrong about it all here's the real michael that we all know and love

first

michael wasnt a stuck up person that cared for only himself he was a done to earth person that you could know and love

second

michael cared for everybody the same he loved everybody of course he loved God and jesus and his family and children and friends all the same he treated everybody with the same respect he gave himself

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michael and elizabeth were the best of friends not because of there celebrity because they new what each other was coming from elizabeth understood where michael went through and what he wanted to accomplish in life and what he wanted to do to make the world a better place even though they came from the same background with being child stars and not having a childhood elizabeth knew michael of the person he was not for what he had and who he was she spent time with michael not because he asked her it was because she did cause she enjoyed his company and loved him for him she always was there...
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posted by cherl12345
A year and half since I've been on Fanpop in the Michael Jackson club, I find myself being bullied by fellow "Moonwalkers" in regards to photographs, my views, or whatever it is, but when a fellow fan threatens to leave the club on account of me is pure mularkey. This club is to bring people from all walks of life together in love and support of Michael Jackson not bully other people over what they post, custom-made trivia questions, or my views pertaining to the subject of Michael Jackson I'm not going back down just because they're disenchanted with what I do, and I'm sick and tired of it...
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posted by mjfanforever22
try to take a walk in michael's shoes while being on tour imagine thousands upon millions of fans trying to grab at you and trying to say a couple of words to you at least i love you or michael your awesome or grabbing at your hair or you hands or shirt pretty much what they can grab on to try being falsy accused of something that you didnt do and then going on tour in a foreign countrie that's a million miles away from home and trying to go to sing and people turn out to not want to even see your concert just because news reached where you live and you start to be soo shocked at it and not...
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posted by mjfanforever22
from the early age of 23 right around the hight of thriller michael always felt and talked about how he went through part of his life feeling lonley he always said he would walk the on through the neighboorhood of the havenhurst compound and would try to find a friend to talk to and to just be himself and not the superstar that we all know that he is in the early 80's michael would always tell reports and journalist that he felt lonley some people thought of it as a joke and would say well dont you have freinds that you could talk to and hang out with or dont you have ur family that you could...
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posted by cherl12345
Although the media may remember Michael as sideshow attraction, but we will remember him as the generous and kindhearted person that he was. Not only was he a multi-talented entertainer, Michael was a humanitarian, father, brother, uncle, stepparent, husband and a shrewd businessman as well. Michael was like everyone's best friend someone you would want to when something was on your mind.

Everybody liked Michael was because of his down-to-earth personality and interaction with his fans by way of getting to know them whether it's asking what their name was or saying just a simple "Hello", or...
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i argee with you a 100 percent its not about how much stuff you own that's about michael or how many books you have about michael its about L-O-V-E that you have for michael and the respect that you have for him yes i have been a fan of michael for 3 years now almost 4 years i read alot of books about him only the true ones and i have cd's that i own that i listen to alot i listen and read his books and listen to his music is because its really good and i enjoy them although my family isnt a fan of him doesnt matter to me i love michael as a person not a enterainer like you said if michael was still here it would be so awesome if i had a full conversation with him about nothing but random things and just have fun
posted by mj_yana_girl
Michael Jackson fans are a strange breed. One would be hard pressed to find another fan community whose object of admiration is the subject of so much unnecessary condemnation. Over time, Michael Jackson enthusiasts have watched their beloved's seemingly global idolization transform into apparent worldwide mischaracterization and mistreatment by the press and public alike.

