found strength inside,
even though i cried.
not overcome with pride,
it'll eat me from inside.
can't say i haven't tried,
can't say i haven't lied.

my life is like crud...
but u wouldn't know it...
just looking into my eyes.

so...why don't you try
to take a look
through my eyes

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Life.
What's Life?
Faith, Love, Hate, Hope, Lust, Trust, Truth, Lies, Pain, Pride, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Loneliness, Try, Strength, Hard, Hate, Grief, Longing, Peace, War, Sports, Friends, Family, Ememys, Fun, Brave, Goin' on, Anger, Revenge, Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place, Not everybody...

There was a time when I was locked away...in a sepulchre in the forest....by now you should all be familiar with the Halloween parties a throw every year...the masquerades I host with the small stone building as the entrance 2 to ever changing, always scary themes. That small stone building....was my own grave sight...which I modified to be such an entrance 2 an underground massive ball room. Turn my sorrow in2 something grand...that's why I did it. There was another reason, 2, though....I kept it there as a constant reminder that no matter how human I may feel...or act or look...I'm still...