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sitting by myself today waiting to be saved
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i get up and look outside i see nothin its all black no one walking or talking i see nothin its like im alone in the world
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i lean on the window i hear somethin in the distance outside so i go outside and walk slow because im a little nerves of what i might see or feel
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i got closer to the sound i feel a breeze through my blond hair my blue eyes get big and they sparkle the light is so bright i fall on the...
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posted by teashaC
WHAT IS LOVE IS IT A DREAM OR REAL WHO KNOWS NO ONE REALLY TRULLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS AT ALL BUT LET ME TELL U MY STORY ABOUT MY DREAMS KNOWING THAT THERE REAL BUT SOME ARNT REAL.I WAKE UP AND SIT UP AND SEE MY LOVED ONE SITTING BY ME I FEEL HER EVERY TOUCH IN MY HAIR I FEEL HER HAND RUN UP MY BACK I LAY BACK DOWN LAUGHING AND GIGGLING. AS I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HER IN THE DISTANCE BUT I CANT OTUCH HER SHES LIKE NOT THERE BUT SHE IS AS I WAKE UP I SEE NOTHIN SHES NOT THERE SHES GONE SHE WAS NOT REAL BUT WHY DO PPL CALL IT LOVE WHEN LOVE IS NOTHIN ITS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR DRAMA,FIGHTING,DYING THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY BUT AS I SIT HERE I FEEL THINGS RUN THROUGH ME AND IT FEELS GREAT BUT I FEEL STUFF LIKE HATE AND THAT HURTS SO MUCH WHEN UR HEART STOPS AND U THINKING UR DYING
posted by teashaC
Loves thunderstorms. I can relate to them. The thunder is my anger. The rain is my tears. Just think of what you did to me when the next storm comes by...because when the next storms come by i will be gone forever never goin to see me again at least when the storm comes i will be dead already knowing that u hated me.

i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits you in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes you crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.
posted by teashaC
I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one more single day,
I've been here waiting,
for something to live and die for
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch
out of time,
Just get lost without a sign.
As long as you stay by my side

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine...

You see my soul,
I'm a nightmare,
out of control I'm crashin'

into the dark,
Into the room,
into the world,
of our cocoon.

You are the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine..

Dont let go!
Oh, no oh.
Don't you know


In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine..
posted by teashaC
Lately I've been thinking
About the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here,
If not for you

I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And you should know that
I have never meant
To let you down

Cause I, I
Wannna tell you that I'm sorry
And I, I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me

Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You show me who...
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posted by teashaC
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's...
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posted by teashaC
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause...
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posted by teashaC
Here's to finding love that builds you up instead of breaking you down. love is a great way to feel better in life and not wanting to hurt urslef but when u lose the one u love its differnt u want to hurt like that person did, and to be honest i lost my love i have her still but shes not with me shes gone somewhere and i cant find her, but i will cross every bridge,sea,anything to get to her.there is going to be a time when you are just gonna look at me and think, " why do i hang out with you?" i dont no why u love me all i no is u wont let me go and im not letting u go ever we have r ups and...
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posted by teashaC
The city of angles is lonely night
Keep themselves alive by candle light
Say she can't love you like I do
Look me in the eyes and say it's true
I ask myself, is this love at all?
When I need you most you let me fall
I'm always here at the side of your stage
Would you live your life and pretend I'm okay
I'll be okay anekatips
I'll hold you close will stay forever

I, I don't understand why your leaving me
I, I don't understand, now without you I can't breath
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and I'll plead into tears
I don't understand why you can't
Take me with you

You can pretend that I don't...
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posted by teashaC
Wind to thy wings. Light to thy path. Dreams to thy heart."

*WINGS OPEN I PUT NYTE IN MY AMRS MAKING SURE SHES SAFE WITH ME CLOSES MY WINGS AND SHIELDS HER FROM THE FLAMES HIDES HER SO NO ONE KNOWS SHES HERE WITH ME. *KISSES HER NOSE SAYING I LOVE U*I FLY AROUND WITH U I GO EVERYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD TO HELP U I FIND U WHAT DO I SEE I SEE U IN MY ARMS SLEEPING U HAVNT SLEPT IN MONTHS WEEKS YEARS NOW UR SLEEPING FOR A CHANGE.I PUT MY HAND ON UR HEART I FEEL IT CALMING DOWN I SIT U DOWN ON THE GROUND WITH WINGS OVER U STILL, U START TO CRY OUT LOUD I HOLD U TO ME BABE ITS OK NOW IM WITH U AND NOW UR SAFE.HIDES UR BODY INTO MY WINGS AND KISSES U NO ONE CAN SEE US AT ALL WERE HID FROM THE WORLD NOW ONLY FRIENDS SEE US AND ONLY R SISTERS AND BROTHERS SEE US THATS ALL THATS ALL WE NEED TO LIVE R LIVES NO MORE PAIN OR SUFFERING JUST LOVE *LOOKS AT U AND SMILES AND PUTS UR RING ON UR FINGER ONE DAY I WILL MARRY U .
posted by teashaC
Nobody listens to me
Dont hear a single thing I've said
Say anything to soothe me
Anything to get you from my head
Don't know how I really feel
The faith it takes to make like I don't care
Dont know how much it hurts
To turn around like you were never there
Like somehow you could be replaced
And I could walk away from the promises we made
And swore we'd never break


I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me
I thought I'd never see your sweet face again
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went
But I kept the moments that we were in
'cause I hoped in my heart...
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posted by teashaC
*SITS DOWN ON GROUND WITH TEARS FALLING WHILE IT RAINS ITS SO COLD I CANT BREATH ITS TO HARD TO.I LOOK AROUND AND CALL FOR HER *NYTE WERE ARE U BABE I NEED U RIGHT NOW,NO ANSWER ITS LIKE SHES GONE SHE CANT HEAR ME OR FEEL ME.U NO NYTE IM IN LOVE WITH U AND ONCE AGAIN MY HEART IS BROKEN NOW UR LEAVING ME NOW IM STUCK IN THIS WORLD WITH OUT U.I SWEAR IF U KILL URSELF IM LEAVING WITH U.ALL I WANTED WAS U *CRIES ON GROUND PLZ COME BACK TO ME*I HERE SOMETHIN IN THE DISTANCE SAYING IM SRRY I HURT U TO BAD*U NEVER DID THOUGH EVER.GETS UP AND WALKS BY U AND HOLDS UR HAND BUT THEN U SCREAM AT ME AND...
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posted by teashaC
my sister is gone i turned around and she was missing i scream for help plz someone help me i cant find her no were shes gone i looked bakc and she was taken from me .
ppl see me walkin while crying *sits by a wall holding the knife saying she swore she never leave me and now shes gone forever. we both swore we never leave each other till it was time but its broken now im lost in this big world with no love no friends just me and my knife hitting every part of my body.i promised her i wouldnt cut myself but its to late its already done and over with now she can watch me while i die slow in...
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posted by teashaC
Sha la la la la
Sha la la la la


You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me


I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart will let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you
Sha la la la la
I miss you


You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I know you're in a better place yea
But I wish that I could see your face oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me
posted by teashaC
Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side

Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
posted by teashaC
Alone at last, we can sit and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
But stay right here we can change our plight.
We're storming through this despite what's right.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.

Lay your heart down the ends in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab it through and justify your pride.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Woah...
And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
We tried out best... Turn out the light,
Turn out the light.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Woah...
And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
We tried out best... Turn out the light,
Turn out the light.
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