Cause myself physical pain so I don't feel it mentally even though I still will and I'll just make myself hurt more by telling myself I'll find someone nice and funny even though I know I'll never find a really nice guy even though I won't cuz they apparently they no longer are real
Skyler and I are gonna go home together on the school bus, we're gonna hang the day together, go out for dinner, return home hang out some more and HE'S GONNA SLEEP OVER YAYUH!!!!!