Today was Saturday. It had been 3 days since Ethan’s and Thor’s night of fun and ever since then everyone has been laying off the whole fall in love thing so today I decided to give the pendant thing ago.
But this time something was different
This time when I closed my eyes and the pendant went up in the air and I saw the man with the woman she looked sad.
Like she was hiding something
I tried to get into her thoughts tried to see what her feelings where but it stopped again. I got up and ran down stairs, Thor was the only one that was home and with him was Ethan. I was panting, Ethan got up, and from the couch he looked alarmed.”Sade? What’s wrong?” he said putting his hand on my shoulder, usually when he touched me I would flinch or slap his hand away but this time I didn’t I couldn’t. “I tried it again, there’s something different about his time” I said, he shocked with his smile and slight giggle. “Always the persistent one, now sit down” he said he had control and power in his voice, he slid his hand onto my upper back and stirred me to the couch.”How was this time different?” he asked, I looked at his hand now sitting on my shoulder he then quickly moved it away. “Ah, I usually see the same thing, but this time the girl she looked sad” I said, I looked up at his face expecting a smile, but there was no expression. “But I thought the pendant only changed when Mocaloo’s changed it” he said, now worry in his eyes. “What? Moca what? I asked. “Never mind” he said now he was smiling, I liked I was glad when he smiled again I hated seeing him upset. Then we heard a thump.
It was Thor; he took one look at us and smiled. “Seriously, just go out already” he said walking over and sitting in the couch opposite to us we both looked at each, Ethan smiled. “nah, man looks like she’s still denying it” he said, I was going to say something else but instead something else came out.”Ethan? Can I talk to you for a second” I said, as soon as I did I saw the shock on both their faces, Thor’s especially.
Ethan nodded and we both walked into the kitchen. For a while we just stood there until he finally said something. “Well?” he said raising an eyebrow. “We can’t tell Thor” I said, he gave me a confused look. “Why?” he said, looking at Thor who was trying to consecrate on the game without the corner of his eye slipping.”When I came out, I was totally freaking out! It would just worry him” I said. Now I was looking at Thor. “Fine, but if he asks I’m not lying” he said walking off toward Thor.
For the rest of the weekend me and Ethan didn’t speak, in fact he didn’t even come over. That Monday morning I got up extra early. As I walked down the halls I recognized Thor, he was cooking pancakes. I walked over to the table and sat down; he then turned around and raised his eyebrows. “You’re up early” he said putting the pancakes on a plate. “I could say the same thing to you” I said taking a pancake and taking a bite out of it. “I’m trying to stay in mom’s and dad’s good books” he said sitting down. “Yeah, about that where did you go?” I asked. “I told you, a club” he said taking a bite out of his pancake. “Before that, Ethan said you were going somewhere” I said, taking another bite out of my pancake. “Ethan, eh” he said in a mocking tone. “Shut up!” I said punching him in the arm. “Ouch, Okay, okay, but come on, you’re saying you don’t have any feelings for him” he said, rubbing the part of the arm where I punched him. “I don’t know” I said.
At school my first period was gym. Half way through it we were called in a circle and then I noticed standing next to the teacher was a young boy about my age. He had Light Brown hair, green eyes and was very tall. “Alright everyone this is Remi Martin” The teacher said. As soon as he did I heard chatter, I realised that his name was familiar, Adam had said something about having a brother. This tall boy was Adams brother.
After that class no one had stop talking about the cute boy and it wasn’t just the girl’s the boys were talking about inviting him to join the football team. The next period was Math and like every other day Adam was sitting next to me. I could hear all the other students talking about the new guy Remi and how he and Adam had the same last name. I wanted to say something to him but what was I meant to do? Just walk up to him and say ‘hey are you that new guy’s brother? You did mention once in class that you had one. So for most of the class I just sat there staring at him. “Sorry, you don’t mind if I sit here?” said Remi. He had the most perfect green eyes. “No, sure go ahead” I said putting on a girly smile. He got his book out and started reading I was now looking at him he notice this and looked back then he smiled.
Just as the bell went Remi got up and I saw a glimpse of Adam’s face it was filled with fury pure hate. As I walked to my locker I noticed that Adam was talking to Remi, they were huddled together I couldn’t hear or see their mouths moving. I saw Remi roll his eyes and walk off.
