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posted by teashaC

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let u win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't...

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RANDOM STUFF (: THAT I WROTE

posted by teashaC

she says shes fine but shes going insane. she says she feels good but shes in a lot of pain. she says shes OK but shes really not.

I will always be here for you. You can talk and I will always listen. I will be here until you don't want me. And when you don't want me I will be gone.

learn to live and let go but at the same time never give up on what truly matters to you. Make your dreams reality, enjoy life, and be yourself.

"Sometimes all you really need is that one person to tell you that everything is going to be ok."

all i want is your fingers in between my fingers, your eyes looking into my eyes, your lips touching my lips, but most of all, your heart loving my heart.

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MY HEART

posted by teashaC

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive
and...

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DEATH OF A MOM

posted by teashaC

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected

Daddy was a crack feind 2 in the morning had us running down the street like a track team

When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it
How could I forget it the, pain infinite
Shes my queen and I ain't even british
Shes the only reason why i go to school and finish
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, until this day I don't know if I could be dat
But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm...

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RUNNING AWAY

posted by teashaC

Runaway love
Runaway love

Now nyte is only 18 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all alone and ain't never met her family
daddys always home and she never met her mama Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
daddy is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing home girls at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneaking in her room while the girls is knocked out
Trying to have his way and nyte says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
nyte...

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LOOKING AT THE MIRROR PART 2

posted by teashaC

as my friend sees the death note she reads it and she starts to cry 5 feet away is my dead body.as she walks closer to me she sees me and grabs me out of the water and im so long gone its been 2 days sence i have been in the tub all souless.she goes into the room and sees footprints going into the kitchen so she goes into the kitchen as she walks more she sees them goin to the bathroom so she new someone killed her as she picked my clothes up she
cries
screamed
and was alone
as she sits on the ground lookin at me knowing that i died in a painful way but she new i died fast as she saw how he pinned...

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BLACK VEIL BRIDES/PERFECT WEAPON (:<3

posted by teashaC

RUN!

Awake at night you focus,
On everyone who has hurt you,
Then write a list of targets,
Your violent lack of virtue.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!

Go!

We are breathing,
While you're sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our hearts beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.

Here's to your perfect weapon,
Crack bones with blind aggression,
Like birds whose wings are broken,
You live without direction.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!

We are breathing,
While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.

GO!
GO!
GO!
GO!
And now you're on your own!
GO!
GO!
And leave us alone!

We are breathing,
While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.

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LIFE WILL IT GET BETTER

posted by teashaC

why am i still alive after i was malested by my cosuin why am i still moving why havnt i gave up in life yet
cries
cuts
stops breathing
why do i need to live i hate life im haunted hes always here with me hes near me i feel him touching me it scares me to death when im sleeping i feel him on me choking me i cant do shit because hes to strong im tired of feeling pain i want a gud life and im not getting that life i wanted u to leave me alone but u kept choking me u wouldnt let me go u jsut kept hurting me why what did i ever do to u

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I LOVE U NYTE UR MY ANGEL

posted by teashaC

"SITS DOWN AND CRIES,
IM HAPPY NOW IM LOVIN HER WITH ALL MY HEART(NYTE),I NO WE HAD R UPS AND DOWNS,I NO WE FOUGHT A LOT,BUT WHEN WE WERE FIGHTING ALL THE TIME I NEVER HATED U I JUST WANTED TO FEEL BIGGER THEN U SO U WOULD FEEL THE SAME WAY I DID,NOW I NO THAT U LOVE ME STILL U JUST WANTED TO SEE HOW I FELT GETTING HURT,AND IT WORKED BUT NOW LOOK WERE HAPPY NOW IM WITH U NOW IM IN LOVE WITH U.*I SIT ON THE GROUND WITH U CRYING U SAYING"DONT CRY BABE IM HERE NOW IM NOT LETTING U GO "I SAY I NO U R AND I CANT EVER LEAVE U EVER EVER EVER IN MY LIFE.:I HEAR U CRYING I SAY"WHATS WRONG BABE U SAY...

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HATE U/PAIN

posted by teashaC

' Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
Then you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring, Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
oooh...

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MAT I <3 U

posted by teashaC

I <3 U MAT SO MUCH UR MY ANGEL NOW WHEN I FIRST MET U LIKE 6 MONTHS AGO I WAS IN LOVE WITH U BUT U WENRT U SAID U LOVED ME BUT U DIDNT LOVE ME LIKE THAT SO WE JUST STAYED SISTERS FOR A WHILE U CAME ON LAST FRIDAY SAYING WE NEED TO TALK I SAID OK U TOLD ME THAT U MISSED ME U WANT ME UR THINKING ABOUT ME AND ITS FUNNY BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT U TO I WAS GOIN TO TELL U I WANT U BACK IN MY LIFE AGAIN BECAUSE UR BEATIFUL AND UR SMART OUTGOIN AND JUST FLAT OUT CRAZY ANND I LOVE THAT ABOUT U IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO SEE U HAPPY WHEN U MIGHT BE HURT BUT UR NOT HURTING WHEN U SEE MY NAME ON THE SCREEN...

