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posted by Giz_4ever

The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.

At the moment my heart is in one piece,
It would be broken the minute you leave.

I would die for you,
but would you die for me?
I could never be warmer inside you see..

The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.

So I might walk away..
I heard it might not be the same..
I often wonder what's the truth,
what's a lie and what to do.

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I will continue hope to see what happens this Saturday..

The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.

When a heart breaks, it wouldn't break even,
I am only just alive! I am barely breathing!
If you are this girl,
I couldn't of asked for someone better than you, Dinu...

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Limited.

posted by SongGirl50701

now me.

Limited.

In only a few days is when the sun shines, fading in and out.
Oh how we all use to laugh and play until I ruined it all.
Ready to give in from a scrap from just last week, but what really comes within can really stab the fuck out of you.
I've been hated, told as attention and was burned inside and out.
My fatal goodbye is better than this living scrap I make, Its a ticket to a forever jail cell.
Secret talks that are held just silently reconized by the voices in my head. When one comes back, I won't be scared and as for in lonely, I got company ready for me to move. Just walking away from...

Dear Friends

posted by snootygirl50701

I feel like this.

THIS IS MARIAH MASON______I THINK I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF_______

I feel like there's a monster in my head that's clawing ne and killing me. Making me do horrible things to my body and bring those voices back. I found out how to control them but I'm 13. I will have medication for me depression. The secret: I'm going to over dose myself for a better life. I'll get out of your life, untangle it, and swallow about twelve to thirteen. First, I night be the age fourteen first. What the heck, I have a knife right now. GOODBYE SOONER. I can't believe you guys keep tackling me when I push you away....

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The Bully at School

posted by Happyflames

This is the story of the bully:
Some guy pushed me into the boys locker room. He had a criminal hat over his face with 2 holes in it.
????: Faggot! Give me your fuckin' drawing!
Me: No, you bitch! Leave me alone! *pulling on my note book.*
????: Are you a wimp! Give me the fucking drawing you bitch!!!!
Me: No get away Derian!!! *pulling my notebook away from him.*
Derian: Damn it! How did you know it was me?!?!?
Me: Dude, EVERYBODY knows what your voice sounds like because you yell shit at people! Could you just leave pervert!
Derian: *grabbes my drawing before I could get it.* Ah,ha! Woah...
Me: Give...

My Secret Little Box...

posted by malmcd

I have a little box in my room with my name on it in big blue letters inside the box i everything I want to but behind me...

Inside it lays these things:

My knifes
Pills
Bottles
Notes

The knifes are from a time in my life were slicing up my skin was a way of telling me I was living but deep down inside I know that the felling was just a lie. I once cut alone on my side small enough so no one would notice my I knew it was there and it reminded me of the truth. That I was alone.

The bottles are in there from a time in my life where I used to drink. That was a short time but I never want to go through...

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Thanks.

posted by malmcd

~A POEM BY ME POEM GIRL~

What Makes Us Human.

What makes us human?
Is it that are minds work?
Her hands move?
Are bodies feel?
Or is it that we all have emotions?
What makes us human?
Is it that we all have hair?
Or eyes?
Or lips?
Or ears?
What makes us human?
Is it the bones in are body that make us move?
Or how we all think?
What makes us human?

~Thanks~

I want to thank....

snootygirl50701- (Maria Masion

You were my first REAL friend on here that I got in touch with. You've helped me through hard times and I've help you. I now your secrets and I'm glade that I was the first person you told about what could...

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To Learn How To Fly...(Please Read)

posted by malmcd

I stare up at my little red ballon....
Floating above me,
Without a care in the world.
I wish to be like my little red ballon..
I want to fly..
So I can fly away from all the.
Hurt and Pain
And Scars and sadness..
I want to fly away from this colorless world..
And be free..
And just not care
Not care about what everyone thinks
So says or does..
Just float.
So I said to myself..
Self,
Why don't you go learn how to fly?
Why don't you try to learn?
So you my be free..
And then I got this crazy I idea that...
What if I jumped from a really high place..
And maybe just maybe I'd just know what to do..
As I walk shaky up to the edge I see a never ending life of sadness in front of me..
But if I look up I see a life of happiness and I now I want to go there...
Just one more step..
And I'll fly..
Just like my little red ballon..
And be free..