When I got home I saw Dawn sitting on the couch. She was texting on her phone I went over and sat next to her. “Hey” I said. “Hey” she said and nodded at me, I watched her as a smile lit up on her face. “You and Ethan, eh” she said turning to me with a smug smile. “What? How did you?” I said the look on my face was shocked. “Thor told me” she said. “Well it’s not true” I said giving her a mocking look. “Okay, but you should give him a chance” she said, dropping the smile and putting on a begging look. “No” I said giving her a glare. “If you worried about him hurting you, he will get his justice” she said, now giving me a smile. I returned the smile and got up.
That night I had a lot to think about. My first thought was would I give Ethan a chance; I mean it’s like I don’t like him. Oh god, I do like Ethan, so that means wait, what does it mean? I don’t have to go out with him, Does it? I kept thinking about what would happen with us and together it just doesn’t seem right. I was still going on like this until I heard a tap at my window.
But this time something was different
This time when I closed my eyes and the pendant went up in the air and I saw the man with the woman she looked sad.
Like she was hiding something
I tried to get into her thoughts tried to see what her feelings where but it stopped again. I got up and ran down stairs, Thor was the only one that was home and with him was Ethan. I was panting, Ethan got up, and from the couch he looked alarmed.”Sade? What’s wrong?” he said putting his hand on my shoulder, usually when he touched me I would flinch or slap his hand away but this time I didn’t I couldn’t. “I tried it again, there’s something different about his time” I said, he shocked with his smile and slight giggle. “Always the persistent one, now sit down” he said he had control and power in his voice, he slid his hand onto my upper back and stirred me to the couch.”How was this time different?” he asked, I looked at his hand now sitting on my shoulder he then quickly moved it away. “Ah, I usually see the same thing, but this time the girl she looked sad” I said, I looked up at his face expecting a smile, but there was no expression. “But I thought the pendant only changed when Mocaloo’s changed it” he said, now worry in his eyes. “What? Moca what? I asked. “Never mind” he said now he was smiling, I liked I was glad when he smiled again I hated seeing him upset. Then we heard a thump.
It was Thor; he took one look at us and smiled. “Seriously, just go out already” he said walking over and sitting in the couch opposite to us we both looked at each, Ethan smiled. “nah, man looks like she’s still denying it” he said, I was going to say something else but instead something else came out.”Ethan? Can I talk to you for a second” I said, as soon as I did I saw the shock on both their faces, Thor’s especially.
Ethan nodded and we both walked into the kitchen. For a while we just stood there until he finally said something. “Well?” he said raising an eyebrow. “We can’t tell Thor” I said, he gave me a confused look. “Why?” he said, looking at Thor who was trying to consecrate on the game without the corner of his eye slipping.”When I came out, I was totally freaking out! It would just worry him” I said. Now I was looking at Thor. “Fine, but if he asks I’m not lying” he said walking off toward Thor.
For the rest of the weekend me and Ethan didn’t speak, in fact he didn’t even come over. That Monday morning I got up extra early. As I walked down the halls I recognized Thor, he was cooking pancakes. I walked over to the table and sat down; he then turned around and raised his eyebrows. “You’re up early” he said putting the pancakes on a plate. “I could say the same thing to you” I said taking a pancake and taking a bite out of it. “I’m trying to stay in mom’s and dad’s good books” he said sitting down. “Yeah, about that where did you go?” I asked. “I told you, a club” he said taking a bite out of his pancake. “Before that, Ethan said you were going somewhere” I said, taking another bite out of my pancake. “Ethan, eh” he said in a mocking tone. “Shut up!” I said punching him in the arm. “Ouch, Okay, okay, but come on, you’re saying you don’t have any feelings for him” he said, rubbing the part of the arm where I punched him. “I don’t know” I said.
At school my first period was gym. Half way through it we were called in a circle and then I noticed standing next to the teacher was a young boy about my age. He had Light Brown hair, green eyes and was very tall. “Alright everyone this is Remi Martin” The teacher said. As soon as he did I heard chatter, I realised that his name was familiar, Adam had said something about having a brother. This tall boy was Adams brother.
After that class no one had stop talking about the cute boy and it wasn’t just the girl’s the boys were talking about inviting him to join the football team. The next period was Math and like every other day Adam was sitting next to me. I could hear all the other students talking about the new guy Remi and how he and Adam had the same last name. I wanted to say something to him but what was I meant to do? Just walk up to him and say ‘hey are you that new guy’s brother? You did mention once in class that you had one. So for most of the class I just sat there staring at him. “Sorry, you don’t mind if I sit here?” said Remi. He had the most perfect green eyes. “No, sure go ahead” I said putting on a girly smile. He got his book out and started reading I was now looking at him he notice this and looked back then he smiled.