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EMOTIONS

posted by teashaC

It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all...

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BREATHING FOR LOVE

posted by teashaC

I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
Heard crys and the suffering
Walked through the darkness Left broken and heartless
I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?
I'm gonna find you through all the noise
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Shine your light as I reach for you

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle
The hurt or...

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Molly + tete = love

posted by teashaC

Molly and me been on and off,but this time its different,all we had to do was take the fake ppl out of our lives,well here is a poam for my girl.

Cute
Beautiful
Hott
Everytime I see you there is always something else to say to you.your cute to be with,we look amazing together,ive been with ppl but there nothing like you,all this time we were split up,all I wanted was to get back with you,i didnt know how to say"molly can we be more than friends" because truth is I was afraid you say no,but you said yes and my heart was pounding in my chest.

The way I feel is overwhelming

Cries
Hurts
Pain
I cry cause...

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SHADOW MY FAMILY

posted by teashaC

is feeling down, but trying to look up. but why look up when u see a family memeber lookin at u so i just look down so im not scared as i feel his breath by my head saying i lov eu an di miss u and nyte so much i cry so much as i grab nytes hand crying makin sure shes ok i look over and shes crying saying i love my brother and he was so depressed because of her he killed himself *i stare at nyte babe im here i miss him so much and yes he loved her with his whole heart would have done anything for her.Be a star in some ones sky.as i am foreced to look up at the sky i see a star and i take a...

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NEW PEOMS_HAUNTED

posted by teashaC

im trying new writings now so hope u all like it.

<3
BLEEDS
RUNS
HIDES
GRABS THE KNIFE RUNS IT INTO MY WRIST DOENST HURT THOUGH SO I LAUGH SINCE I FEEL NOTHIN AT ALL I SEE THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY WRIST ITS A LOT OF BLOOD I SEE SOEMTHING IT LOOKS VERY SCARY BUT I FEEL NOTHING,LIKE I SAID IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER TO THE PERSON OR THE MONSTER,AS I WALK UP TO IT I SEE THAT ITS MY GF I SEE HER BODY WITH BLOOD ALL OVER IT IM CRYING BUT WHY AM I CRYING IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER AND I TOUCH HER SHOULDER BUT ITS SO COLD IM FREEZING MY HEART IS STOPPING BUT WHEN I LOOK AT...

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worthless,pain,darkness

posted by teashaC

people tell me they love me, but do they really love me, or do they hate me, i feel worthless and i dont no why but there was this person that i loved with all my heart and he broke up with me i sit here wondering why he did break up with me did i do somethin or did he just not love me like i loved him,i sit in my house lookin at a wall crying ppl dont no i cry because i hide it so no one knows thats how i am though, i dont tell my sister about my life because she says its just a screen and the ppl behind the screen r just ppl that u dont no, but when i look at my screen i see ppl and i rlly...

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some of my life

posted by cutiegirl01

In my life i grew up in pain a agony. I was only 2 or 3 when i was first hit. then i got hit again over and over. another time i was hit was when i didn't take a shower the morning after i took a shower. i was late 4 school and had cuts and bruses, one went from my shoulder to the middle of my upper arm. no one asked what happened beacause no one cares what happens to me. They wouldn't even care if i died. my dad even said "if you died i would want to know right away because then i would go buy a boat" (that is what he said because if i died he would get all the money from insurence) even when i broke my leg my dad hit my leg on the table 3 times then took me to the e.r. it turned in to surgery. i was in a wheelchair and on cruches for 3 in 1\2 months. now i have a scar that goes from my left ankle to just below my knee. now i didn't cry because i dont care to cry.(i do cry but rarly) My life sucks worse every day and i have been planing to run away. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!

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FADED

posted by teashaC

I can pretend that I dont see you,
I can pretend I dont wanna hold you when you're around,
(When you're around)
I can say that nothing was right,
But we know if I looked in your eyes I'd break down,
(yeah, lets break down)

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
If I could, take you there,
I wont let go, this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause you wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars,

If I told you that I love you,
But Im doing alright without you it'd be a lie, But...

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EMPTY INSIDE

posted by teashaC

*looks up seeing her fight this seeing that shes not happy she was happy with me
at least thats what she tells me,is she telling the truth i dont no,i feel nothin anymore.
so now when i look up at the sky,i see black and thats it,when i look at the grass i see my own blood from my wrist,no one to stop me or hold me,thinks to myself if i could wish what would that be,it would be havin her by me watching her sleep,watching her every move,seeing the light shine on her,watching her glow like a star,i grab her hand i take her and put her on me saying ur ok now baby im here and ur safe no one is goin...