nessie's pov
noah wasn't here ........
pain in my heart was horrible
how many days have i been in our room crying ???
but now i was so hungry i needed to eat noah wouldn't like that i starve myself...
i went downstairs everybody had a pain look in there faces
jake had come the 30 day but he went back to la push he has extremley surprized when he found me crying so hard , he thought it was just a crush with noah ....
i went to the kitchen i eat everything from the frige and the donated blood they had
"honey i know it's hard but you'll see things will get better" my granma said hugging me
but i fetl so dizzy and sick i push her i ignore her hurt face and run to the sink and throw up
my dad and mom where with me in a flash
after i finish throwing up
"angel whats wrong" my dad ask appresive
"i don't know "i said
maybe am too sad i thought i didn't say it so i wouldn't worry mom
my dad nodded but said
"i don't think that is nessie mmaybe carilse should check you"
ok i thought i didn't had the energy to say it i miss my noah
***
after grampa run all his studies
it was funny to me i throw up once and they get all worry but well i had never throe up in my life
carlisle said
"nessie i think , well in know you are pregnant"
my dad and mom gasp
i touch my stomach i was having a baby of noah my heart filled with joy ....
but then jake step into the house he run to hug me
"o babe i was so worried im glad you are ok now "
o shit jacob and my baby was of noah but noah wasn't here i miss him how could i tell him but jake he is going to be so hurt what was i going to do
but although i had to resolve all this problems my heart felt such a warm that make the problems small ,insignificant
but i still miss noah will he ever know he will be a father????
noah wasn't here ........
pain in my heart was horrible
how many days have i been in our room crying ???
but now i was so hungry i needed to eat noah wouldn't like that i starve myself...
i went downstairs everybody had a pain look in there faces
jake had come the 30 day but he went back to la push he has extremley surprized when he found me crying so hard , he thought it was just a crush with noah ....
i went to the kitchen i eat everything from the frige and the donated blood they had
"honey i know it's hard but you'll see things will get better" my granma said hugging me
but i fetl so dizzy and sick i push her i ignore her hurt face and run to the sink and throw up
my dad and mom where with me in a flash
after i finish throwing up
"angel whats wrong" my dad ask appresive
"i don't know "i said
maybe am too sad i thought i didn't say it so i wouldn't worry mom
my dad nodded but said
"i don't think that is nessie mmaybe carilse should check you"
ok i thought i didn't had the energy to say it i miss my noah
***
after grampa run all his studies
it was funny to me i throw up once and they get all worry but well i had never throe up in my life
carlisle said
"nessie i think , well in know you are pregnant"
my dad and mom gasp
i touch my stomach i was having a baby of noah my heart filled with joy ....
but then jake step into the house he run to hug me
"o babe i was so worried im glad you are ok now "
o shit jacob and my baby was of noah but noah wasn't here i miss him how could i tell him but jake he is going to be so hurt what was i going to do
but although i had to resolve all this problems my heart felt such a warm that make the problems small ,insignificant
but i still miss noah will he ever know he will be a father????
Ok don't get me wrong I love the Cullens but take a look at what I would do if I was a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to date a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big tree a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to date a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big tree a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
hi i dont know what to call this but heres the first chapter if you have any ideas tell me
"Alice we don't need to dress up it's just high school.again." I said under my breath.
"Oh come on Bella can't you let me have some fun today."
"Fine." I said giving up trying to argue with Alice. Alice had me in dark washed skinny jeans and high heel ankle boots,with a purple long-sleeved layered casual t.
"Just today though."Not wanting her to get the wrong idea that i would let her do this everyday.
"Agreed.Now stay still I'm almost finished.
"Time to go Renesemee,Jacob."I yelled upstairs. Jacob was now moved in with us we all pretty much not breath anymore but we had to get used to it again since we can go to schol again beacause renesemee is 7 now and stoped ageing
"Alice we don't need to dress up it's just high school.again." I said under my breath.
"Oh come on Bella can't you let me have some fun today."
"Fine." I said giving up trying to argue with Alice. Alice had me in dark washed skinny jeans and high heel ankle boots,with a purple long-sleeved layered casual t.
"Just today though."Not wanting her to get the wrong idea that i would let her do this everyday.
"Agreed.Now stay still I'm almost finished.
"Time to go Renesemee,Jacob."I yelled upstairs. Jacob was now moved in with us we all pretty much not breath anymore but we had to get used to it again since we can go to schol again beacause renesemee is 7 now and stoped ageing
This is for people who have been reading Esme's Story:
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please comment and tell me which ones you like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If you can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a more interesting name so it draws more attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a list of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please comment and tell me which ones you like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If you can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a more interesting name so it draws more attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a list of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!