i went on a camping trip way back in june and at a campfire we all sang "leavin on a jet plane" by john denver
and i was sobbing and trying to sing
because thats the song my mom is going to play at her funeral.
i missed her so much and it was depressing.
I feel horrible for you. Just hang in there. I wouldn't say someone you might hate getting killed would be for the better. I don't know if your father has any people that he does hold dear, but what would happen to THEM when he actually drops dead...? Sure, you'll be free, but what about the other people? They'll be devastated.
Three days ago actually. It was about my ex-girlfriend, and about how much I still miss her...
I've been in a relationship with her for three years and we loved each other, more than most other 16 year-olds do. She even told me that later on, we should get married. I was in the clouds. But recently, I've found out she'd been hiding something from me, been lying to me about something really big. And I couldn't forgive her for it...
She practically asked me to marry her man... I loved her. But I guess it's all over now.
@Johan-T: have you ever loved someone so much that you were ready to lose everything to be with her, and heard from her that she was willing to do the same, only to be flatly lied to?
About three weeks ago. I was getting ready to leave my parents' home after our annual visit, and my mom started to get misty. That's all it took, then I started in.
Actually you don't. Unless you're also on a cocktail of meds for mental health issues, then you'd know that a side effect is an overall dulling of emotional affect. But you know all this about me based on a sincere comment I made about a visit, and decided that somehow I'm incredibly shallow. Thanks.
i was listening to music and thinking about my home before this one and all my friends i left behind. the worst part, i was all alone at midnight in our tv room.