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posted by malmcd
She hides her pain..
With a smile on her face...
But one day..
That Smile will break...

The loneliness is killing her...
There's a war going on in her head..

She wishes to tell you the hurt and pain she's going through..
But she;s to scared...
That what you'd think if you knew the real her...

This
Girl
Is
Me

I wish I could tie you in my shoes, so you could feel unpretty to...
I'm losing my mind...
To this battle with me myself and I...


This girl you thought you knew is falling fast..
She's trying to put back together what she never had..
She just wants to be loved and good enough..
But nothing seems to never...
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posted by malmcd
    They said no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..


~~~~~~~~

Fever:


    My parents heard about my sadness from that paper at school...The one where no one was meant to read and said they wouldn’t.They weren’t even trying to be supportive of me and help me, they called me a waste of space and someone would look to be in my shoes instead of on the street and alive. I couldn’t...
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posted by snootygirl50701
Erin
Erin
FantasyXII
Doorway- the FantasyXII theme song
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Its a cold and crazy world,
That we fight in life
Its gonna be me and my team,
That's raging a fight!
Like no other kind of sight!
We've been living threw hell,
And its burning our sight!

Its like there's no place,
No home!
No family!
No friends,
Cause their gone.

But behind every man,
There's a intelligent girl,
Who will be a woman one day!
She'll raise up those small arms as one.

But behind every wall hides a door,
A secret world.
She'll reach for it,
Hoping to find...
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posted by allicyn123
Name: Izzy Rae Frostinialiga (Frost)
Age: 15
Parents: unknown ( searching for them)
Description: shocking, amazing blue eyes, pale milky white skin and long flowing silvery hair
clothes: a strapless blue tank top showing belly and really short jeans, blue heels
siblings: none that she knows of
Friends: The fairy gang and two girls that she later finds out are her. Cousins, Sasha and Dana
Place shee grew up: Alfea

Izzy squeled as Farogonda lifted her arms to exagerate the boom of the cloud in her story, "and then Izzy, the Winx gang took down Stormy and Darcey in a huge orb, witht the help of me and griffen, so you see that's how we beat the army of Decay!" Izzy smiled and curled up in bed, 6 years old and she was soooo interested in the ways of the witches, so exited for her freshmen year in 11 years that her fingers tingled and for one moment it was perfect.

Then that moment ended
posted by Beyal8
The life I am living
seems so unreal,
feels like an
endless scary toil,
as I fight
my deep-rooted fears,
unable to hold back
my tears
I pray that
my mind adheres
and my heart also hears
my pleas...

I fear
that my soul
is being hoodwinked
by my mind
…my mean mind
that is so unkind
It simply delights
in the agony
Though I don’t think
it’s so funny
making me dance
to its tunes
as if I was a bunny...

My dream seems now
like a nightmare
As I feel intense
but bare
Never knew
I had to prepare
…to stare
at dark, starless
nights
missing those
lovely fights
we had…at midnights
those highlights
of our love...
posted by PoemGirl
To this day by Shane Koyczan.

When I was a kid…
I used to think that pork chops and karate chops
were the same thing
I thought they were both pork chops
and because my grandmother thought it was cute
and because they were my favorite
she let me keep doing it.

not really a big deal..

one day
before I realized fat kids are not designed to climb trees
I fell out of a tree
and bruised the right side of my body

I didn’t want to tell my grandmother about it
because I was afraid I’d get in trouble
for playing somewhere that I shouldn’t have been

a few days later the gym teacher noticed the bruise
and I got...
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posted by malmcd
Well I woke up to the sound of silence
The cars were cutting like knives in a fist fight
And I found you with a bottle of wine
Your head in the curtains
And heart like the fourth of July

You swore and said
We are not
We are not shining stars
This I know
Cause I never said we are

Though I've never been through hell like that
I've closed enough windows
To know you can never look back

If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Carry on, carry on

So I met up with some friends
At the edge of the night
At a bar off 75
And we talked and...
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posted by wolfcat343
It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it by the hand
And it led me to hell
With almond eyes
Such startled eyes
It said it wouldn't hurt
So I sandalled down the desperate stairs
Slipping on ancient dirt
With coos and yelps
And triumphant smile
It posted me a letter
And here I am as sick as the dead
With no hope of getting better
It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it by the hand
And it led me to hell...

I don't claim this poem as my own, but I will put up some of my poems I wrote l8er
Chapter 8- The Black Stones- The Quest For Nova

Black Stone absorbing the fire
And the light
It’s holders heart
Is as black as it

Blacking on the past
On the life unloved
On the fault lines
That led

To this darkness
In the firelight

In full view
Of the soporific observers
Absorbed by
The blackness beyond the light

But the fire dissolves
And the coldness encroaches
And the hearth is engulfed
In shadows

And the black Stone gathers
It's accomplices
And stretches out
In cold accusatory drafts

We flee
The gapping horror

The foolish remain
Addicted to the past
To what might return
On a future evening
They await what might...
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posted by snootygirl50701
purple rose
purple rose
Seeing The Man -chapter 3 ~ Monday
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Monday

It's Monday,again
And now,I have to go to my week day school
Maybe,it will be diffrent
or not!
___________________________________________________________________

Libra awoke in her bed she knew her dad had probaly carried her to bed. She got up and dressed herself in the school uniform. Libra brushed her hair left to right and fluffed it up. She grabbed her three levenders of lime green,purple,and blue whit pok-a-dots. She tied her hair up and washed her face. Libra walked out of...
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posted by snootygirl50701
Spell Rose Ink
Spell Rose Ink