Yet, through it all, true Michael Jackson fans have not abandoned him. If anything, the harder Michael's opponents try to shove him to the depths of despair, the harder his devotees love him, if only for summoning the courage...
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posted by mj231
Michael wrapped his arms around Sani as they sung together softly to each other "I just can't stop loving you" Sani kissed his forehead "Wow. You can sing Sani. Who taught you." "Its a God given talent." "Well it's a lovely talent. Oh,um,I was suppose to give you gift." Michael rolled over to his dresser and took out a small box that had a promise ring in it "Sani,I know it's too early to get married and all. So I got you a promise ring instead to make it official." Sani looked at the ring's beauty and kissed Michael with so much love and hugged him tight,digging her face into his shoulder...
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posted by mjkingofpop1
Later That Night
Janelle spent about an hour, trying to get Coraline to sleep by telling her stories of Peter Pan and Pinocchio. Now, Coraline was a curious child and she often asked her mother about her life as a child. Janelle told her that she did have to wear a mask, just like the one Coraline would always wear, as a child up until she was 10. Her mother didn't want her to be known at such a young age. She said that it was Elizabeth who convinced her to stop wearing the mask.
"Really? Great Aunt Liz had you stop?" Coraline asked.
Janelle nodded. "That's correct, sweetheart. She told me that...
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posted by mjfanforever22
as michelle is huging michael her cell phone starts to ring little did they know it was her mom asking michelle what was she doing and what was taking her so long to come back from the concert as michelle hears the ring the ringtone she starts to get scared a little and jumps out of her skin a little bit as she jumps out of the hug she starts to scramble for her phone as she picks up her phone she sees that its her mother but she doesnt answer it though she ignored it michelle turns back around to michael too hug him again michael askes her who was it she tells him that it was nobody and he...
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posted by mjfanforever22
if you were here i would let you come visit me at house and show you my room if you were here i would show you my collection of cd's posters and books if you were here i would tell you my secrets if you were here i would listen to what you have to say if you were here i would look into your eyes and tell you i love you over and over till my eyes get teary i would hug you till i cant hold on no more if you were here i would listen to your inner thoughts and ideas if you were here i would just enjoy your company and not want the fun to end if you were here i wouldnt want to see you sad if you...
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posted by mjfanforever22
if you were i would hold you in my arms and hug you and not let go i would tell you i love you i would not let people tease you or bring you down i would always laugh at your jokes even if there not funny i would be myself around you i would play water ballon fights with you till my hands get sawgy and too were im dripping wet from the water i would sit by the fire with you and tell stories stories that would make you laugh stories that would make you cry stories that would just melt you heart i would listen to music with you till i cant take it anymore i would raid the refrigerator with you...
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When michael got out to the front gate, he saw nothing but fresh tire marks. Also the officers who were assigned to keep watch were nowhere in sight. Michael began to make his way back inside when the officers pulled up. Angry michael stormed over to them. "Where the hell were you guys?" michael demanded. "We went to go get lunch...do something happen?" one officer said. "Yes! someone was parked outside here once again and i just got another threating phone call." michael said angerily. "Mr. Jackson please just calm down." another officer said calmly. "Calm down?You expect me to calm down...
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posted by Karlam20001
Michael is,and will always be the # 1 Superstar.His contribution to the Music Industry,his Humanitarian work: feeding,comforting,and making children happy,and bringing all SORTS of People together to LOVE one another will never be forgotten.No matter what the haters,and critics have said,and written in their newspapers.It was bad enough that they dog him while he leaved on this Earth,but now that he had passed on.Man,words cannot describe what I personally feel about the negative words written,and said.So,I respond to their views by saying:"To all you haterscritics,and know nothing-fault-finders,YOU...
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posted by mjfanforever22
many people questioned michael on how could children be safe at his 27,000 acre ranch for instinces martin bashir he came into michael's life as a trustworthy person somebody that michael could share some of his personal life with but as the interview went on martin was making some side comments behind michael's back saying how could children be safe in this 27,000 anger ranch and that he was scared for there safety as time went on michael watched the interview when it aired on tv after viewing it he was left devastaed and angry at such horrible remarks from somebody he trusted and spoken to after the horrible nightmare came to an end michael again had nobody to trust completly many interviews that michael has given they tried to break him down by trying to bring up the past about the allegastions againt gavin and jordie they thought that they reached a breaking point in him a point to were they thought that they won too be continued
although michael did have a rare skin disease of course the media and the press didnt believe him of it they did everything in there power to try and come up with something that was bizzare and untrue some people believed them which is crazy how something people think that it was true michael faught and faught to tell people the truth about his life and illnesses as time and years went by michael continued to stay strong and continued to right music as mihcael wrote music and started to come out with music videos such as in the closet and the strong conseversial song they dont care about us...
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The executors of Michael Jackson’s estate have barred a number of the late singer’s siblings, including Janet Jackson, from the California home where their mother, Katherine, is raising the late singers three children.

The details of who is and isn’t allowed onto the Calabas, California is detailed in an email obtained by CNN’s Roland S. Martin.

Howard Weitzman, who represents John McClain and John Branca, sent the email Wednesday to Charles Schultz, an attorney for Mrs. Jackson.

Weitzman writes that after the drama over the last two weeks, which including allegations that Katherine Jackson...
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as michael starts to look at himself in the mirror listening to all the voices saying you have a big nose and remember how his cousin's would pretend they are poping his pimples michael realizes that one day he's going to show them who's boss and not going to take nothing from nobody anymore just one day all of it will change after michael starts to put himself together janet walks into the room and askes is everything ok michael starts to tell his little sister that he doesnt like they way he looks in the face and one day he's going to show joseph who's boss michael askes janet does he look...
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