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8theGreat said:
I'm morbidly uptight and high strung, and I'm extremely obsessive. I also take a lot of things too seriously, even when I don't seem to be. I’m also a neurotic mess… extremely… And I'm unpredictable in my unpredictability, and I'm picky and finicky and more than a little bit of a perfectionist. Kind of like a cat.
But I do, however, try to maintain the most balanced personality possible, though I'm not so sure if that's a result of my obsessive behavior or if my obsessive behavior is a result of trying so hard to maintain a balanced personality. But, whatever the reason may be, I think I do a fairly good job of keeping myself balanced. I'm serious and uptight to a fault, but I do have a sense of humor about things and if I'm lucky I can sometimes find the time to relax. I find art, physical strength, and intelligence to be equally important and do everything in my power to keep myself in equal capabilities of all 3. You know, things like that.
Though I suppose that working so hard to be so balanced isn't always a good thing. I have high expectations and expect everyone and everything else to be as balanced as possible, and considering I have one of the worst tempers imaginable, that never ends very well.
I spend time with people who have a really good sense of humor and don’t take things to seriously, people who are laid back and aren’t afraid to tell me that I’ve taken my obsessive and nerotic tendencies too far, and will usually twist, bend, or just flat out break me back in to place after I’ve had a fit, which happens a lot. Luckily, all of my friends are like that, and they help balance out and quite down my… uptight, obsessive, and neurotic temper. Well, if they aren’t the ones who made me loose my temper in the first place, that is.
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