~P.S THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME~

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Here's What's going on..

posted by malmcd

Okay here;s what's going on...

I found help and I made it to a phone in time I was brought to the doctors and ER and whatever.

The reason why I keep on passing out is because I triggered something in my spine that leads to my nerves and I messed it all up. I was also put on some new meds that help with sleep they messed up everything also but also I've been really sad lately..And the reason behind that is some meds I have to take everyday..

I take two pills in the morning because I need help focusing because when I was younger my mind couldn't tell what was fiction and what was reality I would get lost in my mind and sometimes couldn;t find a way out..But as I'm getting older those meds are working against me and in there theres some type of thing that triggers depression so I am no only taking those..

I'm really sick the doctor said..
And another thing,,
I came out..
I told my mother what I'd been doing..
About the pills..
So were working that out to..

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Sadness..

posted by malmcd

The blade shines through the darkness
Calling my name
Pretending to be a friend of mine
And I find that i can't resist
It seems so easy
Always being careful
Hiding the scars from the world
And never letting on how much it hurts
When people don't see what's in front of them
I'm invisible to them
And they don't know
How the blade punishes me
Telling me the blood will make it better
But it never does for long
It only makes things worse
Harder to deal with
Harder to keep going
Harder to fight
It's never the right thing to do
But still I find myself falling into the trap
Everytime it gets worse
Days and nights pass
The...

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My Dreams, My Hopes and Wishes...My Story. By Poem Girl

posted by malmcd

My Dreams, My Hopes and Wishes...My Story.
My Story...

My Name is Mallory E. McDonald. I was born in Maine and I’m 13 years old. I’m a dancer at T’n t Dance Studio and I’ve been dancing for 11 years now. I was born with an eye condition, in other words I can only see out of one eye at a time. So when I was in third grade my eye doctor finally saw that I had a problem but it was to late. So in third grade I had to learn how to read and write all over again. I was called names because I had to have help and extra class’s because I still needed to learn how to...

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I'm just a girl

posted by mini_mm

I'm just a girl

I never win

But I try to fit in

I'm just a girl

I keep back my tears

And hide my fears

I'm just a girl

I always fake smiles

But sometimes I laugh for miles

I'm just a girl

I stand up tall,

Even when I fall

I'm just a girl

I cover the truth

'Cause I'm still in my youth

I'm just a girl

I still get afraid

But i know the stars are there behind the shade

I'm just a girl

I tend to forget

But people live their lives with no regrets

I'm just a girl

I know I will Fly,high and free

Just wait and see

I'm just a girl

I'll take the pain I got in my heart and head

And put it in a song instead

I'm just a girl

I won't...

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Sadness...(PLEASE PLEASE READ!)

posted by malmcd

Sadness...

Something that can just sneak up on you..
And eat you alive.
It can make you do the craziest of things..
And make you think the most deadly thoughts..
It puts you in a spot of living through the pain..
Or giving in..

Will you fight..Or flee..

Most give in..
But I'm not like most..

