Have you ever wake up one day and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my day ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the kitchen probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been friends or had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never home because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he said one day that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i love my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was heart broken but i learn that if you don't let anyone in yoour heart you will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person or at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank top this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working or drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i love to run i fell free and i love to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school day pass really quick i wasn't miss popular but i like it that way i had 2 years ago a best friend Samantha Weller but she move to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive home and went to sleep my mom wasn't home yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another day pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for you mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to join the club" i said smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon said quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give you the news i thought you would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she said
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and you can stay with me" monica said
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster home type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but you twist it pretty badly you can't run" i voice said i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker you are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate said i had 1 more year
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster home in just 1 year
"you are luck you are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man said mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my day ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the kitchen probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been friends or had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never home because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he said one day that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i love my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was heart broken but i learn that if you don't let anyone in yoour heart you will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person or at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank top this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working or drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i love to run i fell free and i love to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school day pass really quick i wasn't miss popular but i like it that way i had 2 years ago a best friend Samantha Weller but she move to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive home and went to sleep my mom wasn't home yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another day pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for you mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to join the club" i said smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon said quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give you the news i thought you would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she said
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and you can stay with me" monica said
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster home type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but you twist it pretty badly you can't run" i voice said i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker you are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate said i had 1 more year
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster home in just 1 year
"you are luck you are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man said mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he said to me. "yeah and you should be hunting." I said with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see you later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what you looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he said to me. "yeah and you should be hunting." I said with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see you later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what you looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told you I was a vampire and not the good kind, would you believe me? Of course not. You live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. You must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once you turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell you is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect you to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but you my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before you turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask you again to keep this book a secret, if you don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
You may now enter. If you dare.
What if I told you I was a vampire and not the good kind, would you believe me? Of course not. You live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. You must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once you turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell you is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect you to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but you my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before you turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask you again to keep this book a secret, if you don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
You may now enter. If you dare.
My Fanpop site is getting harder and harder to get on and isn't even letting me on half the time so i'm going to have my friend put my fanfiction site on this story as a comment and you can log on and find me. Ok???? Cool!!!! I'm sorry if i let you down but i'm trying my best. I got in trouble because my grades were down and thats aboout it!!
I had my computor taken away and i couldnt get back on till they were better and i know that you might be mad but you have to understand and think at my point oof veiw. My life isnt easy and i've been very sick and i'm worried about my friend because she hasnt been at school for to weeks!!
I had my computor taken away and i couldnt get back on till they were better and i know that you might be mad but you have to understand and think at my point oof veiw. My life isnt easy and i've been very sick and i'm worried about my friend because she hasnt been at school for to weeks!!
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part 2 the cullens. like always it was a rainy day in forks. bella and edward were on they way to bella's home but all of a sudin bella was in need of a human momment.they stoped by the dinner close to to were they were going after bella came out two men came in.edward could read what they were thinking.he new them some how but he had no clue who they were.all he new was he had to get bella away from them. we'll come back later wisper edward so low that only bella could here what he said.he had to leave. this is were the story begins.
if you liked that just wait for part 3 immortls find vampires.
if you liked that just wait for part 3 immortls find vampires.