Heaven's Message -proluage
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The sky was blue like the water. Only,it was not crystal clear. Infact,it wasn't even blue. It was red. Red as the beautiful color of blood. If only the story could go on...but what if it can? You must be confused of what I'm saying,right?
It all started in the 1400's,the rulers wanted more treasures and belongings but the villagers disagreed. The student witches faught each other for their families. The died in pride or murdered in tears.
Only now,Queen Star Rose Rox,has...
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posted by Beyal8
My feelings these days
they are so strange
…they have such a range

Now, I am happy and ecstatic
Then, frightened and frantic...

Now, I dream, hope and desire
Then, all my hopes catch fire...

Now, I want to sing and dance
Then, I just get lost in a trance...

Now, I see all so plain and clear
Then, my vision is blurred by a tear...

Now, all I want is to conjugate
Then, I wonder about our fate...

Now, your joy is my only goal
Then, my soul cries for your soul...

My feelings these days
They are so strange
But my love for you
…doesn’t change
posted by malmcd
I Believe


I believe the stars keep shining all through the
night.
I believe if we just keep trying it will be alright.

I believe that someday we're gonna find our way.
And I believe in a beautiful day.

I believe in lovers walking side by side.
I believe that someday we'll be satisfied.
I believe the angels listen god hears us pray.
And I believe in a beautiful day.
Yeah I believe it's gonna work out and be ok.

But not for me, and not for you.

I believe, I believe that all are wish's will come true.

I believe, I believe, I believe. ohh

I believe there's an answer waiting when the day is done.
I believe if...
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posted by SongGirl50701
SG
SG
To all who feel like they'll curl up and die from pain. The pain only a few teens, comments, and/or the voices that even I hear.

My Friend, was told on to the consualer about his suicide. I watched him cry, and I listened to him. I agree with him. I have very little faith in God because I'm afraid god doesn't love me from my mistakes. Just like him. He's like my young brother. He's the guy at the lunch table laughing. Trying to make you smile. He seemed like he do no wrong?

My friend, thinks she knows me. She's like a bully to me now. Using one of our friend's for a hide home from cheerleading....
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posted by malmcd
Dear Self

What if you don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last day on this earth?
What if that two minute conversation you had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time you ever spoke to her?
What if you never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile or talk to him ever again?
What if you later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would you be proud of the life you have lived?
Will you regret something that you did or did not say?
Would you be proud of how people would remember you?
Would you regret not taking more chances, or not telling him what you really feel for him?


I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My heart racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
posted by malmcd
If I where to disappear...
Would you look for me?
Would you cry that I was gone?
Or even care that I might never come back?
If something were to happen I want you to know...
I will be at the light at the other end of your dark tunnel, or other words life...
Because in the end of all this darkness theres something better...
I'll be waiting there for you to find your way,
Even if I haven't found my own way or have given up..
I'll wait to see you finally find happiness...
Like I said.
I'm here for you..
And even if I'm not here
I will always be with you
Your never truly alone
I will also be there to talk to...
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posted by malmcd
I'm Fine.
That is the number one biggest lie.
An average person tells for lies a day or 1460 in a year,
A total of 87,600 by the age of 60.
And the biggest one is I'm fine...

When someone says there fine don't believe them...
Because really inside there feeling...
Broken.
Useless.
Fragile.
On the verge of tears.
Depressed.
Anxious.
About to break down.
Ready to give up.
Pathetic.
Annoying.
A burden.
Distant.
Lonely.
Bitter.
Heartbroken.
Scared.
Rejected.
Crushed.
About to fall apart at any moment.
Empty.
Defected.
Never good enough.

All these things run through the person's head but all they can come up with is I'm fine......
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Chapter 19- A stranger To Love

    Viva took a deep breath and closed her eye’s
    “I didn’t know she could sing?” Said Desta to Eva whispering
    “Me ether?” She whispered back.

having trouble telling
how i feel
but i can dance, dance, dance
couldn't possibly tell you
how i mean
but i can dance, dance, dance

so when i trip on my feet
look at the beat
the words are
written in the sand
when i'm shaking my hips
look for the swing
the words are
written in the air

oh dance
i was a dancer all along
dance, dance, dance
words can never make up...
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posted by HiddenHearts100
Treasures we own..together:

When my hand is wrinkled so,
it's you that I will still want you know.
As my hair turns silver and gray
remember me as I was yesterday.
My long red hair blowing in the breeze,
we loved each other with ease.
Now in the park your hand I hold,
you keep me warm as it turns cold.
We sit on a bench and feed the birds,
not a single word needs to be heard.
Remembrances of years gone by,
we both smile...we both sigh.
Remembering our first glance,
and for hours how we danced.
The flowers you gave to me for no reason,
and the little things you did every season,
made me a believer in true love....
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
There is nothing to left to do.
I have no purpose.
Everybody left me for dead.
Everybody steps all over me.
They think I'am trash.
They laugh at me.
They create lies about me.
They tell me lies.
They call me names.
They want to kill me.
They hunt me down.
They hurt me.
They hurt my friends.
They hurt my family.
They take me as a slave.
They think of me as a roach.
My parents hate me.
They beat me to no end.
They destroy themselves.
My family see's me as god's first mistake.
One of my family memebers wanted to kill me.
They think I'am pure evil.
They find me as a disgrace.
School teachers don't even bother with me....
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