The flight to Hawaii was long and depressing.Duncan and I talked on part of the way there,but since it was already late by the time we got on,he fell asleep fast.I lay next to Duncan stroking his soft,black hair.He was quietly breathing in and out.He had a tiny grin on his face.I watched him,because the baby was making me uncomfortable,and there was not much else for me to do."Mmmm...."He quietly moaned.He turned over to the right,facing me.He slowly woke up."Hey..."I said softly."Hey."He said sleepily stretching widely. sat up and leaned over to kiss me quickly."Baby hurting you?"He asked."You have no idea."I replied shortly."I wish I could take the pain away from you."He said.I was still fiddling with his hair.He didn't seem to mind."Courtney I need to let you know that I'm very proud of you."Ducan said reaching over to brush his hand across my cheek."You're so brave to have this baby princess.You know all of the risks,you know all of he pains,but you refuse to give up don't you?And you're so young.So,so young.And you're bringing something like this into your life.And into mine.I can't tell you how much I've wanted to have children.Thank you Courtney.I love you a lot,and you give me a lot of joy.Now you're giving me more.Thank you."That was the sweetest thing ever said."I'm not brave Duncan.I'm so,so scared.I've been so scared since I found out."I said my head down."You are brave.You're one of the strongest girls I've ever known Courtney.Some women I've seen at the hospital have had terrible mental breakdowns they were so scared!You'll be fine."My eyes brimmed with tears.I was so terrified!He was so excited!How could I show him how scared I was?As if he knew what I was thinking,he cradled me in his arms and said;"You don't have to worry because you have people supporting you who love you.I love you very much,the baby will love you very much,and our families love you very much.And you have many people who support you.Like all of our Total Drama friends.That's over 22 including Chef Hatchet and Chris!We all have promised to take care of you.Okay?"I laid my head against his chest,crying slowly.He ran his hand across my hair."I love you."He whispered.I was strangely starting to feel a little bit comfortable again.You know,with the pain and all."I love you,please go to sleep.Rest.I love you,so rest and feel better in the morning."I slowly calmed down soothed by Duncan's brisk voice telling me he loved me.But that didn't make the fear go away.His fear wouldn't go away if he saw what I saw.LAND IN HAWAII IN PART 15!! (Series by Lydia R Anderson)
Herione; Sneak Peak!
Drunk.
That's what I was. He touch was like a shot of Vodka. His eyes were like a first taste of Budlight. But, his lips were like Herione. The best Alchohal in my thought.
But, That was before he left. He left without any say at all. It's like, he dissapeared from the face of the Earth. All he has left me with was the skull.
Was It because of me?
And, Its his fault. I'm in this Mental help facility. Ever since he left, My mom worried about me. I had been waking up screaming, Adrenaline rushes gone hay-wire. I still feel like he's with me. But, In like a wierd way.
"He's gone, Courtney." Everyone kept telling me that. But, I knew I was right! He was out there somewhere. I just hoped, He hadn't forgotten me.
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Alright, That was just a little Sneak Peak.
What do you think?
Should I continue?
Drunk.
That's what I was. He touch was like a shot of Vodka. His eyes were like a first taste of Budlight. But, his lips were like Herione. The best Alchohal in my thought.
But, That was before he left. He left without any say at all. It's like, he dissapeared from the face of the Earth. All he has left me with was the skull.
Was It because of me?
And, Its his fault. I'm in this Mental help facility. Ever since he left, My mom worried about me. I had been waking up screaming, Adrenaline rushes gone hay-wire. I still feel like he's with me. But, In like a wierd way.
"He's gone, Courtney." Everyone kept telling me that. But, I knew I was right! He was out there somewhere. I just hoped, He hadn't forgotten me.
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Alright, That was just a little Sneak Peak.
What do you think?
Should I continue?
"I just wrestle with you in my dreams and wake up making love to a pillow."
Duncans POV
I walk into a motel, its like 4:30 am and im so tired. I see that the man at the front desk is asleep to i grab a room key and i walk to room 2. And i step into the room.
Wow, much better than my own room. I take off my shirt and my pants and jump into my bed. I turn on family guy. About half way through the episode i fall asleep. I dream, about, Courtney.
In my dream, at first, its all just a blur. But then i see myslef on top of courtney and me and her are having... ugh, wow... i cant belive i dreamed that. But its strange to see myslef clinged to a pillow when i woke up... wow. I yawn and go back to sleep.
Duncans POV
I walk into a motel, its like 4:30 am and im so tired. I see that the man at the front desk is asleep to i grab a room key and i walk to room 2. And i step into the room.
Wow, much better than my own room. I take off my shirt and my pants and jump into my bed. I turn on family guy. About half way through the episode i fall asleep. I dream, about, Courtney.
In my dream, at first, its all just a blur. But then i see myslef on top of courtney and me and her are having... ugh, wow... i cant belive i dreamed that. But its strange to see myslef clinged to a pillow when i woke up... wow. I yawn and go back to sleep.
Duncan's POV:
Have to find it. Running as fast as I can,trying to find the cheatah. As I ran,my thouths raced to Courtney. I slowed douwn. Let the cheatah run. I was dating a bunny. I could hurt her. Only my little bro and best friends knew.
Ben's POV:
My next-door neibhor was uptight.Anoying(sometimes).Beutful. The only thing staning between me and her was her boyfriend.And my secret.
Courtney's POV:
Duncan was comming over. He said he had something to talk about. I bet I knew.
What will happen? Part3 comming soon!
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Have to find it. Running as fast as I can,trying to find the cheatah. As I ran,my thouths raced to Courtney. I slowed douwn. Let the cheatah run. I was dating a bunny. I could hurt her. Only my little bro and best friends knew.
Ben's POV:
My next-door neibhor was uptight.Anoying(sometimes).Beutful. The only thing staning between me and her was her boyfriend.And my secret.
Courtney's POV:
Duncan was comming over. He said he had something to talk about. I bet I knew.
What will happen? Part3 comming soon!
Remember to commet if u liked it!