Just as the bell went Remi got up and I saw a glimpse of Adam’s face it was filled with fury pure hate. As I walked to my locker I noticed that Adam was talking to Remi, they were huddled together I couldn’t hear or see their mouths moving. I saw Remi roll his eyes and walk off.
When I got home I saw Dawn sitting on the couch. She was texting on her phone I went over and sat next to her. “Hey” I said. “Hey” she said and nodded at me, I watched her as a smile lit up on her face. “You and Ethan, eh” she said turning to me with a smug smile. “What? How did you?” I said the look on my face was shocked. “Thor told me” she said. “Well it’s not true” I said giving her a mocking look. “Okay, but you should give him a chance” she said, dropping the smile and putting on a begging look. “No” I said giving her a glare. “If you worried about him hurting you, he will get his justice” she said, now giving me a smile. I returned the smile and got up.
That night I had a lot to think about. My first thought was would I give Ethan a chance; I mean it’s like I don’t like him. Oh god, I do like Ethan, so that means wait, what does it mean? I don’t have to go out with him, Does it? I kept thinking about what would happen with us and together it just doesn’t seem right. I was still going on like this until I heard a tap at my window.
As ancient as mother Earth’s treachery
Caught in the line of Athena’s sight
Left alone to travel in this treacherous world
She walks in beauty, like the night
Though with beauty comes this fight of death
In this quest she fails though she tries
Eternally alone in this fateful dark
Of cloudless climes and starry skies
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent
How could it after what happened?
My pain unbearable, yet it happily shines
I look on from Artemis’s tent
As the sun sets on the sea that took his life
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
I will never forget my love for him
As a Huntress I now see Hermes
With the soul of the lost he flies off like a crow
Till we meet again, farewell my love
Caught in the line of Athena’s sight
Left alone to travel in this treacherous world
She walks in beauty, like the night
Though with beauty comes this fight of death
In this quest she fails though she tries
Eternally alone in this fateful dark
Of cloudless climes and starry skies
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent
How could it after what happened?
My pain unbearable, yet it happily shines
I look on from Artemis’s tent
As the sun sets on the sea that took his life
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
I will never forget my love for him
As a Huntress I now see Hermes
With the soul of the lost he flies off like a crow
Till we meet again, farewell my love
I deny the truth,
But really,
That is nothing.
I do that just to protect myself.
I cannot let the truth overcome me
All at once,
I must let it come at me
Pieces by pieces.
The truth is always shocking,
At many times sad.
But I must accept the truth
Even after a while.
Because denying the truth
Is like lying to myself
Denying the truth hurts my soul
But it also protects my soul at the same time.
I don't know what to believe.
It's all too shocking for me.
I deny the truth.
I protect my soul.
I protect myself.
But I also hurt myself.
But really,
That is nothing.
I do that just to protect myself.
I cannot let the truth overcome me
All at once,
I must let it come at me
Pieces by pieces.
The truth is always shocking,
At many times sad.
But I must accept the truth
Even after a while.
Because denying the truth
Is like lying to myself
Denying the truth hurts my soul
But it also protects my soul at the same time.
I don't know what to believe.
It's all too shocking for me.
I deny the truth.
I protect my soul.
I protect myself.
But I also hurt myself.
I know what happened,
I know that your parents are divorced,
because I was the first
you told.
I want to help you,
but I don't know
what all that
pressure
and sorrow feels like.
Like you're drowning
in a pool of tears
and your friends
are just watching and
laughing,
like it's a joke.
But it's not a joke,
it's your life.
They aren't even
your friends,
they are just people
who say they earned
that title.
I don't understand.
My parents aren't
divorced,
they don't fight
every time when
they see each
others face.
I can't help.
But you're
my friend.
My best
friend.
And I will
try to help.
I will stand by
your side even when
we are miles away.
Because even though
it might not feel like it,
you are never
alone.
I know that your parents are divorced,
because I was the first
you told.
I want to help you,
but I don't know
what all that
pressure
and sorrow feels like.
Like you're drowning
in a pool of tears
and your friends
are just watching and
laughing,
like it's a joke.
But it's not a joke,
it's your life.
They aren't even
your friends,
they are just people
who say they earned
that title.
I don't understand.
My parents aren't
divorced,
they don't fight
every time when
they see each
others face.
I can't help.
But you're
my friend.
My best
friend.
And I will
try to help.
I will stand by
your side even when
we are miles away.
Because even though
it might not feel like it,
you are never
alone.