Most hurt them selves..
By Cutting there wrist
Or thighs or arms or stomachs..
Anywhere where they can feel the pain..
I've been there two..

~~~~~~~

A Cutter's Point Of View

Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver...

SEARCHING FOR LIGHT part 9

posted by allicyn123

Izzy stared at the blank ceiling of the alfea attic. Her heart longed for the faded purple walls of Cloudtower net the girl's face to pop out om the closest, her voice still echoed in Izzy's mind 'real witch... real witch... real witch..." Izzy pulled out her laptop from under the bed and the note the girl had given her. As she typed in the email a dress A little light blinked as it showed to girl was online. The icon said 'dana' that must be the gril's name. Dana and Izzy immediately started talking dana started out with a surprising question
"When will you plan to start?"
"Now"
Fine, read...

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The truth

posted by snootygirl50701

The truth

1.I'm ready to tell the truth.....about me.
2.when I wasn't even born,my parents devorced.
3.am I happy about it? hell ya!
4.When I was 3 I meet my dad.
5. i would to see him on some of the weekends.
6.My dad would buy me anything when he was rich.
7:I would...I would home and... And my ...mom would find bruises on my...
8:I didn't know where they came from!...But when I told her i didn't know where the bruises come from...I felt like lyieing...and I was little...
9:When I was in preschool and other grades as a little girl,I planned to kill myself.....because of fighting and bulling....I was...

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Secrets

posted by malmcd

Secrets

1.I used to be shy... and sometimes I still am.

2.I love to watch scary movies! But I get really scared afterward... I just I wont learn!

3.My favorite color is White because it holds misery and nothing can defect it... other then other colors.

4.I have an eye condition... Witch means I can only see out of one eye at a time. And I wish I didn’t have an Eye condition.

5.I have glass’s so I don’t think I’m pretty....

6.I also have red hair! Witch I’m proud of! I just wish it wasn’t so fluffy.

7.I’ve never been loved....

8.I’m very creative

9.I have blue eyes yet I’m a red head?...

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Goodbye

posted by snootygirl50701

(Hey you guys...I'm going to be publishing some songs....to let a few things off of my heart....I'm torn up and sad....I'm sorry I get annoying....here is a review of some sadness)

Goodbye -a song
__________________________________________________________
{talking}
me:I want to see him!
nurse: sweetie,you can't see him
me: yes I can! i have two eyes miss.Trish
nurse: younge lady! seguraty! gaurds!
(I push my way into the hospital room but run out crying heading for the door)

{now singing}
Ohhhhh-why me?
does this have to come now?
oh jesus don't take him away!
Just take me

Just wake me up...

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Broken Soul Poem <\3 Please Read....

posted by StReNgThHoPe

May wings be wings and soar past these vast unearthly feilds of hate,

May love be love and extinguish these feilds of uncertainty,

The girl in the back with her hair kver her eyes,

Her father left when she was 5

On the outside shell be smiling but inside silently dying

The boy in the alley with the cigarette bud in his hand

His mother died at his birth and he'll never be accepted my his dad

On the outside hes a skummer but inside hes still a kid

The one passed out on the floor, a bottle to her lips

She drinks away her pain but shes fearing it'll never drown

May the anorexic become strong inside...

Teenager Posts!i!i!i!i! (P.S There really Funny!)

posted by malmcd

* That awkward moment went your mom's doing dishes, so you put one in slowly and walk away fast.

* Dear teacher, I talk where ever I am. So there's no point in moving me?

* Dear brain, please start to make up your mind about if I'm hungry or bored. Sincerely, I'm getting Fat.

* It doesn't madder what it is, it's automatically cool if it glows in the dark.

* That awkward moment when your playing with your pen in class and it goes flying across the room.

* The mini party you have when your teacher leaves the room.

* Hand sanitizer = The quickest way to find a cut.

* Dear Haters, I so much more for you...

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Just relax.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

My fantasy is where nobody gets hurt. Where everybody can live in harmony wthout any worries.I dream of a peaceful valley, vast and wide, full of beauty, and life. Mountains that reach the heavens and we all lay on the grass that is as soft as the hand of god, under the sky so blue. As the wind blows though the valley, It relaxes our mind by sing a lulabye, takeing away any and all bd thoughts, taking all of us into a deep slumber, only to awake in a world where it is always daytime.

You are under the night sky... a sky that contains so many stars to the point where it almost seems like darkness...

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Tell Them My Story

posted by malmcd

Tell them my story long after I'm gone.
Tell them my dream's and wishes and hopes.
Tell them how I tried to help the world.
Tell them how I gave up.
Tell them you help me through.
Who brought me down and chewed me up.
Tell them about every scar I have.
I like the one on my wrist that's from my cat.
To the one my arm because I became sad.
Tell them about how I was talked about.
And stabbed in the back.
Tell them my crushes and friends I hope I get back.
Tell them how I help you through,
The fights,
The burns,
The scars,
The bully's,
And yourself.
Tell them how I was there for you.
And how I'll be there for them....